magical answering machine.

http://www.formspring.com/forms/?716957-6BZW4P8JXd

it's a magical answering machine where you ask questions. and i answer them.
lany gave it to me. (:
i'll post the answers on blogpot.
still tears forevering. :(

long story short.

my family got an effing dog. and now i'm effing scared for my life.




tears forever. :(

300.

high. five. friend.

HAPPY THREEHUNDREDTH BLOG POST MY LITTLE BLOGSPOT. can you believe it?! i can't! how exciting. bwahahah. today was a good hot diggity dog day. i finished my homework. aplang done. apphysics done. studying for apcalc done. spanish done. in about an hour i'm going to back to school night to help out music dpt. whootwhoot. today is just good in general. and it was also LATE START and kathy bought me starbucks. so i love her forevahhh. uhm. and today was just good. last night stayed up til 11:11. me and kelly had a fun conversation. me and her talk a lot in aplang. and intro. bwahahah! intro to business is so so so funny. michael, our resident sophy. is very. much a little boy. it's so funny. and sour patch kids have faces! :o did you KNOW THAT?! i didn't. it was cool. and they are veryyyy sour. *squishy sour face.* hehehe! our song by taylor swift is so darn adorable. you know what i mean? i know what i mean. teehee. OMG. my miracle JUST HAPPENED. on my three hundredth blog post day. how amazing is that?! it is freaking AMAZING. :) amazinggggg. i love it. collide by howie day is a really cute song. :) seriously. probably favorite song of all time. every since i heard hieu sing it. at camp for realios. well anyways. i have to go spazz with kelly now. and even though it's a very short blog for my threehundredth blog...I'M VERY HAPPPPPPPPY. do the happy dance children. that's right. (:

happyboysandgirls, jdn.

invincible transformer.

100 ways of living.

hello there. today was a darn good day. i thought i was going to be overwhelmed with homework. but when it came down to finishing it. i finished around 430PM. and now i'm blogging. after i blog i think i'll work on the aplang paper that's due thursday. yay me. i'm proud of myself for being able to manage my time okay. and i'm dealing with the stress okay too. yay. me. today, had a board meeting for abstinence club. i almost feel like some of the board member find this as a joke. at one point, i kinda wanted to say. this isn't a funny issue, but whatever. i'll do what i can for the club. yay abstinence. i went on a bike ride before dinner to the park in my neighborhood. and then i sat on the swings for a bit. the sun was going down a bit. it felt good. i had a lot of time to think, it felt great. just sat there. and thought. you know, it's so much easier to think when it's quiet. and no one is around to bother you. and there's no pile of homework to stress you out. and i just sat there with me and my thoughts alone. no one to bother me. nothing. it was. amazing. dotdotdot. came home. just had dinner. making strawberrybanana smoothies. and waiting for queen seon deok to come on, geebus! okay, now something just came to mind for me to angry rant. i hate that people think that i have no life and will always be there to do the dirty work they need me to do. i do have a life. i have things to do. i don't have time to make your stupid elementary school election posters. i don't have time to write down the homework for of your stupid classes. i don't have time to think about you and you and you sometimes. i need to think about myself. all this work people make me do is stressing me out. take care of yourselves for once. i can't be there for you every step of the way. angry rant, done. sorry. just all this stress that i'm kinda having to deal with along with all the crud people expect me to do for them is driving me crazy. OKAY, this strawberrybanana smoothie. is DELISHHHH. i love it. yummmmmy. teehee! OHEMGEE. queen seon deok is on! yay me. oh yeah, so after the board meeting i was waiting for my mom with neil and neil tried to record me saying incriminating thing. geebus neil. :( right now i am: watching queen seon deok. uci web reading. scholarship searching. and talking to my gossip girl lover peter. hahaha! :) peter's made a new record of not making fun of me. yay me! queen seon deok is getting so intene. mangggg. okay i'm going to concentrate on my super addiction with queen seon deok. blog later maybe. :)

vitas luuuu babyyyy, jdn.

hello seattle.

miracles happen when you create your own chances.

happy j what time is it now sky banner day. :) at 2PM in seattle today, a sky banner flew by for leader jay from the fans. yay! today i was piled with work to do. but thanks to my amazing time management skills, i only need to finish my history cover and abstinence club posters. yay me. listening to the leaders by gdragon ft cl & teddy. i never get tired of that song. for realios. okay, going to work on stuff for a bit, will be back to blogging soon. :) okay, i'm back. i shall quickly blog before i sleep. uhmm,i finished all of my work at EXACTLY eight o clock. how weird is that. :) uhm, i was gonna super angry rant. and i knew i would cool down by now. which is why i wrote myself a note to angry rant. dude, who the ASDJFIOADSJ do you think you are? you're not my mom. let me think. WHAT RIGHT do you have to make me feel guilty? get over it. geez. why do YOU get to make me feel bad jut because i can't do what you want me to do. i have my own life to live. i can't be worrying about how you feel about my actions every step of the way. dammit, just stop. stop making me feel bad just because i don't feel certain thing that you expect from me. you're not the center of the universe. you're really pissing me off. okay, done. half of that was one person and then it suddenly deviated to another person. so it's kinda of two peoples. :) i'm okay now. i'm so glad i finished all my work. at target i bought my first set of 50 CRAYOLA SUPERTIP MARKERS. i think that's what they're called. hehehe! i'm so excited. i'm gonna have so much fun with them! anyways, i'm very tired. and i think i'll blog tomorrow because i'm beat from working all day. yay me you guys. yay me. i hope the chance i created makes my miracle happen.you know? cause that'd be awesome. have a great night you guys, get some sleep i worry.

we. are the leaders, jdn.

fall, how i've missed you so.

oh love. what a silly game we play.

hello there. it's sunday night. end of the weekend. start of a new week. where i will be longing for the weekend once again. this sunday is kayaking with the thieunhi kids. hooray. right now, i am secret santa shopping. shh! it's a secret! i'm shopping. and i'm just kinda sitting here. i'm 'kinda hoping for some sort of freak miracle to happen. god knows i should've learned by now not to believe in those kind of miracles. but it never stops me from secretly wishing in the back of my brain. tsktsk jessica. when will you learn? i'm loving that the weather is getting. less hot. hopefully. i missed fall. my favorite season. the season when the leaves change. and people change. or can change. and it's the season when i can wear my sweaters and scarves. that's definitely a plus! oh my gosh you guys! you know that talking japanese watch i've been eyeing on fredflare.com? it's down to fifteen dollars! yay! now if it'll just go down a bit more so that the shipping price won't matter as much. how much is shipping anyways. i'm thinking, six dollars. not even. seven ninetyfive! darn, i guess i'll just have to wait a bit longer. i've never had a problem with waiting for sales. my mom taught me well! gasp, and the risky business sunglasses are down to two ninety nine. wowzers. we believe by good charlotte is a really good song. a lot of people shy away from good charlotte cause joel madden looks like a scary dude, which. i guess he really does. but their music is really thoughtful, at least i think so. we believe is a really good song cause the words are very. meaningful, especially in this time when a lot of us have lost hope. right? right. oh yeah, kelly's all better and she's going to be at school tomorrow, i'm glad. i was very worried! i remember one time when everyone at the table got sick one after another. it was an awful cycle cause once one person was cured another person got sick and the cured person got resick. our table is so small that's why. we breathe too much of each other's air. gross! but it's funnier now that i think about it. right now. i feel like i have a lot to say. but i don't know what it is exactly. i don't want to convince myself about something that could be nothing. right? right. i just want school to start. so i can distract myself over and over again. that's one of the plusses of school! yay. i can't wait for mock trial to start. i wanted to join freshman year but they didn't have it. so this year, i'm going to do my best and be all law and order status. yeahhh! come watch me yeah? it'll be super embarassing, but i think i'll have a lot of fun because i'm so into all that criminal stuff. yay mock trial! club rush is this week, yay keyclub. i don' t care if everyone joins kiwins, i think key club is the best place for me. and i'm sticking with that. i can't really blog about my secret santa because it's a secret. but. it's kinda hard shopping. i really want to get a good present. i'm going to have a hard time keeping the secret until christmas. but surprisingly, none of us have talked about secret santa much. i think all of us have been really stressed with school and life. we just kind of forgot about each other a little. i hope christmas is a good time for us all to rekindle our friendships. school is a hassle sometimes. and i feel like, even though we're all togehter. sometimes, it feels very. small talky. right? right, a little. fly boy by crown j makes me want to dance and say fly boy all day. yesssireeebob. next next week is hiep si training, and hiep's taking me out to eat for my birthday, like he does every year. yeahhh, it's going to be my birthday in about two weeks. will anyone remember? i wonder. i've learned not to have high expectations for my birthday anymore. i'm just glad i have my friends. even though it's my sixteenth birthday. and everyone expects something big for the sweet sixteen. honestly, i just feel like eating out with my family. and then with my close friends. i don't really feel the need to have some huge extravaganza. it doesn't feel that special. if you ask me. it just seems like a hassle. and very. not intimate. right? right. pop princess by the click five reminds me of full house. i think it's cause they also sang i think we're alone now and there was that one episode where joey sings that song. i loved that episode! man, those were the good ol' days. tomorrow's the big day, with the sky banner going down. i'm excited, for no reason. well, how can i not be excited? manggg.right now it is 702PM. and in the process of shopping for my secret santa, i've found a garbajillionmajigillian things that i would love to buy. geebus! light up the sky by yellowcard. man, paper walls was SUCH a good album. SUCH a goooood album. i absolutely loved it. i remember it 'cause john "got" it for me. i was absolutely thrilled when he gave it to me. i couldn't contain myself. when i got home i ran right to the cd player and popped it in and spent the rest of the night listening to it, it was a saturday. that's how clearly i remember it. thanks john! okay, i give up on secret santa shopping for now. i'm too busy looking through the new topshop portfolios. gosh, they're gorgeous. if only i could win the lottery. or it would start raining money. like in the pandora's box episode of big brother. that was so funny. sucker, that's what you get for being greedy! oh yeah, i'm getting my turquoise keyclub american apparel jacket soon! yay, i'll now match with a bajillion other kids at school. hoorah! i love it! oh man, fifteen dollar romper on topshop.com! if only shipping wasn't FIFTEEN MORE DOLLARS?! WHAT. darn you topshop. why must you be hqed in the UK?! *sigh* at least i have some far east movement to cheer me up. round and round is such a let's go dance song. right michael? right. oh yeah, this afternoon michael called me but i didn't know. and i picked up the phone. first think i hear is this sound: "MEEEEEYOWWWWW!" i really wanted to hang up. for realios. why must i be friends with such strange people?! well, that's life. i love them to bits. i guess...right? right! time for me to go sleep, because i'm so tired. right? RIGHT.

driving slow through the snow, jdn.

dear diary,

today i saw a boy. and i wondered if he noticed me, he took my breath away. dear diary, i can't get him off my mind, and it scares me 'cause i've never felt this way. no one in this world, knows me better than you do. so diary, i confide in you. dear diary, today i saw a boy. as he walked by i thought he smiled at me. and i wondered, does he know what's in my heart. i tried to smile but i could hardly breathe. should i tell him how i feel or would that scare him away. diary, tell me what to do. please tell me what to say. dear diary, one touch of his hand, now i can't wait to see that boy again. he smiled and i thought my heart could fly. diary, do you think we'll be more than friends. i've got a feeling we'll be so much more.

thank you britney spears :)

places.names.nouns.

sometimes, bombs fall quietly.
maybe it's chemistry.

saturday was a reallllly good day! (: went to my little twin cousins' third birthday party, i love emily and kaylee. and lily and logan. yeah! good food. good times. JUMPING HOUSE. who doesn't love jumping houses?! i love jumping houses. with slides! SLIDES. it was fun. and aunt hanh got these ceramic piggy banks and butterflies and elephants. and we got to PAINT THEM. which i know is such a kid thing to do.but i loved it! it was so fun. i painted a purle piggy bank with blue dots. yay me! :) so the party was fun. caught up with cousin michael who is oh so busy these day! :( and there was this weird girl there who all the kids thought had a crush on michael. and she kept asking me all these weird questions so i was like. uhhh, okay! i spent a lot of time playing with the kiddies. they're so adorable. *squeal* then went home around two. :( got ready for church. church was so hot. :( like, *sweatsweat* then after. went to sb carnival! with lany. and lyndon. and tom. at first it was like this. *awkward turtle* because lany kept running around EVERYWHERE. saying hi to people. so it's just me and lyndon and tom. *hands in pockets.* *looks around* *does awkward turtle movements* but after awhile i guess it was whatever cause we got to know each other. lany went on the zipper with lyndon and...that was funny. i would never ever ever ever go on the zippper. NEVER AGAIN. never. waiting there was awkward. thanks lany. :) just kidding, it was okay. (: hmmm, then we. roamed around. got food. and then i forget but lany disappeared for like five bajillion hours. and me and tom and lyndon are like where did she go?! and then i met carl[os] HAHAH, carlos. and david. who is too tall to be a junior. o_o carl os seems nice! :) and david, he is very....friendly! at first, i was kinda creeped out cause i just met him and he was like hugging me and using me as a pillow, but then i was just like, uh okay whatever :). he's very childish, like and adorable teddy bear. except...he's five thousand feet tall. o_o abnormal. then we roamed around again. oh yeah, ferris wheel. freaking SCARY. scary! SCARY. and lyndon pole danced on the pole in the middle of the ferriswheel seat carriage thing. haha. saw doug! but he didn't stay. :'( and then, oh yeah. we spent a lot of time curb sitting. wait, no that was just tom. and an asian lady almost sat on his face. HAHAHA! :) that was funny. a lot of people's butts were in his face cause he was sitting on the floor the whole time. suckahhh! and at one point carl went to the bathroom and lany and lyndon went to get tickets and i was throwing away tom's nasty cotton candy paper stick. AND THEN TOM AND DAVID TRIED TO RUN AWAY. *kick* :( jerks! and then we went on that stupid pharoah's boat. dragon thing. and carl made me and lany sit towards the END. SO WE ALMOST DIED. frigging lyndon. "YOU'RE GOING TO DIE" and then lany's hair got messed up and that was FUNNY. :) just kidding... :'( and thennnnnnnnn, we got in line for the zipper....for lany and lyndon and carl and david. cause me and tom refused to go on that stupid ride. so me and tom sat on the grass and looked through lany's bad for tampons and pads. and then we played hangman. and I DID NOT KNOW HE WAS DOING FIRST AND LAST NAME. so we had to_trinh. and i'm like WHO THE HECKS NAME IS TORTRINH. or TOITRINH. so i run over and ask lany. and it was TOM trinh. and i was like...oh. :( AND FESTIVAL IS A PLACE. wtf. :( and then, we talked about how to not let michelle steal my homework. my idea: ...no idea. his idea: give her your homework but right before she grabs it snatch it back and say "HA, SNATCHED BIYOTCH!" ... yeah, that sounds like something I WOULD DOO! i had to leave and ditch tom so he could wait by himself HA. but i had fun. but i'm sad cause i missed the part where carl's phone flew out on the zipper and hit lany on the face and she got a ginormous bump. *smiles at lany* BWAHAHAHAHHA. :) I LOVE YOU DEAREST. and now i'm in an amazing mood. but no keyclub today. :( tears foreverrrrrrrrrrrr! i was so excited. i finished calc homework. easy peezy. but apphysics is not FTW right now okayyy? :( i hate linear graphs motion things. tearsssssssssss. but yeah, i can't wait for monday. I HOPE KELLY'S BACKKKK. :( i kinda wanna go out and play today. but everyone's tired so i guess i'll just stay home. :( anyways. i'm in a good mood. :) omg, andrew ngo is the best friend i ever had. he's so smart! thanks for the help on the homework andrew. :) billie jean is a reallllllllllllly good song. probably my favorite mj song. nice. :) billllie jean is not my lovahhhh....and he is not my son! hahahhah! :) aww, andrew's so nice! gosh i love that kid. i'm glad he won over his brother for uniform manager. BWAHAHAH, stupid bryan! :) anyways, let's get serious. caue i'm seriously bored. ^-^ saosin is actually a good band. except for the every now and then screaming that scares me. but other than that. i'm good. :) but nothing beats the smoothishness of david choi. if you know what i'm sayingsaying. *sighhhh* i realized i haven't been reading postsecrets lately. i think it means i'm over. all of that business junk. sometimes, you just lose the feeling of missing someone. i guess that's good. well in this case, it is. you know? i know. :) i have this massive urge to blog. LIKE REALLY BLOG. SUPER BLOGGGG. AJKSDJFIOADF. :) HAHHHH, YES. I'M DONE WITH MY HOMEWORK. yeah boy yeah. oh right, gotta print out csf form. i'll get one for kelly too! :) where the heck is ms.rose's rhetoric sheet?! ARGHH. gosh. gotta get my transcript from office too. BOOO. :( tattoo; jordin sparks. GREAT song. i always spell tattoo. "tatoo". WHY JESSICA. WHY. oh yeah, TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY. TOMORROW, SEPTEMBER 28. 2009. AT 2PM IN SEATTLE! a large sky banner will fly by in seattle that says J, WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?! i hope he sees it! :) hahahhahahhaha. how cute. ^-^ so i'm about to print out my csf form. but i have to get xerox paper. and i'm too lazy so i'll do it tomorrow. HAHA. :) no love; simple plan. i love this song. it makes me sad. :( in a good way. there's only lies, there's only fears, there's only pain. there is no love here. so what will you do? GOOD QUESTION. :/ i am now taking a quiz that says WHAT DISNEY PRINCESS ARE YOU! :) i'm so excited! ^-^ and drumroll please. i am...dundundun... belle. AW, HOW BORING. :( i'm a boring princess. no fair. just because i don't like woodland creatures!? :( okay now i'm online shopping. for shoes on urbanoutfitters.com YES 20 PERCENT OFF SHOES. :) happyfaces. yay me. okay okay, i'm going to go now. i'll probably blog later! kisses and hugs and all that jazz! :) hm, and now i have a craving to go the swampmeet for some free churro's from david's mom. hoohah. too bad i can't! :(

find me, jdn.

slumbering hearts.

sometimes, we forget that we are not alone.
that we are surrounded by people...
who also forget.

one thing to say folks: thank god it's friday. today was the first assembly. booing freshmen never felt so good. it was so funnnny! (: this weekend is going to be packed. tomorrow morning is emily and kaylee's birthday party. night, sb carnival with lany. woohoo unlimited tickets! and then sunday is southcoastplaza with keyclub. whootwhoot. but i'm excited. this weekend is going to be good. very good. :) i went to the library today. i just finished reading some manga. special a! i love it when books literally make me laugh out loud. special a is so darn adorable. and now i'm started the 7th victim. you know me and my murder mysteries. i can't get enough. but i do have to complain about something at the library. why do people find the need to sit directly in front of a bookcase?! like, if you want to read. sure take a seat. but do you really need to move the seat directly in front of the bookcase so that you don't have to get off your lazy butt to get a book? i mean, hello I WANT TO CHECK OUT BOOKS TOO. move darnit! :( but other than that, the library trip was great. i haven't done a lot of fun reading in awhile. so i'm getting back on track with that. :) today i listened to all of fly to the sky's decennium album which everyone knows, is an album i can't get enough of. :) i miss them. :( anywhooos, kelly is sick. and she didn't come to school today. i hope she reads this! WE MISSED YOU KELLY, GET BETTER SOON. :( tears forever. i walked home alone! :( that was sad. hahaha! i saw turtle/em but i didn't wave. sorry em! *-* so a lot of people have been watching glee. honestly, something i would love to get into. but because everyone's into it. i'm kinda like...maybe i won't get into it until it dies down. hehe. :) i'm absolutely thrilled that it's the weekend. school barely started but i can tell everyone including myself is stressing out. to the max. :( home by michael buble is one of those classic old sounding songs that make me feel strange when i listen to it. especially when i'm on a trip or at camp and i listen to this song. i get those chills like. *whoa, i should call home*. you know? i like. :) anyways. i kinda wanna start the 7th victim, like...RIGHT NOW. so i'm going to cut this one. extremely short. but i promise i'll make up for it next time! maybe. no. yeah. perhaps. maybe! :)

i won't pick up the phone. jdn.

thoughts ringing in my mind.

to really know someone is to have loved and hated him in turn.

helllllooooo little friends. today is finally thursday, which i thought yesterday was. duh jessica, duh. today was VERY VERY GOOD. last night i watched the first episode of easy fortune happy life. it was SO SO SO GOOOOOD. and i cried buckets! i think me and mindy have a fear of watching last episodes. but i will don't worry! but anyways, easy fortune happy life. was really cute. the guy is cute. the girl is the girl from fated to love you. so cute. cute. :) *squeals* uhm what else. today my mommy made korean chap chae. which is glass noodles?! i think, direct translation. it was so yummmmmy, i love mom! and then beethoven virus is airing on my teevee channel now so, could this day get any better?! mannn, right now i'm finishing up aplang. sinners in the hands of an angry god. i feel kinda... blasphemy ish annotating this cause it talks about God being mean. and stuff. :( but it's for homework god, FORGIVE MEEEE. i'm listening to the winner takes it all from mamma mia. vocals by meryl streep. i love her singing this. but my favorite rendition is probably thanh bui's. his was just. very very moving. *heart* now listening to don't forget to remember me; carrie underwood. everytime i hear that song, i kind of think of when i'm gonna go to college. i really like this song it reminds me that kelly's thinking about going to school in georgia! i'm going to miss her if she does. :( gosh, this song is so good. *tears* o_o just heard a girl scream. again! WHOA, twice. weird. OH YEAH, last night i was watching whatever i was watching [WTF ANOTHER SCREAM, wait i think it's a high pitched whistle.] and then i heard really loud quacking! and so i get up and climb on top of my table. and there is DUCK a outside my window. DIRECTLY. outside my window. and i'm like. o_o o_o O_O O_O" it was so weird. it left after awhile. but i still was kinda scared. a duck. outside my window. freakkkkky! :( crawling back to you; backstreet boys. such a good boyband song. (: MAN, this sermon is so freaking long. if i was there for that guy to preach sinners in the hands of an angry god, i think i would be sleeping, it's like five billlion gajillion pages! :( lately i've been drawing a lot of circle things. for everything, i drew a tree. made of circles. a "horizon" made of circles. a whole page of...circles. IS IT A MESSAGE FROM THE ALIENS?! walking away. craig david. HE IS A REALLY GOOD SINGER. like, wowwwwwwwwwwww. i love smooth voices. *faints* i was gonna saw swoon, but that's such a...weird word. (: i think those tell a parent calls are so weird. it's like. super robo mannn! :( robots scare me like. the ones in mr.greek's class. those robots are scary. *scary* :( anyways, i think i might cut this blog short today. cause i have some secret planning to do! (: i might blog later, or tomorrow. it's almost the weekend you guys, push push push!

hate the sin, love the sinner?; jdn.

feels like a thursday.

soooo, hi there little friends! (: i seriously kept thinking today was thursday like the entire day. i keep thinking tomorrow's friday. maybe cause friday is assembly schedule? idunnno, anywhooo! today i do not have a lot of homework, actually, i am done with my homework! yay! i was going to caplock the i am done with my homework part. but i'm trying to cut back on the caplocking.i think i'll just bold! pshaw, yeah right! (: my family and i are at the moment watching queen seon deok on the teevee! it's funny cause we're all into it. it's so sad, cause the princess JUST DIED. what the heck man what the heck. so intense. but right when she died and her sister found out and was freaking out. me and my sister were cracking up cause she was screaming! it was so funny. i know. how mean. today since i have little homework, i might finish fated to love you. last night i ended on episode 20? and i think theirs 24 episodes?! so, whenever i finish a drama, or i get near it. i feel so sad. because i don't want it to end! so sometimes i just don't. HA. but this time i will. because i have to know! gahhh, fated to love you is so cute. so cute. (: i'm glad i watched it. it makes me happy. and when i watch it, i get so into it that i fall out of the bed! HA, so funny. today, since i had, again little homework. i was listening to music a lot. usually when i get music, i get it by the album rather than one song then one song. so sometimes i only listen to certain songs on an album.but now i'm trying to listen to all the songs on one albums 'cause sometimes i overlook really good songs. so today, i listened to all of ariel lin's errr, what's it called. her first and only album so far. i think it's called. here we go, blissful encounter. then i listened to loving you more and more, fahrenheit. and listened to all of vitas lu's 100 ways of living. then listened to all of jason reeves' album the magnificent adventures of heartache. which is such a good good good album. i lovedddd it! oh yeah! so queen seon deok episode just finished and it reminded me of what my dad said. cause we were at this part where deokman was supposed to get on the boat and leave before the evil people came. and they're just standing there! like all korean dramas. dramatic standing next to lake part. so the princess is standing there and the two guys and deokman. and the evil guy is hiding in the bushes getting ready to shoot the princess who he thinks is deokman. and my mom is like "wow, this is korean drama. just standing there, waiting TO DIE?!" and i'm like HAHAHHAHA. and then my dad goes. "yeah, stupid korean dramas. they're just standing there waiting to die! if this was vietnam, the communists would have shot them already!" and i was like, WOW DAD. WOWWWW. it was a funny moment. (: oh yeah, and just now a little before the episode ended my dad had to go outside to pick up a phone call and when he came back in, it was already over. and he's like "WHAT?! IT'S OVER ALREADY?!" GOSH, dad you're such a fanboy! speaking of dramas, so. i already mentioned i'm finishing up fated to love you. and whenever i get near finishing a drama, i tend to start a new one. so that by the time i finish one, i'll have one that i'm already into. i've been soul searching for one. i refuse to watch the horror drama at night because then i'd be so scared. i'd die or something. i've been trying to watch heading to the ground? idkkk man, his face is nice. but his expressions are so exaggerated. i gave up on taking care of my young lady. i might pick that up again. i do not know! but i saw this one japanese drama. called love game. like this mysterious lady lets random strangers play a love game for money. and they have to complete love related tasks. like "get your husband to divorce you in 72 hours." and then they get money for completing the mission. i'm like WHOA, THAT IS SO SCANDALOUS seriously, japanese people are so good at the scandalous things. but yeah, i might pick that up. or just find another cute drama to watch. so cute that i'll fall out of my bed cause i'ts so cute. :) this sunday is keyclub event! at southcoast plaza. uber excited, ew used uber AGAIN?! what the heckers! D: anyways, now that i reflect back on the last three days. this week started out not so great, but i think since it's the middle of the week. the week has started to look better. hopefully the next few days will be great! what with the first assembly coming up and the sb carnival and now keyclub! SELF REFLECTION YOU GUYS, how ap lang is that?! :) i'm happy i'm blogging again. i doubt anyone reads it. i think it's just fun to write for myself. i often have the thought of privating this blog, so maybe i could really write how i feel sometimes, but i'm really not the private blog person am i? (: i have been last.fming a lot lately. yeah me! (: now i'm singing, lalala. life is good when you're a little more optimistic. i have the urge to wear a skirt to school. or a dress, maybe soon! or when summer comes again. did you know IT'S FALLLLL?! since yesterday at 218 pm. haha, but it was SUPER HOT TODAY. what the heckkk, fall is supposed to be cold! :( in the morning there was a huge FOG, which means yeah it's gonna be hot, my dad taught me that! but the first three periods were cold. which means me freezing my butt off in nadeau's class cause his class is ALWAYS cold. then around lunch, it got EXTREMELY HOT. i was like, wow. wow. so hot. :( HEY, i think my soul searching has gone well! easy fortune happy life looks like a really cute taiwanese drama. i think taiwanese dramas are so much cuter, PLUSSSS. the girl from easy fortune happy life is the girl from FATED TO LOVE YOU! coinkydink? i think NOT. it's fate! (: i might watch it. we'll see how i like the first episode tonight, SEE HOW I'M PUTTING OFF WATCHING THE LAST EPISODES OF FATED TO LOVE YOU?! it's cause i don't want it to end. :( anyways, easy fortune happy life. the guy is pretty cute. from what i see the characters always grow on me as i watch. that's how i am. I GET EMOTIONAL SO EASILY i was gonna say touched. as in emotionally touched. but i could see how "i get touched so easily" could for sure go the wrong way with the people who read my blog. (NEIL! haha!) anyways, last.fming. sometimes REALLY old school boy bands have really good songs. like o-town. all or nothing. i think boyband music is so easy to sing to. i just don't like the super popish stuff. the ballady stuff is so fun to sing! i enjoy it very much thank you! okay, i think i really am gonna watch easy fortune happy life. THANK YOU SOUL SEARCHING. (: o-town. all or nothing. SERIOUSLY, CUTE SONG. words get to me so easily! :( plus they have such smooth voices. i know, so lame. so lame. but really, i don't want to condemn their music when some of it is enjoyable. i don't get people who bash on people who like certain types of music. like, i don't enjoy screamo. but i don't think i would go as far as say ew, screamo people suck. you know? i think all music is good. if you give it a chance. :) you know, i think the youtube app is so EFFICIENT. and the ability to watch veoh is soo gooooood. *happy face* okay, i'm singing again. hahahah! last night i watched four parts of the family outing episode with seungri AND kimhyunjoong (JIHOO SUNBAEEEE) it was SOSOSOSO FUNNY. i was cracking up very quietly as to not wake up my parently people i can't wait for the rest to be subbbbbed. (: it was so..FUNNNNNY. hahahahha! anyways,i think the 2pm fanclub flash mobs are SO COOOOOOL i wish i had the self confidence to do that. oh yeah so abstinence club apparently. the teachers would rather approve zombie defense club than abstinence club. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! i think the world is ridiculous. if you're scared of something, you have to face it. not run away from the issue. just because we bring up a controversial issue doesn't mean you need to put us down. we're bringing it up for goood reasons, to prevent kids from doing bad things. -_- it just makes me angry when some teachers always tell us to stand up for what we believe in but when we do, and it seems like something too issue-y. they put us away and try to hide us under the rug in hopes that the issue will be swept under the rug too. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?! i'm fighting to get this club passed. it better be passssed! :( huzzzzah! anyways. OMGGGG, i just remembered. today intro to business was EXTRA funny. i mean, FOR REALLLLLSSSSS. we were doing flashcards and the sophomore in front of me and kelly, michael? says something like "okay, i will present you LADIES with my lovely cards which are obviously more precise than hers." and me and kelly just CRACK UP. it was SO FUNNNNNY. he said it with such a straight face that it was impossible not to laugh. i like my seat! cause i sit next to kelly and then michael and keaton are in front of us facing us so we have a lot of fun in mrs. rumble's class. MY FAVORITE CLASS & TEACHER. for realsssssssss. no joke. (: apologize by onerepublic is a song that ALWAYS gives me chills. when i listen to the cello violin ish part it's like *shudder* because it's so BEAUTIFUL. i love that song. it reminds me of the jabbawockeez is that how you spell it? i forget, i was always a kaba modern shipper after watching their movie scenario comp. it was SO CUTE. (: geeks and girls. hahahah! perfect romantic comedy no? (: HEY, in 2PM fans in CALIFORNIA are planning a FLASH MOB THIS WEEKEND. but i can't go, OBVIOUSLY. but i will support. (: i think if me and neil were old enough we would go for sure FLASH MOBBBBB, come back leader jayyyy. :( hahah, i'm listening to the jonas brothers! wow, wow. but sos is such a catchy song. AGAIN, not condemning good songs! :) ok so the horror drama soul released an OST. and i'm so tempted to get it BUT I'M SCARED. cause the music is probably scary. TEARS. :( why am i such a scaredy cat? my mom makes fun of me cause i'm more scared of things than my sister. and also cause i'm clumy. cause everytime i scoop rice. rice always falls on the table. IT'S NOT MY FAULT. :( *tears forever* listening to poker face;lady gaga. sometimes i wish i had her self confidence. lady gaga is pretty amazing. (: OMG. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I FORGOT. ever since school started...i have not watched hell's kitchen! OMFGGG. :( that is sad jessica, sad. okay, putting it onto my playlist to watch later. WHAT EPISODE WAS I LAST ON?! omfg, i do not even know. my obsession with hell's kitchen is equal to vincent's obsession with house except i would not write a whole essay about hell's kitche. *cough vincent cough.* make me over; lifehouseis a good song. me gusta la cancion? is that the right word? i'm so fail at spanish without ms. franco. i miss her. :( you know, only recently did i realize the importance of a belt. it's really important! i like my belt that i stole from my mom's closet. it's all nice and braided looking, yay free things that you find in your mom's closet! woohoo. (: so on the last song no love; simple plan. their last released album was a really good album, i have to say honestly. as much as everyone dubs them so lame-o poseur rock band. i think they have legitimate song writing schools. not to mention, good vocal and melody. so. AGAIN, don't judge man. don't judge.

last words for the day: i hope tomorrow's better for you. keep that smile on, fighting. (:
-jdn.

& sometimes your own words are perfectly fine.

here i am, major blogging. i haven't blogged in awhile. A REAL BLOG. i mean. so, just to udate you guys. contrary to POPULAR BELIEF: i am fine. i am not mad at anyone (doug & neil! read this!). i am OKAY. yeah, so i'm FINE and GOOD. and happy. don't even shake your head at me i know what you're thinking, but i'm FINE. GOSHDARNIT KELLY. I'M FINE. OKAY?! DON'T LISTEN TO MRS. RUMBLEEEE. :) life has been good. got back into last.fm-ing. (: good stuff. joshua radin is an awesome singer. as is jason reeves. OH YEAH, listened to epik high's new album [E]. SO GOOD. so good. (: and i love the MV. it's so hilarious. uhmuhm. GOO HYE SUN'S NEW ALBUM. finally got around to listening to it. SO GOOD,beautiful piano melodies. i was listening to it while walking to my locker this morning. and it was hilarious because i felt like i was the heroine in a korean drama. walking to her locker. dramatically. haha! mmmm, what else? finally. started watching fated to love you. at first i was like ewww i'm not watching that she gets pregnant! BUT. OMFG, it's so goooooooooooooood. it's SUPER CUTE. i seriously find myself squealing while i watch it. or i like, smile to myself. and my mom is like WTF ARE YOU WATCHING!? D: it's so cute. at first i was like, ew, ethan ruin is kinda not cute and his eyebrows are weird. BUT, he really is cute! i think for some people, pictures don't do them justice. LIKE that one guy from let's watch a meteor shower, WHICH I HAVE NOT CAUGHT UP ON. maybe during winter break. i'll catch up on meteor shower AND soul. WHICH, btw, parkgeonil. in supernova. comeback. with t-ara. TTL, is such a good song. and spicy good rapping. did i just say spicy? ohmygoodness, lame. ness. (: oh yeah, i think i've given up on chictopia. i have neither the energy nor the time to keep checking that. *sadness*. i love my new AE shoes, they so comfyyyy. ^-^ I CANNOT BELIEVE I'M IN THE SAME SEAT FOR ORCHESTRA. seriously, i deserve an award for consistency. everyone agrees it is DESTINY for me to be harassed by the violas! D: which reminds me garrett's back! i missed him. he made sitting in a cruddy seat funnnn. (: which reminds me of DISNEYLAND. & funnel cake. :DDD i love funnel cake. i remember emily ate like two last year. fattie! :) oh yeahhhhh, wait no. i forgot what i was going to say. :'( so yeah, i'm super happy i blogged today. i super needed it. just to like, let everything out because i haven't superblogged in a bajillion years. errrm, music is really good therapy like, forrealios! (: OMGGGGG, I WATCHED WOLVERINE. daniel henney was so hot. spicy hot. mannn, agent zeroooo. *-* so deptrai. everytime he appeared i was like, *fans self*. but then he got into a heleecopter accident and then wolverine slashed his face off or something, UGH THANKS A LOT WOLVERINE! geebus. don't know anything! -_- but that movie was really good, i felt so bad for wolverine. i was like. OHMYGOODNESSS. poor guy! :'( he looked like a REAL sad puppy so i was like. *heart breaks* tears forever! ): october is going to be super busy for me. this weekend is the sb carnival! yay. and this saturday is also kaylee&emily's birthday, they're so CUTEEEE. baby twins. ^-^ jumping house! and then next sunday is nghia si and hiep si kayaking. I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED. i love kayaking. i'ts like. man, IN THE ZONE FACE. THEN! the next sunday after that is hiep si training. yay get my brown khanh. and the day after that is my BIRTHDAY. yay. me. (: errrrrrrrrrm, I'M SO TICKED ABOUT MY ITOUCH THOUGH. i updated to 3.1 and did not realize that it took away my jailbreak.and cydia is still working on the update for 3.1 SIGH, so i have to wait. *-* OH YEAH, i learned how to play mahjong on my itouch! it's so FUNNNN. (: i'm like chinese pro status not really but i won like five times! and i'm getting good at poker. whootwhoot! (: & i found out I COULD WATCH FATED TO LOVE YOU ON VEOH ON MY ITOUCH. which made me ubbber happy! i did NOT just say uber.ewww. my "P" key keep sticking, so i keep missing the letter p when i type happy. so it comes out HAY. wtf?! WTF IS I'M HAY! D: GOSH! oh yeah! i heard they're making a korean version of zettai kareshi/absoluteboyfriend. which basically means that ME AND DAVID PHAM WILL BE ALL OVER THAT. because we LOVEDDDD absolute boyfriend. i found it super weird that david was like SUPER in love with the robo guy the whole time we watched it. i was like, DUDE, are you gay?! you want me to buy you a naked male robot?! OR WHAT?! it was funnnnny. (: that was a good drama. *tears for robo guy* NIGHT, I REMEMBERED HIS NAME. i was like trying to figure it out this entire time while i was typing up david's lame crush on NIGHT and i was like WTF IS HIS NAME?! D: and then i rememebered. yay me. (: DUDE, apparentely. (spelling?!) you can now pay for lunch online. on a website called mylunchmoney.com HOW LAME IS THAT?! omfg, oh yeah. i'm gonna take my permit test soon i think, once i get my certificate. YAY MEEEEEEEEEEEE. ^-^ imagine me driving... *think bubble like in the cartoons.* *WATCH OUT EVERYONE SHORT ASIAN GIRL WITH GLASSES IN A CAR. DRIVING. OUT OF THE WAYYYY!* yeah....*fades back into scene where person is holding chin thinking and staring at the ceiling* good times. *-* OH YEAH I HAVE TO POST UP THIS VIDEO. FOR JAEBUMMMM. LEADER JAY. i miss you. ): korean hottest (2pm fanclub) did this like flash mob dance. at EXACTLY 2PM IN FRONT OF THE JYP BUILDING. and i found it absolutely adorable! i wish i could be there! on that note, i'm going to say goooodbyeeee. suppppport leader jayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. have a nice night! DO YOUR HOMEWORK! and get a good nights sleep. tomorrow will be a good day, i feel it. (:

"damn, agent zero is one sexy beast!" (michael), jdn.

sometimes, your own words just aren't enough.

"i'm like a sticky note. when you need me, you can use me. i'm always there. when you don't need me. you can just throw me away. i never leave a mark. simple. easy. forgotten. sticky note girl." someone is waiting, someone who understands exactly how you feel. someone is dreaming. someone is hoping that this will be the day. that you will take your eyes off the ground. out of the blue. and see that someone is looking right back at you. maybe that someone's me. maybe it's meant to be. lovers, strangers. sometimes bombs fall quietly. maybe it's chemistry. maybe it's hard to see that someone is the right on. i hope that someone is me. nobody's perfect, no one really knows the truth. all we've got is a point of view. and there's too many questions. and too many reasons not to try. but you should take your eyes off the ground. out of the blue. and see that someone is looking right back at you. where you gonna go from here? 'cause everything you need's out there. and you can have it if you dare. there's someone somewhere. [someone somewhere; jason reeves.] "what else am i still hoping for? i met a prince yesterday. i became a princess in one night. i should be content. from today onwards, you must work hard to suppress your true feelings. you must not let anyone find out. you must keep a distance away from him. for the sake of staying by his side a bit longer. you must fight on. & stay strong." you fought your way up to the wall. but you haven't gone past at all. while gazing with tear filled eyes. you just can't help but ask why. if trying hard is what it takes. then why does it feel like a mistake? the words has taken its side. you just wanna run away and hide. it's tough, there's no one to turn to. i hear screaming inside you. feel's like hell's all you've been through. hell's all you've been through. hold on. don't stop your breathing. i see your dreams and i feel them too. hold on. don't lose your faith. i know you can't break. i'm hoping and praying for you. all your peace seems far away. but you know there comes a day. when everything's so bright. all the darkness you feel subsides. and in the rising of the sun. you can finally say it's done. the world will take your side. and your heart will start to shine. i will be holdin gonto you. there is nothing you can't do. i will try to be strong. hold on. don't stop your breathing. i see your dreams and i feel them too. hold on. don't lose your faith . i know you can't break. i'm hoping and waiting for you. [hold on; david choi.] "love&respect. until we don't have a reason too." say you're sorry. that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to. as i pace back and forth all this time. 'cause i honesty believed in you. holding on. that days drag on. stupid girl. i should have known. that i'm not a princess. this ain't a fairytale. i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet. lead her up the stairwell. this ain't hollywood. this is a small town. i was a dreamer before you went and let me down. now it's too late for you and your white horse. to come around. baby, i was naive. got lost in your eyes. i never really had a chance. my mistake, i didn't know. to be in love you had to fight to get the upper hand. i had so many dreams about you and me. happy endings. now i know. i'm not a princess. this ain't a fairytale. i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet. lead her up the stairwell. this ain't hollywood. this is a small town. i was a dreamer before you went and let me down. now it's too late for you and your white horse. to come around. and there you are on your knees. begging for forgiveness. begging for me. just like i always wanted, but i'm so sorry. 'cause i'm not your princess. this ain't our fairytale. i'm gonna find someone someday. who might actually treat me well. this is a big world. that was a small town. there in my rear view mirror. disappearing now. and it's too late for you and your white horse. to catch me now. [white horse; taylor swift.] sometimes, the world just needs to stop for you to have the time to understand. looking from the window above. it's like a story of love. can you hear me? came back only yesterday. who went further away. want you near me. all i needed was the love you gave. all i needed for another day. and all i ever knew. only you. sometimes when i think of her name. when it's only a game. and i need you. listen to the words that you say. it's getting harder to stay. when i need you. all i needed was the love you gave. all i needed for another day. and all i ever knew. only you. this is gonna take a long time. and i wonder what's mine. can't take no more. wonder if you'll understand. it's just the touch of your hand. behind a closed door. all i needed was the love you gave me. all i needed for another day. only you. and all i ever knew. only you. [only you; joshua radin.] "once upon a time. there was a boy who received a pair of wings. the boy wanted to become an angel. so without any doubts or directions. he flew toward the sky. slowly. he flew higher and further. but he didn't yet know. that the moment he flew up. he could never return. the lives of children are beautiful. they are always understood. and taken care of. there area alway free. but that boy, could only be in the endless sky. flying with all his strength. flapping his wings. as they slowly blur the true hapiness and life of a child. and yet. he never regretted flying toward the sky. he found another happiness. he can touch things that people can't even see in the sky. the sun, the moon. the clouds. and the shining stars. he flew through many cities. and in the cities there were many people. many smiled and looked upon him with eyes of admiration and worship. and they wanted to know what his life in the sky was life. perhaps in their hearts. the boy is a smiling angel. or a boy who only knows how to fly and smile sheepishly. perhaps in their hearts. he was very happy. and seeing them, made him very happy. so to keep the people smiling, he continues to fly, harder, higher, further. he flies alone in the sky. to the east and to the west. carrying with him both pain and happiness. behind the admirations, he feels so many pains. the air is cold. he must fly through rain and wind. thunder and lightning. he hides with all his life. at crucial moments, the sun and moon will help him out. the boy is tired, but he never stops. and never feels safe. he's lonely, with no one to talk to. sometimes, he would fly back to see the normal kids' lives. and his eyes would feel with jealousy. because even though he was free to fly anywhere he wanted. those children who were playing, were truly the free ones. he though of flying back down. cutting off his wings. but after falling to the ground. would it be disaster, or paradise? he can never know, so he contines to fly. he learns to protect himself with silence. he faces obstacles directly and sometimes he'll want to escape. he wants to disappear in the world for a second. and so he continues to fly. although he sometimes will go back to watch the normal kids live, he no longer admires them. he knows that these kids will eventually grown their own wings. and fly toward their own skies. the boy matured. he knows he's lucky. and learned to be thankful. he understood something. the moment he grew wings. the sky became his fate. he can only use his wings to soar up high. i believe. i can fly." music is therapy at a perfection. & sometimes, your own words are perfectly fine.

goodbye my almost lover, jdn.

^-^

thank god i have god.



love&respect.
until we lose the reason to.

i love you. (:

• life is good.
• school is freaking awesome.
• won't be on as much.
• because i'm focused.
• but, i still love you. (:
• catcha later gator.

still in your hearts, jdn.

man, todayyyyyyyyyy.

HAPPY SUPER SIXTEEN KELLLLLY.
happy 090909 day.
happy SNSD [9] day.
happy I FINISHED MY ANNOTATIONS AT 430PM day.
happy LAST DAY OF SUMMER.

goodbye summer of 09. you've been good to me. (:
hello schoooooooooool. please BE GOOD TO ME. :D


with loveeee, jdn.

majorrrrrrrr. LABORDAYWEEKEND. (:

HELLLLOFRIENDS. haven't superblogged in a long time! BUT, first things first. DON'T ASK QUESTIONS. JUST SIGN THIS PETITION. [http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/supportleaderjaypark/] DO IT NOWWWW. poor leader jay. D: people are so mean! so mean! anyways, just sign it! hehehe! and uhhhm, today is saturday. SEPT05. which means five more days 'til school starts! D: uhm, i'm like fifteen ish chapter away from being done with annotations. yay me. i've been totally lagging the past few days. been obsessing over. sigh. big brother. how lame is that! but. but. I CAN'T STOP WATCHING. ughhhhhhhhhhh! and on that subject. I CANNOT BELIEVE JEFF WAS EVICTED. ... AJKFDAOISFAOSDF. i was like. WHYWHYWHY. :'( now him and jordan have to be SEPARATED. OH NOOOOO. D: why ! stupid kevin and natalie. grrrrrrrrrr, they totally BETRAYED HIM! it made me SO MADDD. i hope jordan wins. :DDD anyways, getting back into using last.fm. cause it's fun. ^-^ and last night has like a bajillion hour conversation with my mom. she's so funnnnny! and fun to talk to. (: i won't elaborate cause there's nothing much to elaborate about. i have a cool mom. ^-^ uhhhm. OMFGGGG. tablo is getting MARRIED. what the hack is that about! but his fianceee is super pretty. (: i'm being such a fan girl today. XD last.fm led me to listening to joshua radin. OMG. good stuff. and also jason reeves. i like i like! (: what else. so much to talk about! geeeeebus. uhmuhmuhm. i'm drawing a blank. so i'll just talk randomly until i die. just kidding. not really. what? yes. okay. i watched the first episode of project runway. it was SO FUNNNNNY. man, what is up with me and reality television?! SHAME ON MEEEE. but it's so addicting. D: like kelly's addiction to reality teevee about pregnant teenagers and secrets! tsk tsk kelly! :) uhmmmm 4MINUTE's new album is so goooood. it's called...for muzik? i think. my favorite song is what a girl wants. *can't stop listening* and what else. still listening to vitas lu yes i am. i haven't been catching up on my meteor shower and soul and asian drama stuff. i'm like, too lazy to go on the computer lately. i just feel like finishing up the annotations. buti finish like two chapters and i'm like UGHHHH, why am i doing this?! at least i'm ahead of brianbui! he's on page fifteen. ;D hahahha loserface. (: omg, i just remembered how MUCH THE PLAGUE ANNOYS ME. [are you reading this mjkk?! THE PLAGUE!] i'm sorry. but THEPLAGUE & STATSBOY DAY? ARE YOU KIDDING ME. GO EAT POOOOOOP. D: you're not that special. don't think you are. YOU DON'T MEAN ANYTHINGG. if she comes near the table this year i'm going to be like. *evil glares* like last year when she was lke. where's kevin? and i was like. not here. duh. :DDD i'm so mean. (: HAHAHAHHA. OH YEAH. on the topic of hate. I HATE THE NEW BLOCKLES. whyyyyyyyyyyyy did they change it?! i hate the new one. it's so lame! and it's hard. i like the old one that was like tetris! why why why. *super complains* blah blah. i can't wait for school to start. like no jokeeeee. (: i'm a little scared about all the APS. cause freaking hiep and john were scaring me yesteday. "JESSICA? JESSICA? WHERE'S YOUR SCHEDULE. GIVE ME YOUR SCHEDULE. OMGGGG YOU'RE GOING TO DIE. JUST KIDDING." *tears* i never really get tired of listening to the diary of jane by breaking benjamin. it's like the ONE semi screamo ish not really but they kinda scream song that i can actually listen to and not cringe. but when he does scream a little bit at the end of the chorus. where it's like "how it should BEEEAHHHHHROARRRROOARRRRAHHHH" yeah. scary. i think the acoustic one is the best. cause it's not screamy. and it's so soft. and the words are there. and i'm like. *sigh* no screaming. (: lalala, i'm in a good mood todayyyyy. (: last night i was SO HYPER. i was like harassing little vinh it was hilarious. (: yomyomyom. nyomnyomnyom. uhmuhmuhm. school! yay! yay! i get this urge to rewatch antique bakery. that was SUCH a good movie, and so funny. i really wanna watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs. it looks so goooood. ;D and also, i wanna watch coco avante chanel. or something, it's about the designer chanel. it looks really goood! i saw it on showbiz extra. i think i'll have to watch it online cause it's a european movie. :/ anywhoooo. upbeat music makes me want to dancedancedance. (: OH YEAH, IT'S LABORDAY WEEKEND. i totally forgot. laborday weekend this year i'm partayingggggggg. what a lame-o. PARTY. and SHOPPPP. hello, laborday means major sales. ;D i haven't really updated my chictopia. i'm so lazy. DAMN MY LAZINESS. :'( i'll try to first day of school. i'm gonna wear something loserly watch! :'( hahahahah! ANYWAYSSSS, online shopping time. and piano practicing. i HAVE to master victor's piano solo from corpse bride. (:

scandaloussssssssss, jdn.

note to god.

if i wrote a note to god. i would speak what's in my soul. i'd ask for all the hate to be swept away. for love to overflow. if i wrote a note to god. i'd pour my heart out on each page. i'd ask for war to end. and for peace to mend this world. i'd say; give us. the strength to make it through. help us. find love 'cause love is overdue. and it seems like so much is goin' wrong. on this road we're on. if i wrote a note to god. i would say please, help us find our way. end all the bitterness. put some tenderness in our hearts. i'd say. give us the strength to make it through. help us find love 'cause love is overdue. and it looks like we haven't got a clue. need some help from you. grant us the faith to carry on. give us. hope when it seems all hope is gone. 'cause it seems like so much is goin' wrong. on this road we're on. no, we can't do it on our own. so. give us the strength to make it through. help us find love 'cause love is overdue. and it looks like we haven't got a clue. need some help. grant us the faith to carry on. give us hope when it seems all hope is gone. and it seems like so much is goin' wrong. on this road we're on. no. we can't do it on our own. so. if i wrote a note to god...

;jdn.

SEPT1.

happy first day of september! HAPPY REGISTRATION DAY. all i have to say is that i was super hyper. it was SUPER FUN. eating com tam with ltc was the best time ever! and picking secret santa was SO FUNNNNY. and i love my schedule. and now i'm lazy. and i'll just post up my schedule. (: I LOVE IT! ^-^

junior year schedule! (:
0: advanced orchestra / gustaskus.

1: spanish 3 / jimenez.
2: us history / nadeau.
3: ap lang / rose.
4: ap calculus ab / greek.
5: ap physics b / brunner.
6: (1) intro business / rumble. (2) health / azcona.



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