Monday, May 11, 2009

i'm sorry .

even though i shouldn't be. i'm sorry. that i asked if you were okay. when i knew you weren't. i'm sorry i did all those things that i hate. i'm sorry i went out of my way to see if you were better. when i knew you weren't. i'm sorry for not standing up for myself. when you yelled at me. it hurt. yeah, because i'm nice. i didn't stand up for myself. because i didn't want to yell back at you when you were hurt too. i lost my self respect. that's what you said right? i'm sorry. next time, if i could do it all over again. i would do that same. can you believe it? i would let you yell at me until i cried if it made you feel better. i'm so sorry.

[gosh,i just reread this. and i make no sense.]

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