Saturday, October 31, 2009
happy halloweeeen! (:
Friday, October 30, 2009
no words.
i should have stayed home today.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
jessicadnguyen. junior class rep.
since then, maria duy and i have formed the three muskateer compadres. BODing. even though it sounds dirty. it's so funnnny! (: duy's officially my new love guru because you know, he totally got rid of that damn tomtrinhxd for me. :) and now he's helping me out with his love guru skilllls! (:
so the other day. i blogged on tumblr. but seriously i like it. BUT, i still love you more blogger. so let's just stay together forever and ever okay? love you!
"why do you need a mirror when i can tell you you're beautiful?" CUTE. <3
Monday, October 26, 2009
walk down memory lane.
i want to switch to tumblr. i really do. but i couldn't possibly leave behind all my past blogs. i just couldn't do it. :/ which reminds me. as i was trying [keyword: trying] to export my blog to tumblr. i got to reading some of my old blogs. reminiscing you know? my first blog on blogspot was this: "happy birthday to me. :D" and i love how i used to post up my icons from soompi. and songs of the day. and videos. and all those things. and this was. 2008. when i was still in confirmation. oh ouch, december8. i still think doug is the nicest guy ever. :) hi douggggie! oh. and december 2008 was san francisco. and when me and david were watching beethoven virus. teehee! and we got married phase. i loved that. :) december12: the first time i watched the guys play tennis i think. and they completely amazed me. and i blogged about how i loved the girls at the lunchtable. i still do! it kinda makes me sad because i feel like we've drifted since i blogged that blog. we gotta have a reconnect lunch time. when all the guys leave and we tell each other secrets. :) december17: fun stuff and not fun stuff. i miss viethoang. :( the not fun stuff i blogged about was the PLAGUE. wow man, that's. old school shtuff. and the next time i blogged i blogged about breakfast guy. OMG I JUST REMEMBERED WHO HE WAS. freaky. o_o december25: christmas. *heart* nghia si party. i will NEVER ever forget that party. ever. so many tears. but it was a very enlightening night. yes it was. and the first ever lunchtable crew party. who could possible forget that? and thene the end of 2008 came. and then it went. what a. year. i don't really feel like . rereading all of my 2009 blogs there are so many. but skimming through. a lot has happened. so many people have changed. the part around june 09 makes me sad. to think about. no no no. it makes me. feel funky. i miss those guys.
yesterday. i spent an hour listening to epik high. that's all i listened to. for one whole hour. it was absolutely amazing. which reminds me. tablo got married today. more epik high tonight? see you there.
i said some insightful things in my old blogs. but one thing that's always stuck is "it's not what if. it's what now."
Sunday, October 25, 2009
sand. in. my. pants. :(
early morning. woke up at five thirty to get ready for keyclub surfrider beach clean up. there was SO MANY kids there. and we were freaking out 'cause there might not have been enough rides. victor came cause he was back from ucr for the weekend so that was an extra ride, hahah! (: i went with victor, SHOTGUN, jimmy, vaughn, and kevin (michelle's little brother). victor's a pretty good driver, oh except when he's swerving all over the place cause it's funny when i'm about to pee my pants and when he's blasting taylor swift with all the window's down and waving at little old white ladies who get scared cause he's a creeper. stopped at famima. for the first time. it's like...711 except expensiver. :o they had CARROT cake but i didn't buy any. drove all the way to PCH. it was so prettttty! and cold. but not THAT cold. except when i dipped my feet in it was COLD. and neil was like laying in the water. he's going to get SO SICK. but other than that it was pretty fun. (: played. "this is so fun" which was hard cause i always laugh! :( and huggiebears? where everyone got hurt. hugging each other. "WHAT IS TWO TIMES THE COSINE OF NINETY DEGREES?!" and then ninja. and other stuff. tuan lost his phone which was like. tears forever. tiredtiredtired feet. drove back. and we got michelle into the car. :) that was fun!
back to school. walked around for like an hour. stalked mr. brunner. and then when mr. brunner finally let us in for the ap physics session. i told him MR BRUNNER I HAVE A PRESENT FOR YOU. mr brunner looks at victor. face: WTF? hahahhaha. so funny. i love mr. brunner. *heart* we studied mirrors and lens which was easy. when he put up the equation for magnification apparently the equation said dildo. cause it was di/do. o_o everyone laughed. but i was like wtf? I DO NOT UNDERSTAND. then. mr. brunner laughed at me cause i didn't get it. :(
after apphysics, me and teresa went to david's house cause i had an hour to kill before my parents could pick me up cause they went to church. me teresa david and alex walked to taco bell. FRUTISTA FREEEEZE. then me and teresa went back to school cause she was getting picked up there and i'm a good friend so i waited with her. victor and andrew were playing tennis which brought back like five hundred bajillion memories! except oh yeah they were also playing with this old guy tooo. i think old guys are so funnnny! (: around five i went homeee. i was so tired. my feet hurt so bad! there was sand in my hair thanks to kevin :( and now i have this weird kink in my shoulder that i KNOW IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THERE. ughhh!
right now, working on my socratic seminar. :( sadnesss. when i finish i'm goingto michael's to get a yellow teeshirt so i can be wanda (: even though i have work, i am still chipperdippper. ermmm, i'm still trying to figure out how to import my blogs from this blog to tumblr. but if i can't then i won't switch. if i can then i'll switch. okay, back to work! bye bye bye! :)
Friday, October 23, 2009
complete exhuastion.
okay i was just on the keyclub website. and some kiwins person spammed our chatbox with join kiwins and f**k keyclub. ARE YOU. KIDDING ME. this is freaking ridiculous. i do'nt understand. i do not understand. i am completely. angry. about this. this is. downright. RUDE. and obnoxious. and uncalled for. you can bash us all you want. but don't come to OUR website and start bashing us. it's just not right. GO AWAY. just go away. :(
oh boy oh boy. the room is starting to spin. *breathes* okay i'm okay now. i should take better care of myself. :/ this morning i woke up thirty minutes later. i've must have been really tired. which doesn't make sense because i sleep early. must be the exhaustion of everything. blahhhhhhhhhhh. i have so much work to do this weekend. sigh.
oh yeah. congrats to our football team. they beat LOS AMIGOS. man. we've been winning more and more games. it's so amazing. i'm amazed! it must be the new coach. i think it's mr choate? idkkk , but man. bring the pride to LQ. :DDDD
the last thing i want to say is: i miss freshmen year a little bit.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
here it goes again.
thank you jason reeves. (:
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
just another latestart.
i, jessica d nguyen. vow to openly blog to my heart's consent on this blog. without worrying about who reads this. and how they interpret it. signed, jessicadnguyen.
i did it. i will now openly blog. yeah right. NO I TAKE THAT BACK. i will! i will. it'll just take time. i refuse to delete anything i say. even though i know i might regret it.
i miss kathy. i feel like even though i see her every day. i haven't really talked to her. even though she's right there. okay i make a vow to REALLLYREALLLY talk to her tomorrow. NO. tonight! when i see her. I'M SUPPORTING HER AT HER CONCERT. like the good friend i am. i really miss her. 'cause i haven't even caught up with her on anything yet. no updates nothing. i feel lost. and sorry. is this what high school does?
so i think i have this schoolgirl crush on this guy. oh no, kelly he isn't universally cute. at all. :) but he's just one of those guys in your classes that you enjoy fighting with all the time. even though you're not really fighting. and you know you're not really fighting cause you're both laughing. it's just fun. i wish life was always this simple.
i feel like. it always happens on days like these. i push i push and i push you away. and then months fly by. and. the little birdy flies back. i can't decide if i'm happy that i'm in the back of your mind. of if i'm angry that you're always in the back of mine.
sometimes i think i watch korean dramas because i just want to be that girl.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
mystery to me.
teeeeheeeee, oh the irony, jdn.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
alone in my little world.
the bright sunlight one afternoon woke me up slowly from sleep. but nothing mattered. the forgotten faces of many have been covered by time where they do belong. as i look around. my shadow stands alone. do you feel lost in your place. no one seems to understand your mind. does anyone care to know what is it that troubles you inside? do you feel lonely in your heart. though everything seems to be right. take a walk with me, away. from everything that makes you cry. the moon that has risen in the midst of darkness brightens the dark night. and nothing mattered. the days which have flowed by disappears into the faint whispers where they do belong. in the midst of the old song of memories. i try to fall asleep. do you feel lost in your place. no one seems to understand your mind. does anyone care to know what is it that troubles you inside? do you feel lonely in your heart. though everything seems to be right. take a walk with me, away. from everything that makes you cry. take a walk with me now. i'll be your friend. take a deep breath of air. to clear your mind. take a walk when you feel low and nothing seems to comfort you inside. [take a walk; clazziquai project.] i've forgotten how long it has been. since i've never agian listened to you telling your beloved fairytale. i've thought of a long time. i start to panic. have i done something wrong? you said to me with eyes full of tears inside the fairytale are all lies. i can't possibly be your prince. maybe you can never understand. that the moment you said i love you. the stars in the sky brightened. i'm will to be that angel you love inside the fairytale. spread up my hands and become the wings to protect you. you must believe. that we can be like that in the fairytale. prosperity and happiness is the ending. let's write our ending together. [tonghua/fairytale.] i was a little girl. alone in my little world. who dreamed of a little home for me. i played pretend between the trees. and fed my houseguests back and leaves. and laughed in my pretty bed of green. i had a dream. that i could fly from the highest swing. i had a dream. long walks in the dark though woods grown behind the park. i asked god who i'm supposed to be. the stars smiled down on me. god answered in silent reverie. i said a prayer and fell asleep. i had a dream. that i could fly from the highest tree. i had a dream. now im old and feeling grey. i don't know what's left to say about htis life i'm willing to leave. i lived it full and i lived it well there's many tales i've lived to tell. i'm ready now. i'm ready now. i'm ready now to fly from the highest wing. i had a dream. [dream; priscilla ahn.] it's in the silences. the words you never say. i see it in your eyes. it always starts the same way. it seems like everyone we know is breaking up. does anybody every stay in love. anymore? i promise you. from the bottom of my heart. i will love you til the death do us part. i promise you as a lover and a friend. i will love you like i never love again. with everything i am. i see you look at me. when you think i'm not aware. you're searching for clue. of just how deep my feelings are. how do you prove the sky is blue the oceans wide? all i know is what i feel when i look into your eyes. i promise you. from the bottom of my heart. i will love you til the death do us part. i promise you as a lover and a friend. i will love you like i never love again. with everything i am. oh there are no guarantees. thats what you always say to me. but late at night. i feel the tremble of your touch. oh what i'm trying to say to you, i never said to anyone i promise. i promise you. from the bottom of my heart. i will love you til death do us part. i do my darling, i promise you. i promise you as a lover and a friend. i will love you like i never love again. with everything i am i promise you. from the bottom of my heart. i promise you. [i promise you; backstreet boys.]
i suddenly got lazy. you know, love save the empty?; jdn.
sixteenth;
so. haven't blogged in a week. i was going to after my birthday. but i just kept putting it off and off and off. it rained yesterday. i was really excited. BUT TODAY, WAS A REALLY GOOD DAY. i got a SIXXXX on the aplang essay. and aced my calculus quiz. and the spanish test was easy. and yay! and i have an AAAAA in aplang. (: happppyfaces. errrrm, what else? this weekend is chocwalk. still need twentyfivedollars. WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO DONATE? (: i would really appreciate it. ohyeah. i'm so gonna music blog after this. i've spent the last few gloomy days. and rainy day. listening to music. yes duy, tonghua ftw. xD he has a stalker girl! :O andddd, THERE IS A CREEPY GUY AT SCHOOOOL. but i havent seen him the last few days. so maybe he isnt a creeper anymore. lately i've been watching you're beautiful where the guy's are UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. and the story is just so darn funnnny! and ... did i mention the guys are so darn beautiful? i love it i love it i love it. (: HAPPPPPYFACE. kaykaykay, musicblogging. and aplang presentation doing. FOSHO. (:
oh yes, happy anniversary mommy&daddy. (:
oh man, jdn.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
sunshyness.
simplify.
In a world where so much seems to be driven by
flashiness and technology and where so many
things can tend to feel out of your control,
sometimes the solution is to go back to
square-one, re-evaluate and reinvent.
-orba squara.
back to the glory days.
on that note, jdn.
one hit wonders.
publish post, jdn.
Friday, October 2, 2009
unbelievable.
saturday:
530-630: wake up, breakfast. shower. get ready.
630-1100: key club: walk with me at santa ana zoo.
1100:1245: lunch. shower again. get ready.
1245-230: ta for bible class.
230-300: turn in thieu nhi stuff. kinda take a break.
300-500: bible class disaster training. ughhh
. 500-530: chill by myself until church.
530-630: church. with father kennedy. greattttt.
630: can i please go home and eat?! and then. KNOCK OUT. or do some homework.
sunday:
all day: kayaking.
night: homework until i die
i feel really bad for making my mom take care of me like this. ughhh, but even though this weekend is super busy. i think it'll be super fun. wish me luck. this is where my time management skills must shine. AJA. FIGHTING. also, maria. i'm super praying for you because i love you.
sincerely yours, jdn
Thursday, October 1, 2009
optimus. vs. megatron.
live fast, jdn.
magical answer machine answers. 01.
ehh, you know you love me lany. :)
I MISS YOU JESSICA. :[
uhmm,i miss you too! actually, whoever you are. i probably do miss you. :)
hello:
hi. WHO ARE YOU?! :o
do you know who this is?
master yoda. :)
YES OR NO?
YES MAN.
KIM JONG IL OR MAO ZE DONG?
you sound like the lunch table boys. :o NEITHER. they're grosssss. :(
do you remember me?
maybe...
WTF IS THIS?
a magical answering machine. :o
backstreet boys or NYSYNC?
backstreet boys ftw. :)
why was it so hot today? :(
because i was here. HAHAHA, man, what a duy answer.
do you love me?
YES.
magical answering machine. :)