what the FRENCHTOAST?! (:

happy what the frenchtoast day. (: uhhhhm, it's tuesday. it's insanely hot. i just had dinner. insanely satisfied. i'm still on a search for the korean spoon. there's that spoon that korean people always use with the larger spoon end. so you can scoop up more yummy things. i want one. I NEED ONE. buy me one guys. (: so last night, i just kinda shut everyone off, sorry guys. i was invisible and spend the whole time watching 1N2D. which is pretty funny. gosh, i take back my statement of it being a family outing ripoff. (: okay now i'm invisible again, cause i don't really want to talk to people. i just wanna blog. and online shop. hehehe. i use this face too much."(:" today. i read a lot. and my mom and my sister and i watched oprah. which was cool. and then ellen. she's slightly on the hilarious side. (: and then we watched some mbc music break. saw taegoon, shinee, girl's generation, and suju in like ten minutes of flipping to the channel. which is amazing luck. (: my itouch is completely filled with music. i barely have any apps. only the ones i want to play at the moment. seriously, i have too much music. T-T i can't stop listening to t-ara's lies. it's so catchy. but that wanna play song. UHMMM, MAKE THE ENGRISH STOP. PLEASE. last night, watched a big bang parody of beethoven virus. IT WAS SO FUNNY. (: poor kevin, his hamster died. :( that sucksssssssss. good luck at your race thing. OMG, I ACCIDENTALLY LET WANNA PLAY PLAY. stop the engrish. WHAT IS THIS. T-T man, so that beethoven virus video cracked me up. i was silently laughing in my room. AND 1N2D made me laugh out loud. almost got caught. hahaha, i went from picture posting to video posting. i'll go back to pictures next week. alternating maybe. oh yeah, and i snuck downstairs to get some cereal to munch on and i dropped the box. and i was like. OMG. *FREEZE* it was so EXCITING. ahhaha, and last night, did my 100 situps. like i promised. whootwhoot, go jessica. (: blahblah, what else? did i already tell you guys to order american apparel jackets from keyclub? DO IT. ,they're cool. (: me and doug and neil are gonna match. whootwhoot. so kelly can't go on thursday to keyclub. *tears* idk if kevintran is still going. ehhhh, whatever! (: it's never lonely at keyclub! i just have to make sure not to be the first one there cause i don't wanna be around. that creepy...workerguy. T-T eeeeeep! ohmygoodness. i can't wait for friday/saturday. LOONEY, YOU BETTER PULL THROUGH WITH THE SIMS3. (: i'm going to be even more distracted from my east of eden. gahhhh. but kevintran told me he did it on the last day, WTF IS THAT. idkidkidk. *FREAKS OUT* (: okayokayokay, i'm okay! WILDBUNNYEPISODE2 IS OUT. just have to wait for subs. tomorrow? hopefully. yay. (: outsider is a REALLLLLLLY good rapper. usually i hate rap. but outsider. and and and MCMONG. (: great stuff. and epik high. yeah, that's about it. but yeah. mcmong is so funny in 1N2D. i just crack up everytime i watch that show. i miss family outing. i hope they have a good guess soon. and when is the comeback for we got married?! GEEBUS. today i was talking to michael. and we were like we need new motto shout things. and then i'm like. what? and he's like what the.... me: FRENCHTOAST! cause i was looking at a picture of frenchtoast. and so we were like WHAT THE FRENCHTOAST. (: okay...i'm sorry. i'm so lame. :D oh yeah there's this guy on allkpop called johnny PHLO. but i didn't know it was PHLO until recently. all this time i've been reading it as PHO. so i was like johhny PHO?! man, PHLO makes so much more sense. but johnny PHO is so much cooler. hahaha! oh yeah so dream aired right. and with2subs took up the subbing. so i can't wait to watch it. kimbummmm, i missed you. *heart* so off of mcmong's humanimal album, luv dna is a REALLY good track. i can't stop listening to it. it's so smooth. navi has a really nice voice, forrealios. (: oh yeah, i found this great site for dling korean music. not that any of you care.T-T but yeah, it made me really happy! except, I'M RUNNING OUT OF ROOM IN MY ITOUCH. or i'm already out of room. i have to delete stuff now. hahaha, i already deleted a whole artist thing. not that i cared. i only had it in there cause i thought i liked them but i didn't really. so WHATEVERRRRRS. :D cold heart eh? hahaha, :D oh yeah the track indianboy. as catchy as it is. at first, to be honest., i thought it was TOO LOUD. but now i'm just like whoa. (: plus the little kid rapper B.I. IS SO GOOD. i'd say adorable.except he's not THAT little. he's fourteen. gosh, he looks like seriously, five years old. sorry kiddo. (: but he's a good rapper. trained specially by mcmong. so that's pretty cool beans man. FRIJOLES BUENOS. :D ms. franco taught me that! I MISS YOU MS. FRANCO. D: *tears* oh yeah, so remember the bracket that fell out so the wire is sticking out. so i have a cut in my mouth. AND IT HURTS. T-T i'm so saddddd. oh yeah so i hit my 1900th tweet like a yesterday or SOMETHING. idk, but almost to 2000! hahahahah! yay me. and so on that note. farewelllllllllll.

what the frenchtoast, jdn frenchtoast! :DDDD

MAESTRO! (:

happy fly to the sky day! to people in sanfran. cause they have an official FLY TO THE SKY day! wtf is that! i want an official fly to the sky day. T-T i like fly to the sky. especially brian jooooooo, he's so funnny. (: i remember me and kelly talking about him. and we were like. he's kinda old. right? BUT HE'S SO FUNNNNNY. (: and first time i saw hwanhee on we got married. i was like. dude. that guy has WEIRD hairrrrrr. :D hahaha, today is MONDAY. happy monday everyone. today i slept at 100AM. ishhhh? i was talking to a lot of people. but the funny thing was at one point i was talking to THREE kevins. that was so coooool. 8D i was talking to kevingnuyen kevindo and kevintran. and kelly. and lany. and petterluu. it was funnnnn. i fell asleep BEFORE KELLY. CAUSE SHE TRICKED ME. wtf is this! D: uhhhh, today i went to the mall and we went to old navy cause it was ADDITIONAL FIFTY PERCENT OFFFFF. i got maria a birthday present. HEY I AM NOT CHEAP. D: it's a good present i think. ^-^ yay me. and i got a yellow tank thing. and i saw this CUTE GUY. and he was i think a new worker. yes, i exchanged a few sultry looks with him. HAHAHA, YEAH RIGHT. :D lmaooooo. and then we went to target. and got an icee. like we always do. and came home. i was reading this book. that's the next book in the sisterhood sorta. start of a new series thing. 3willows: the sisterhood grows. which is really good. but then i fell asleep. and i fell off the couch at one point. and my mom and sister were getting some che out when i semi woke up. and then i was like mom i want some che tooo. and my sister said DON'T GIVE IT TO HER. SHE'S ASLEEEP. SHE'S SLEEP TALKING. and i was like. . . . GIVE ME THE CHE! :O ROARRRRR. oh yeah, and dear kevindo, I AM NOT A DORKKKKK. T-T dangnabit. and now i just dled. outsiders' new album maestro.which is amazing. he's such a fast rapper. and i also got HUMANIMAL from mcmong FINALLY. indian boy! (: anyways, my favorite song from maestro is i think loner, or or or. clown's tears. which has the orchetra piano shtuff integrated in it. (: and from humanimal. it's little sunshine. SO CUTE. (: i love lifeeee. it is good to me. oh yeah when i woke up from my nap. lany made me call her. and i was all braindead. SO SORRY LANY, cause i didn't really help except when we took five thousand facebook quizzes. basically, i am TOAD from mario. and i am EXPECTO PATRONUM which is my harry potter fight spell. (: and i am a magnetron thingggeee. from pokemon. WTF IS THAT. and then marriagebot. said i would marry thang. WTF IS THAT. o_O and it is FREAKING hot. (: but that's life. lalala, i can't wait to watch dream. kim bum, my love. i missed you. (: notice my far too laziness to get pictures. and plusplusplus. my parents are on their way home. so gotta blog fast. keyclub on thursday everyone. go for it! (: and for the lack of pictures, here is the most hilarious video ever. my sister is rewatching it over and over. we like the BABO part the best. (: and eunhyuk's BALSIFAEDOFASJD. moment. is hilarious. (: you gotta love it man. so so so, on that note. *waves*

not so much a fool, jdn.

just dropping by.

honestlyyyyy, i can't quite recall what happened yesterday. choir? i slept a bit. kinda feeling sick. i wish i was at beach boomba right now. D: tears forever. suddenly don't feel like blogging anymore. party tomorrow. yay. volleyball kids GOODLUCK.(: i know you guys will own it. SBSBSB!

just so you know i'm alive, jdn.

329AM.

hellokiddies. happy jessica stayed up til 329 last night day. (: maybe no pictures this blog cause i just feel like talking. ^-^ i had like five hours of sleep. which isn't that bad. i bet i have ugly butt panda eyes right now! *tears* so anyways, recap. yesterday, thursday was concert in the park/keyclub day! :D which was super fun. got there. i saw neil and samy from far away but i was like HMM, is that them? so i walk stealthily towards them. turns out it is them. dammit, we came early so of course we're stuck on parking duty. which btw, NEIL YOU FAIL AT IT. cause he kept letting cars in. ^-^ met kevindo, teresa, and bowee (i think that's how you spell it! ^-^) they were really nice. ohyeah, and creepy white worker guy was all talking about murdering people. which was CREEPY. parking lot duty was boringggg. then we went over to help little kids. which was funny. ,EXCEPT, i have freaking ropeburn. *tears forever* and this one kid kept challenging me and he was like I'M SPIDERMAN. YOU WANNA MESS WITH ME MISSY. and at one point i wanted to just YANK it so he would fall down lmaooooo. but i didn't. BECAUSE I'M A GOOD KID. and the kids had these foldable frisbees. and the creeper worker guy folded one up and put it in front my face and it hit me directly in the face. and he felt bad or something and then HE HUGGED ME. AND I WAS LIKE WTFWTFWTF. AND I RAN TO JOHNNY. AND I WAS LIKE WTFWTFWTF I'M TRAUMATIZED. D: and then i was like WTFWTFWTF. gahhhh, it was HORRIBLE. aksjdfoaismdfads. and then me and kevindo were helping the kids with tugowar and one kid sat on the rope. and his thingee kinda got owned when some others kids pulled the rope up. and it pretty much cracked me up. ^-^ clean up was. boring. OH YEAH jenny du was there! i missed you! and me and her played a mean trick on neil. T-T SORRRY NEIL! (: oh yeah and they all kept trying to convince me to go to beach boomba. DAMMIT WEDDING. i'll go next year. maybe! probably! cause i promised neil i'd go and help him find a pretty girl to marry or something. (: cleaning up was fun. the non creeper worker guy was like i'm so glad you guys are here to help. now i can get out early and get some pho ga. and i was like WHOAAA HE SAID PHO GA. (: and then my daddy picked me up, which reminds me kevin! don't make fun of me for calling my mommy mommy! D: and then went home had a churro they bought me from sam's club. had a burrito for dinner. NICE. (: went upstairs. was on facebook. it was like i don't even know. around 12ish me and kevindo start spamming on facebook LMAOOOO. (: and we talked about sleep and me and huong talked about spam. on henry's facebook. me and huong SERIUOSLY have an unhealthy obsession with facebook. and then around 245 ish me and kevindo were talking on aim. and basically he's in the marines. and he was talking to me about all this stuff. and at first i was like OMFGOMFGOMFG WHAT DO I SAYY. cause idk, nobody's really opened up to me quite like that before. and even though i know jimmy and he's in the navy or whatever, and i worry about him too, i never really thought about it like that. and so i'm talking to kevindo about this stuff. [dammit i know way to many kevins]. and i guess it just opened my eyes to a lot of stuff. and i hope you get some sleep! :O i'm proud of you. (: even though i only knew you for like 12 hours. LMAO. (: it's weird. keyclub is a good thing man. i never thought about it like this. but keyclub is a good thing. helping kids. helping other people. making the world a better place. i'm glad i'm back. and i think i'll try out for board this year. (: hmm, maybe vp yeah? (: but yeah, talked to kevin until like 330AM and i was like. OKAY, i really might need some sleep! and i was supposed to sleep in today. but guess what i didn't. cause i woke up at eight o clock to go run. and i was like wtfffff. AND HUONG, stop going on facebook. :D but seriuosly, facebook is so horribly addicting. its really useful at 3AM in the morning. OH YEAH, and 329AM is my new record for staying up. so i'm proud. i don't know what kind of proud that is! but yeah! (: soooo. i'lll talk to you later bloggggg. (:

making the world a better place, jdn.

indian boy! (:

happy birthday tablo! (: and happy remixing the human soul release day! and happy humanimal release day! i'm so excited. weeeoh! i'm currently in the process of getting the albums. whootwhoot. so last night. watched like three fourths of watchmen. that movie is beyond retarded. i did not get it. it was really stupid. :D finished watching all of the brown sugar macchiato. again! (: ahhh, it makes me happy when they all couple up. ^-^ so CUTEEEEE. finished up atashinchi no danshi. which was SO FUNNY. sho is really cute. :D watched the first episode of season six of hell's kitchen! HELL'S FREAKING KITCHEN. it was SO good. there's this one guy who is so stupidstupidstupid! but i'm so happy robert's back. i hope he wins. (: and then this morning. I AM SO AMAZED AT TIME2SUB. they subbed 2PM's wild bunny in ONE DAY. it's amazingggg so i got to watch that this morning, which totally made my morning. it was SO FUNNNNNNY. (: wooyoung is the most innocent little boy ever. "jyphyung. you like my cute, chubby cheeks right? well...they're actually...filled with poison!" (: ahhhh, wooyoung, you're so adorable. *hugs* ahh freaking david keeps talking to me about east of eden, which i'm OBVIOUSLY slacking on. now it's making me all nervous cause i feel like i won't finish. GAH, fail life. D: HOLY MOLY. IT'S ALREADY JULY 22. i gotta start cracking. after i blog, I'M WORKING. gahgah. freaking. gah. okay and then i watched episode 2 of hell's kitchen. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT EPISODE. BECAUSE, some stupid guy had the nerve to challenge chef ramsey to a fight! HAHA! HE'S GOING TO DIE! (: AH FREAKING VICTOR, stopped talking to me just cause i stopped playing cooking mama to blog?! I'M NOT A QUITTTTERRRR. grrr. i can't find anywhere to get humanimal. T-T tears forfreakingi ever. what is this?! FAIL FAIL FAIL. D: but anyways, indian boy is super catchy. (: today is wednesday. gahhhhh summer time is depleting. I NEED TO WORK. dammmmit. fml! D: OH YEAH, yesterday i JAILBROKE my itouch. (: i'm so proud of myself. ^-^ and i even got the ipod 3.0 update for FREE rather than paying 9.95. dude, jailbreaking it was the best thing i ever did. thesims3. (: is so fun. ^-^ and i'm getting so good at worms. BUT FAIL AT COOKING MAMA, i keep burning the meat. tears. forever. the 3.0 update is pretty cool cause it has the update for youtube. and it has the cool search thing so i like it. and i got this cool app called tunewiki and when i listen to music it automatically has lyrics. and i can tune into kpop radiostations like allkpopradio and soompiradioclub. OMG, SOOMPIRADIOCLUB. back in the day. DEEJAY K I STILL LOVEEEE YOU. remember that guys? HE WAS NOT SOME 23425314 YEAR OLD MAN! D: you guys were so mean. but yeah, pretty cool app. ^-^ when i was jailbreaking it i was so nervous the whole time like the cops would bust down my door and take my itouch away in a nuclear waste container! T-T but anywaysssss. SOMEONE is being computer anal again. so i'm off to. NOT SLACK on east of eden. gahhh, wish me luck!

looking for her indian boy, jdn.

pepper&salt spray? :D

i want nobody nobody but you. *clapclap point wink* :D yeah, my sister is obsessively singing that song right now. ^-^ i've taught her well, hehehe! lalala. so i went to the library this morning. which was super fun. it was SUPER crowded. it's probably cause it's so hot so parents are like i'll just let the kids run buck wild in an airconditioned library. that sounds like a family oriented event! yay! i just had chicken. you know on tuesday and thursday at popeyes it's ninety nine cent for two pieces. GO BUCK WILD. whootwhoot! i am now listening to the mamma mia ost. it's so dancy. DANCING QUEEEEN. i like it i like it a lot. ^-^ that movie was so funnnny. and so sing alongy. voulez vouuussss! (: my sister is again stalking lany on youtube. GOSH YOU FREAKING CREEEEEPER. (: so now i have to bust my volume up. bam! volume busted up! gosh something's up with yahoo images search. freaking pissing me offff. D: why must my computer be retarded. and now my sister is singing along to lany singing hallelujah. CREEEEEPER. D: creeper status. and she just wacked me for saying that! T-T what a bully! everyone knows the me sleeping in hammock and her coming up with stick and saying i will get you tonight when you're all alone. no one to save you! story. THAT WAS SCARY. D: what a bulllllly. i even get bullied by my baby sister. WHAT IS THIS. conspiracy. D: yahoo! search engine is being retarded. come on google! work it! listening to tarzan and jane. by aqua. i think maria introduced me to this song. SUPPOSEDLY all those aqua songs have sexual connotations THAT I NEVER KNEW ABOUT. what is this. I'M FAIL. D: epik fail. epik flan. i want flan. mmm, flan. ^-^ you know. pepper spray. could probably used as a portable pepper shaker for your dinner. do they have salt spray. THAT WOULD BE THE AWESOMEST THING EVER. cause if you should ever need to season your food. just spray on! MAN, I'M A GENIUS. "go chica get banana hey monkey get funky!" now i wonder, is there any sexual connotation in that?! HMMMM. or am i just insanely retarded in this subject. I HAVE NO IDEA. FAIL. STOP SINGING HALLELUJAH LIZI. GAHHHHH! D: fail fail fail! :D on the other side. I AM SO EXCITED FOR MNET WILD BUNNY. with 2PM. hehehe, i need some 2PM. weeeeoh! (: the first episode aired last night. so all i have to do is wait for subs. yay waiting. D: i know ellie's probably freaking out about the whole 2PM show cause she loves 2PM just as much as me. good thing we agreed to share. ;D i'm excited. ^-^ hehehe! you know . what ever happened to sclub7? they were pretty mainstream pop., i think they were from britain? and they had their own show. i know the one song over their's that i super love is never had a dream come true. but there's this other song by them i just heard that i LOVE. except i forgot what it's called. so errr. yeah! but it's really good. so yeah whatever happened to them? i'm guessing they're PRETTY old right now. not THAT old. but probably older than i think. :P cause when i was little was when they were around i think? cause i have this remix disc from like 2001 that my aunt made me and it has their music on there. so idkkk. why am i talking about this? idkk either. :P so while myspace surfing for a little on my itouch. i discovered some stuff on my little ninth grade cousin's myspace. i mean I'M NOT STALKING HER or whatever. but i'm worried cause it seems. like errr. she's doing bad things. so i don't know what to do? i'm pretty conflicted. is it THAT serious? what is going on with our generation?! IDK WHAT TO DO. but yeah, bad generation. i need to stop this! BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW. i know she can take care of herself. but when i read all this stuff about all the things she's doing or not doing IDK. D: i'm scared for her. i almost told my mom this morning but that would be so weird. i wish i could talk to mjkk in person. they'd know what to do. D: *tears forever* ANYWAYS. rather than watching bump off lover yesterday, cause i was so scared. i decided to watch the other show with all the cute actors from bump off lover. and this show isn't scary at all! chu chu my daddy. it's SO CUTE. i skipped and watched episode 4 cause that's the only one i could get on my itouch. but it's so CUTE. and the guys are so CUTE. and the relationships are so CUTE. ^-^ check it out. hehehe, my favorite couple is the manga freak girl and the guy from clue collector. it's so funny. cause she's obsessed with manga. and he looks exactly like the prince of tennis. and then they meet in the bathroom one time and she's also obsessed with naruto. and she's like "this isn't where sakura and prince of tennis are supposed to meet" *runs away* it's so funnnnny. (: but so far, i can probably only watch it on the comp just like bump off lover. WHICH I'M STILL CONFLICTED ABOUT. GAH! D: and HE WHO CAN'T MARRY. fully subbed. I'M SO HAPPY. but i'll probably watch it later. or tomorrow. D': now my hand smells like cinnamon cause i ate an apple pie. which was so good. gah but so fattening. WHY?! WHY!!! and we rented watchmen so me and michael are probably gonna watch that tonight. whootwhoot. i heard we see bare butt. which is SO AWKWARD FOR ME. because i hate nudity! D: like that one time i read a post seccret and it was this guy who peed in the sink cause there were no urinals and i showed a bare butt. and i was like. AHHH WTF IS THISSSS. D: oh yeah i've been rewatching brown sugar macchiato lately which still makes me smile and cry like it did. ^-^ good memories right kelly? i'll talk about that next blog. but anyways. i'm off for a run. can't let myself get TOO fat this summer. ;D

and with every kiss and every hug, jdn.

psychotic. D:

peekaboo! i see you! (: yupppp, my second blog for the day just because i like this blog a lot. ^-^ my mom's like WHAT IS YOUR BLOG I WILL READ IT! i'm like NOOOOO MOM! D: half thinking about privating but what's the fun in that? apparentally last night while i was having that freak dream, i was like crying in my sleep and my parents were like WTF? man, that's hilarious. that rarely happens to me! :) i suddenly have this urge to see what my blog looks like on other people's dashboards. must be a lot of my blogs. nobody blogs with the same number as me anymore. D: i blog too much. but it's not like i'm sitting here JUST blogging, i'm surfing the net and talking to people. geez guys I DO HAVE A LIFE. D: OMFG. dammit! you belong with me is on my itunes. darn you taylor swift and your loveydovey lyrics! D: i can't help but sing along! GAH LIFE. D: so, so far. my collection of backpacks. is still the same number as it was last time. TEARS! i still like taking pictures of people with cool backpacks when i go out into the real world. it's funnnnnny. people have really cool backpacks! *jealous!* [11329 plays on last.fm! :D] view from heaven by yellowcard is the cutest song ever. *tears* makes me all emotional. i will declare again. yellowcard. best band in my heart. :D so. i just realized. but i've blogged i think 213 times since the start of 2009. 226 since 2008. man guys, that's a lot more than i THOUGHT. times flies by. i probably have the most blogs out of mjkk. ;D hehehe! now that backpack. right there. value meal backpcak from fredflare. it makes me laugh everytime i see it. i can really imagine myself wearing that. and you know what, i bet everyone i know would be like jessica, you're such a kid. T-T *sigh* did anyone hear about the solar eclipse that's supposed to happen on wednesday? according to yahoo, who got it from some indian astronomers. this week's TOTAL solar eclipse is supposedly a sign of turmoil and danger and shtuff. so pregnant women STAY INDOORS! and people in general PROTECT YOURSELF! ^-^ cause there might be some freak terrorist attack or something like that, WHAT?! now i'm all paranoid after reading that. T-T i really wanna start watching bump off lover. even though i think it'll be scarier than clue collector and i'll be sitting awake in my room until 2AM out of fear. i can't stop my curiosity. darn it life! D: and plus the bad guy from clue collector is in bump off lover, and he's pretty dep trai you know what i'm saying saying?! :D darn it. it's not on youtube. which means i'll have to use my computer. which means i can't watch it at night all in one go! hahaha, or maybe i'll just dl it. but that'll take time and space. and i think yeah i have completely filled my itouch with music. and a tiny bit of apps. *sigh* jessica, why must you have so much music. GEEBUS. D: you know, i've gone through a lot of different blog writing layouts. but i like this one the best. with pictures. (: i used to have icon of the day. self promotion that was. (: hehehe! i like the pictures cause it makes me blogs look long when they aren't. GAH CONSPIRACY!? no just kidding, i like em cause now it's not all words. weeeeoh. bump off lover. man, i really want to watch it now. dangnabit! D: right now, my computer wallpaper is a ftisland cross&change promo pictures. the one from my banner. it's a perfect wallpaper. ^-^ me gusta. my wallpaper used to be the 2PM comeback promo picture. but that was so ollllldddd. yay for new wallpapers. :D i hate how the itouch can only play youtube videos. sigh. i need to find a loophole for that. for realios. anyone know? if you do, TELL ME. you would be a lifesaver. not REALLY but you'd make me really happy. get hot by hwanbo is seriuosly my ideal dance song. and the dance to it is so AWESOME. ^-^ gahh, reminds me of the lettuce couple days of we got married. *tears* blahblahblah. so my itouch warranty is over. and i'm still debating the whole jailbreak thing. geeebus. D: i think i will. but i'm scared. i don't know how to do it! and i don't want to give it to someone else. blah! D: i think i'll do it myself when i find a safe way to do it from someone i trust! :D i don't care by 2NE1 is my ideal women enpowerment song. ^-^ sortakinda. hahaha. so i just realized. even though they scare me to tears. i really like those psychological thriller dramas. not really MOVIES. like saw or whatever. but the ones where you have to think a little. those are the best. ^-^ my mom hates those movies. she always asks me questions. "who is that lady?!" i dont know mom, i'm watching the same movie as you she just appeared! T-T and she always says she only likes movies where they shoot each other and people are chasing each other and killing each other and lots of explosions. she doesn't care if she understands it as long as there is a lot of booom crash bang! lmaoooo. mommy, you're funny. :D episode 11 of he who can't marry which aired last night [korea's monday night] is being subbed right at this MOMENT! i'm so excited. gahh! (: i seriously love that show, why it doesn't get ratings beats me. :P it's so tantalizingly adorable. ^-^ i can't get enough of it. i hate having to wait. blah! OH NO! the blinking line that tells me where i'm typing has disappeared again! CONSPIRACY. okay, my little sister is creepily watching lanydao videos on youtube again. what a creeper! GOSHHHH! wtf is that lizi! huh?! D: lmaoooo, she's a little stalker. how creepy. ^-^ OMFG, NOW SHE'S SINGING ALONG? WTF IS THIS? how creeeeepy. LANY, run away! run away quickly! gah, listening to alexchu songs reminds me of alexshinae days on we got married. when will we got married be back with cute couples. geeeebus! D: i'm completely bored with the REAL LIFE couple. it's no fun to speculate about how real a couple is if the couple is REAL. wtf is that. D: i can't wait for when they have uee and that one guy on. time for some make believe couples that let the rest of us speculate if they're real and then when they do become real like junjin and siyoung we'll freak out. ^-^ YAY! :D gah if no one uploads bump off lover on youtube i think i'll cryyyy! not really, but i really want to watch it now. even though i have this gut feeling i'm going to cry tears of fear. for real this time. gahhh WTF IS THIS. THEY HAVE SPANISH SUBS. BUT NO ENGLISH?! *diessss*. ahhh,i was watching fanmad bump off lover mv. and it's so scary. AH. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. THIS IS SERIOUSLY CURIOUSITY KILLS JESSICA. WHAT TO DO. *dies* ah, julian yang is freaking hot. but this is super freaking psychotic scary. i don't know man! i don't know! D: ah wtf he's 28 years old?! he doesn't even look it. but ah, so scary. idk what to do man. probably too scary for me. IDKIDKIDK! get my mind off it gahh. where's the love is a REALLY good song. i love that song to pieces. ever since i heard it for the first time. i was surprised cause it wasn't really a black eyed peas style which is more like. boomboomboom. whatever. but this song. was love. *heart* "people killing people dying. children hurt and hear them crying. can you practice what you preach. would you turn the other cheek. father father father help us. send some guidance from above. cause people got me got me questioning. where's the love."

where the love is, jdn.

HUMANIMAL! >:O

why hello there blog! (: so spent the morning. singing really loud and doodling. and now my finger is all retarded looking! but the doodle is half done. i'm kinda proud of it. ^-^ i have no idea WHY. it makes me happy looking at it. and i can think. i have at least, SOME shred of talent in my body. (: blah, okay on soompi. AND OMG. i hate when people bash people and don't use grammar! i guess bashing is whatever. but at least use correct grammar. "this made me dislike them worse." WHAT? WHAT? DISLIKE THEM MORE? arghhhh face! D: anyways. (: not like i use correct grammar all the time. but at least when you're going to insult someone, use correct grammar. :O anyways, FREAKING JOHNNYDAO! STOP TAKING CANDID PICTURES OF ME AT KEYCLUB EVENTS! D: ah, toooo embarassing. but i put it on facebook anyways. D: and i posted up a picture of me and my sister. everyone agrees i'm a CHINK! T-T what is this. *tears forever* but i have to admit, i am pretty...chinky. D: SO CHINKY. i have slits for eyes. so sad! D: blah. it's realllly hot. damn you global warming. again. D: oh yeah, last night i had this weird dream. but all i remember is. IT WAS SCARY. D: freaking a! i have weird dreams. :P uhm, i don't know about you! but i'm TOTALLLLY psyched for mc mong's comeback album HUMANIMAL. that man is a freaking GENIUS. and i'm completely excited. i can't wait! eeep! (: it's in three days. and i think epik high's remixing the human soul is gonna be released on the 22nd. which is tablo's birthday! :O whootwhoot, epik high is genius too. (: i mean tablo is pretty genius. (: OH NO. when i put the picture thing in, the blinking line that tells you where you're typing disappeared. D: what is this?! *sadface* okay this is totally getting on my nerves. i HATE when people im ME up and say hi and when i reply. they don't reply. WTF? WHY IM ME IN THE FIRST PLACE? gosh, what a waste of space. geebus. pisses me offfff. D: hmmm, listening to brown eyed girl's new song. ABACADABRA. so far. very dancy. makes me want to dance. okay, super techno. interesting. maybe a little too digitalized in the voices for my taste... OH YEAH, doug says he's gonna have a jumping house for his "super" 16 birthday! GASP, i love jumping houses. i want a pinata. oh yeah and he's gonna invite all the neigborhood kids and have them wear bathing suits because doug is a PEDOPHILEEEEEE. just kidding, but he is! D: yeah i'm not digging the song as much as i should. it's too digital for my taste in brown eyed girls music. ick. and it's not really catching my attention. i don't want to sing along. :P back to listening to ftisland. ;D or not, i'm going to try to listen to gara gara go by big bang. IDKKK MAN, i hate the haircut for gd. :P AHH, the digitalized it so much too! my daesungie's voice is like a computer. BUT, it's super catchy. okay, *presses dl link* i want to dance and sing along. (: lmao, jimmy spread the news that dat is sending his younger brother to SB. and everyone's all buzzy. all i will wonder is. how old is dat's brother? and if he is older than me, how cute? ;D HAHA. ^-^ i miss thieunhi. the volleyball practices have been funfunfun. (: BUT this saturday's practice is going to be outside. so AHHHH PLEASE TURN OFF THE SUN. not really, cause then we'd all DIE. D: but still maybe. shade it a bit with some clouds. (: so i basically think myspace is dead to me. i still check it just in case someone needs to get ahold of me. but i prefer facebook cause it's a LOT easier. kathy's trying to resist the facebook craze. PFT, COME ON KATHY JOIN THE CROWD. ;D just like my mass twitters made you join twitter! MY MASS FACEBOOKING WILL SURELY MAKE YOU USE FACEBOOK TOO! ^-^ now i can't stop listening to gara gara go! D: great, another song i have to listen to for the rest of my lifeeeee! IDK WTF FACEBOOK POKING IS. but i have to repoke. IDK WHY. BUT WHAT IS IT?! I DON'T UNDERSTAND. i serioussly want a "wreck this journal". it's like this doodle journal that tells you to doodle something everyday kinda to inspire some doodling. you doodle all over the journal. it's amazing! :D i want it! whoever my secret santa is! or for my birthday. and thesims3. :D hehehe! GASP THE BOOK IS ONLY TEN DOLLARS. ON AMAZON! QUIEROQUEQUIEROQUE! :D ahh looking at all the wreck this journal pictures makes me want one ever more. i'm ready to dish out 9 dollars and 97 cents for it. gaspppp! (: i really like the song lazy sunday morning off clazziquai project's fourth album. it's so. lazy. and sunday morning-y. (: MAPTHESOUL is the most amazing song epikhigh ever wrote. sortakinda. i love it. *heart* "i remember my first glimpse of her face. i saw her smile then i smiled i was straight blow away. mesmerized by your beauty from your feet to your hands how could one be so beautiful i don't understand. heaven sent, God's gift without a doubt in my mind. sometimes i wonder why our paths decided to collide. we started off as perfect strangers. boy meets girl infatuation to love. now you're my whole entire world. destiny taps me on the back, saying hello. but really it was your touch. no and i'll never let you go. then you spoke. i never heard a voice so sweet. heavenly. and from her words, man, i knew this girl was deep. just like me. with times to worry and times to play. we'll sit and stress over life or just burn the day away. i know for sure in our past life. we had to be friends. living and dying together. knowing that we would meet again. it's just a blessing to have you in my life. i was destined to be with you. i'm privileged so amazing no question. and i'm knowing, soon eough we'll get where we're going. just thinking about it i can feel my heart growing. am i triping or is it that i finally see? i don't know. but my heart is saying that you're the one for me. please believe me i'm exactly where i want to be. this rhyme is written from my heart to you. sincerely. 'cause there's no reason to live without you." and on that note, have a nice day.

remapping the human soul, jdn.

salutationssquirrel! (:

ahhh, happy ftisland comeback day! (: i'm so tempted to post up the perf video on here. but i will resist because. i just will okay. D: so i will just post up this picture of the album cover to tempt kelly which i already did. she's dying becasue she can't watch the perf video yet. MUAHAHAHA. (: oh crud! forgot to read postsecrets. here i go! :D sometimes, it creeps me out how close to my own secrets these post secrets are. :O it's like. whooooooaa. small world. D: today's my last day of slack off week. ^-^ i need to get cracking on that stupid book. roarroarroar. ahhhhhh, i'm so. askdjfioasjd. like i'm letting things get to me that i shouldn't. whatever. it doesn't matter. because today is ftisland comeback day! (: hehehe! hmm, what to blog about? i don't even know. idek. (: i woke up at 852 today. mannnn, i dread when school time comes and i have to wake up at 530. D: i really appreciate sleep now. ^-^ today is sunday, what happens on sunday? nothing really. i sit at home and read the newspaper while drinking. not milk. and eating my ramen. or cereal. or eggs. or whatever i'm eating. yummmm. okay. am now listening to r&b version of sorrysorry from suju's supershow. *melts into pile of jelly* :O gasp man. gasp. i bet at the supershow there were many piles of little melted elf puddles. :D the one thing i hate about it is the nonstop screaming in the background. GEEZ, shutup so i can listen! but actually if i was there, i'd probably be freaking out tooo. (: lmao, my parents are watching the vietnamese channel but they have like a vietnamese dubbed korean drama on. which is making me laugh because i can hear the korean music. and i'm not completely clueless about who is singing. WOOHOO JESSICA. (: T-T that was lame. but anyways! (: OMFG. i almost accidentally deleted this whole blog post. XD oh yeah so anyways. in the past week i've been trying to get all my music organized. to no avail. IT'S TOOOO TEDIOUS. i have a short attention span. D: oh yeah, LAST NIGHT, alan's status was im me up if you want to be my wife! and i was so stupid cause i imed him up saying WHO WOULD WANT TO BE YOUR WIFE?! and then he was like HAH! YOU'RE MY WIFE. CAUSE YOU IMED ME UP! D: we had a very nasty divorce settlement! ;D so just reading back on my old posts. i am FREAKING lame! D: not that i'm NOT lame now. i know a lot of people who would read this and be like YES JESSICA YOU ARE LAMEEEE. *tears forever* oh yeah, i think today is mindy's birthday SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINDY! SHINING INHERITANCE AIRS ON YOUR BIRTHDAY! FTISLAND COMEBACK ON YOUR BIRTHDAY! YOU SHOULD BE PROUD. (: nyarhnyarhnyarh. i have no idea what sound that is. but errr. yeah! i watched the second episode of familyouting with new members. it was pretty funny. (: but the funniest thing i watched yesterday was INFINITY CHALLLLLENGEEEE. (: that show is so funny. :D AH I JUST SNEEZE. who is thinking about me. ;D just kidding. T-T no one is thinking about meeee. D: ew i just got a call from lipsync people. asking me to sketch. I DON'T WANT TOOOO. D: i really don't. so i just said i didn't have time. maybe next year. but really, i don't want to deal with that crowd right now. I MISS MARCIE. D: she was in my dream last night! :O but i forgot what it was about. T-T i think it was really scary cause i was running from something. who knows?! *shrugs* mmm,i like tuna in my sandwich. not that i'm eating one. i 'm just thinking about really good tuna. (: i am slightly on the hungry side right now. but errr. yeah! (: blahblahblah, what will i eat for lunch?! :O FEEEEDDD MEEEE. ^-^ in my attempt to add ONE song to my itouch, i'm going to backup my itouch too. which will TAKE FOREVERRRR. :O roarroarroar. i'm online shopping now. which reminds me i'm SOSOSO BEHIND on birthday presents. D: geebus. i think lies was the first bigbang song i ever heard. and it was kelly who showed me the MV when i was still thinking koreans were lame. adn i was like WTF. WHY DID HE KILL HER? WHAT IS THIS? I'M SO CONFUSED? WHAT? but the song is SO GOOOOD. :I "i'm so sorry but i love youuuuuuuuu!" gosh. T-T THANKS A LOT KELLY. geebus. hm it didn't take that long to backup. WEIRD. :I "yeah love is pain! dedicated to all my broken hearted people! damn i'm so sick of love songs. yeah i hate them love songs. yoyoyo! something in korean!" lies reminds me of everytime me and kelly try to sing it. and we suck butt. :D gahhh, i can't even sing outloud cause jeannie's dad is here and it would be so WEIRD if i started singing in korean. randomly. D: with no background music because my headphones are on. i do that in the car though i wonder what it sounds like to the people around me. me just singing in korean or whatever language. with NO background music. it must be really awkward. especially when i get really into it. ^-^ okay, right NOW i'm invisible. i logged on like ten minutes ago and lany was accusing me of being invisible when i wasn't. LMAO. (: ohyeah my retarded bracket that always falls out fell out again. AGAIN. when i was in the shower. and i almost swallowed it! D: IT ALWAYS FALLS OUT. WTF IS THIS. i think the orthodontist is conning me so he can get more cash. I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING. and it fell out. always the same one. CONSPIRACY! wahhh, yoobin rapping lies is so cool. i wish i was that cool. ^-^ wahh. lies remix is so catchy too. (: OKAY. SO I REALLY WANT THIS LUNCHBOX. i mean LOOK AT IT. it's so me. ;D it's from fredflare. i wish i had a cool name like that. WAIT, THA'TS NOT HIS REAL NAME?! WHAT? conspiracy! so if there' s a hellokitty is there a goodbyedoggy? yes people, that is only something jessica would say. is there a salutationssquirrel? OMG TOP'S RAP PART. *dies* me and kelly always freak out at that part. kkogee something kkogee noises. :D strong baby is a really catchy song too. D: gahh, oranges are so yummmy. fruit is yummy in general. i love fruit. fruit is my best friend. omg, that is so sad. T-T i like remixes. i went over this already before. remixes make me dance. ^-^ okay now staring at the lunchbox. i would so bring lunch to school. i would bring what would i bring? a sandwich. some fruit. a spoon. WHY A SPOON? idk, no i wouldn't bring a spoon i would bring a FOON! :O you know, kevintran's info is always something someone said taken out of context to sound dirty. LMAO. (: i am now listening to let's dance. from the infinity challenge album thing. yoo jae suk is so good at rapping it's hilarious. (: the song makes me want to dance all the time! "JUST DANCE, JUST GET DOWN TO IT. EVERYBODY PUT YOUR BACK INTO IT. JUST DANCE, IF YOU LIKE TO MOVE IT. BEFORE THE NIGHT IS OVER!" (: doesn't that just make you want to dance? i mean I SURE WANT TO DANCE. ^-^ the song is super catchy. LMAO, there's a part where they go " go jae suk go jae suk go!" it makes me crack up. they have all the infinity challenge guys' names in the song too. lmaooo! (: okay now listening to cool noodles. LMAO. (: seriously me and my sister love parkmyungsoo. because he's so funny! (: and he has weirdo eyes like an alien. ^-^ when he gets mad he like tries to take off his shirt and everyone is like NOOWTFAREYOUDOING! okay, now i'm eating a tomato. like an apple. which everyone finds weird. yeah, weird jessica. D: WHATEVER. T-T myungcadrive. whootwhoot. .^-^ smtownlive09 set list has been SET. lmao. I REALLY WANT TO GO. but not like i can just fly to korea AND buy a ticket. but i'm seriuosly IN LOVE with the smtown logo. i want the tshirt. i have half a mind to just buy a tshirt and iron on the logo. ^-^ i mean LOOK AT IT. a robot thing with headphones. how cute. er how cool is that!? ^-^ gahhh, i wanna goo. but i really should be setting my sights on convincing my dad to let me go to hollywoodbowl this year with jessica and dianne. ;D me thinks i'll be seeing some 2PM. :D okay, now i CAN'T stop listening to cool noodles. pms has a pretty nice voice. and jessica has a nice voice. and the song is so catchy. it's composed by e-tribe who composed GEE. which is like man amazing. ^-^ so catchy.and summer-y. :D i even got my sister to sing along. she loves it. hehehe! i'm such a bad influence. NOT REALLY. i'm a good influence! D: the new episode of shining inheritance but i refuse to watch it today. because. IDK. i just don't want to. i'm scaredddd. MINDY WATCH IT AND TELL ME WHAT HAPPENS. GAH! D: you know, this blog has been ongoing for the past two hours as i internet surf. lmao. ^-^ i'm trying to get into watching one night two days but it still hasn't stuck to me yet. it's kinda like a cheapy version of family outing with no girls. -_- we'll see! :O hm, i like V.O.S.'s music. it's nice. ^-^ and right now i'm on the phone with michael planning a surprise party for a certain person's birthday. ^-^ good thing he doesn't read this blog. yay life. i'm excited. surprise parties are fun fun fun fun. (: i like surprises. they're cute. right? RIGHT. out of curiousity i checked my last.fm. i have 11192 plays! yay me. (: AH, WHATEVER I PLAY ON MY ITUNES IS BEING SCROBBLED. WHAT IS THIS. that's embarassing it's all korean music. T-T *hides head in shame* geebus! D: OMFG. ALAN JUST SENT ME DIVORCE AGREEMENT. LMAO! yeah right fool! i will not sign! D: AND NOW, he says because i won't sign. we are still married. WHAT IS THIS. *dies* okay, i'm going to go watch funny stuff and eat yummy food nowwww. be nice to little kids guys! (:

because it's "funner" to read this blog than others, jdn.

hothothot. D:

it's hot. I BLAME GLOBAL WARMING! D: today's volleyball practice was pretty fun even though some people pissed me off. :D i hit a spike for the first time EVERRRR. i was so proud of myself. (: but omg, it hurt my head so much when thang hit the ball and it ricochet off the roof and smacked me on the back of the head. gahhh! D: but volleyball is super fun. we're getting a lot better. i'm kinda bummed i can't go to the tournament but it's okay! ^-^ i just like playing in general. i like the adrenaline rush. it's like when i watch the guys play tennis. EXCEPT i'm playing...volleyball! :D hahaha, i hope our team does good. since we have two teams hopefully it'll be st. barbara vs. st. barbara and either way we'll get first and second. that'd be AWESOMEEEE. (: okay, so i just posted up a blog on my secretblog. GASP. ;D it's a secret. :D JUST LIKE FREAKING VICTOR'S BLOG WHICH HE PRIVATED. WTFMAN! D: just kidding, it's okay. D: right now, am listening to first kiss. by ajoo. he , i have to say. has a KICKING body. like. dayummmmm. :) OH THE GIRL I MADE A BANNER FOR REPLIED. yay, she likes it. i'm so happy. :D hahaha! dangit! i keep opening tabs to go on a website. and i forget what website i'm going to go on. wtf is this! oh yeah, i just remember. ^-^ so yeah secretblog post. made me relieved. because i guess. i came to terms with myself. LMAO. (: happy fourth to kelly and danny i think that's what i read on his blog. I LOVE YOU GUYS! okay i don't really LOVE danny but i LOVE kelly. :D gahh, i'm so sore from practice. my legs are like retardo. :P omfg, i just saw something and it pisses me off. and i don't need to secretblog it because it doesn't matter. but damn, GET YOUR OWN EFFING FRIENDS. STOP JACKING OURS. HOLY EEFFFFFF. D: okay, i'm all better. :) i'm extra pissy when it's hot and i'm all sweaty. GROSSSSS. D: blahblah. i need pictures to add. LMAO, it's all probably gonna be lame kpop gifs and pictures that i love. :D listening to : my girl by ss501. i love that song. it's so prettttty. :) listening to: umbrella by epik high! EPIK HIGH. I LOVE EPIK HIGH! (: epik high is the best. since victor's gone I WILL BE THE EPIK HIGH FAN CLUB PRESIDENT! :D man i super love epik high. okay new song: ask for forgiveness: minwoo. this song is so GOOOOOOOD. goshhhh man. which reminds me of kkokkotour. where him and amy met. and now i find out amy is a bizzzznitch! :O gossssh, freaking a! D: anyways. IT'S SUPER HOT. gahhhh, hence the sun picture, which originally was HUMUNGOOOO and i had to SUPER resize it. it took. not that long but i just like to complain. (: now my mom's being all pissy about me being on the computer. GOSHHHHH, i like the computer. D: i'm kinda hungry but not really. it's too hot to eat what my mom cooked right now. some like super hot soup noodle noodle soup thing. it's yummy. but HOT. so not yet. eww, my hands are all sticky. GROSSS. okay now i'm getting off cause my mom's super pissy.

prouder than usual, JDN.

ROFLMAO. (:

happy 16th birthday taemin! (: roflmao, i'm such a loser. D: but yeah, i'm listening to shinee's "romantic" right NOW. and i just heard taemin's voice. and i was spazzing out. OMG IT'S BACK. :D hehehe, and i woke up this morning to find christina hung and victor FIGHTING. over me. ;D hehehe, on my facebook. it was like five bajillion pages long of them being retards. i miss those two. christina more than victor. :D i had a dream i was a part of ft island. and i was the youngest. and it was kinda weird. BUT SO AMAZING AT THE SAME TIME. i mean think about it. five very handsome. [or most of them are] boys taking care of you. because you're the maknae. :) that's really a dream. ;D yesterday i spent the choir time talking to theresa about high school. LMAO. i found it amusing how clueless i used to be. or still am. D: HAHA, just read kelly's blog. she saw victor at a buffet. that must been extremely awkward. which is why i hate seeing people outside of where i should see them. it's like. should i talk to them? what. what is this?! gahhh! *dies* i'm the epitome of awkwardness when i see people outside of their originated places. okay, now i'm listening to some violin solo. and it makes me feel cruddy cause i haven't practiced violin in forever. :D haha! I HAVE TO BE IN FIRST VIOLIN THIS YEAR DAMMMMMIT. mr. g. don't be racist and put the asians in the back! oh wait, the whole orchestra is practically asian except fred. ;D lalala, so spazzing out about ft island last night. still am. i listened to all the old music which i know is going to make kelly think OMFG I MISS WONBIN SO MUCHHHH.and yes, i was listening to his voice and i was like GAHHH I MISS YOU TOOOO! :D and then i listened to i hope and my favorite part is when seunghyun and jaejin [:O] sing. it's SO CATCHY. *damn life* :D oh yeah, and i was looking at their third album promo pics and after awhile of staring at jaejin's picture i realized what it reminded me of. harry freaking potter! if i saw that picture and i was a little kid. i'd be like. OMG MOM! IT'S HARRY POTTER! :D for realios. (: or maybe i'm just retarded. but yeah, now i just realized this time last year i'd just opened up my tr thread. i think i should get back into doing that. XD since it's summer. i think i'll open up a new one? maybeeeees. i feel bad for abandoning the other one. but whatever. no one was requesting anyways! (: i think i'll just start doing random requests. yeahhhh, i haven't photoshopped in a LONG time. i'm kinda rusty. bwahahahah! OMG. SHINING INHERITANCE AIRS TONIGHT! YESSSSSSSSSSS. :D i can't wait! okay now, tell me by the wonder girls is playing. and you know how freaking addicting that is? I HAVE TO GET UP AND FREAKING DANCE. D: anyways, WINGARDIUM LEVIOSA. :D hahaha, i think i'm going to get into the habit of posting pics with my post. yoyoyo! (: lalala, OMONA. :D missing you by ftisland is a gooooood song. i'm kinda sad lany lost my shorts. and it's nice that she offered to buy new ones. but those shorts meant a lot to me. D: i hope she finds them though. gahhh! cause i need them for film project next week. geebus. OMFG. I JUST SAW. ahhh, where's maria?! :D hankyung with BLONDE HAIR. which i have this thing where i hate asians with blonde hair. except for that time kyuhyun had blonde hair for dontdon promo. but hankyung with blonder hair is HOT too! :O i'm surprised at myself. geebus! :D and eunhyuk with slightly red hair is good too. ^-^ thank GOD heechul hacked off that nasty long hair. :D i can't stop looking at my blog banner. I KNOW, so conceited, but i like it. cause they're all looking at my name. ;D LMAO. *bows head in shame* blahblahblah. i feel like i should post another pic. just to have it like. three pics. two ish parts of text. which is an incriment of FIVE. you know me and my ocd?! D: listening to : gee. damn this morning and all the catchy songs coming up on itunes. D: oh and MARIAAAA, did you hear about the infinity challenge mini album? IT'S SO . good. surprisingly. especially park myung soo's song with jessica from snsd. that's my new favorite song. it's called COLD NOODLES. ^-^ anyways, this morning i watched yoo jae suk's perf with tiger[?] "future liger" lmao. he has a lot a lot of charisma for a guy that looks like a grasshopper. ;D lmaooo. he's super funny. my goodness, my blogs make no sense whatsoever. D: blahblahblah. yesterday when huong kept asking me about peter dinh was kinda weird. o_O but i guess THAT explains it all. lmaooooo. OMFG, in my search of a yoojaesuk perf picture i saw a picture of his wife. and she's really PRETTY. mannnnnn. :D awwwww, THEY'RE REALLY CUTE TOGETHER. man, you go man! :D okay instead of a perf picture. i posted up this one. cause everytime i see it. it makes me laugh. and "Cheers me up!" so i hope it cheers you up! lmaooooo. :D i wanna try being stuck on a wallll! imagine that you guys. imagine that. ^-^ listening to touched by boa. i really like her american debut album. it's a lot of dance and techno-y music. but i'm still in the process of obsessing with D.I.S.C.O. by uhm jung hwa. since my recent obsession with he who can't marry has drawn me to her music. she's seriously korea's madonna. :D sweety by clazziquai project is such a cute song. ^-^ i remember when me and victor were listening to epik high music and i sent this to him and he was like NO. THIS IS TOO HAPPY I REFUSE TO LISTEN TO IT! roar! i was like: WTF? D: yes, it's a happy song. and so cute. the mv is SO CUTE. SOCUTE. lee jun ki as some freaky kid is SO CUTE. :D SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE. ^-^ did i say...it's SO CUTE! :D anyways, i'm going to do photoshop shtuff now. don't forget to hug somebody today! i hear hugging others is good for the heart! ^-^

like a fish out of water, jdn.

CROSS&CHANGE. <3

so, new banner in honor of the NEW ftisland album, cross&change. WHICH I AM IN LOVE WITH. especially the song marry me. (: and i know, i feel so bad for semi betraying my love for wonbin, but i semi am in love with the new guy, seunghyun. because. he has an amazing voice. and is beyond adorable. and he doesn't deserve all those damn antifans. TEARS. D: anyways, yes i love the new album. lots of teen angst as always. but that's my ft island for you. ;D and i ALSO love love love the new clazziquai album, mucho punk. it's so MELANCHOLY. i can't stand it, i have to listen to it constantly. :D especially the song chocolate truffle. oh alex, your beautiful voice is so . beautiful. ;D and, on wednesday night i finished the whole clue collector series. WHICH WAS STUPID OF ME TO WATCH AT NIGHT, because i couldn't sleep for two hours out of fear and i sat in my room with the light on watching funny videos so i wouldn't be scared anymore. but clue colletor was SO ADDICTING. and arron yan, i have to admit is pretty damn hot. and him and gui gui. GAH GAH, CUTEST COUPLE EVER. i spent the day watching videos of them on other shows. geeeeeeeeeee, they are so cute. (: but yeah. clue collecter. BEYOND ADDICTING. the whole suspensefulness is very different from normal loveydovey stuff. and i love the detective conan feel. :D so it was really fun to watch. plus. the abundance of hot guys was helpful too. ;D and now i started on together with rainie yang, whose voice i love. and jiro. who's pretty damn kinda ugly. :P sometimes. DAMN YOU TAIWANESE DRAMAS AND YOUR CUTENESS. korean dramas make me cry too much. taiwanese dramas make me giddy too much. and japanese dramas have too many ugly guys but are so funny. DAMN YOU ASIAN DRAMAS. D: since i opened up photoshop, might as well photoshop some other shtuff. i haven't played with all those new photoshoot released pictures of 2PM or ftisland. SHAME ON YOU JESSICA. so this week was my slack off on east of eden week. i did NOTHING. next week starts the get back on track week. :P teehee, i got so distracted by dramas and stuff. :P i just realized seunghyun reminds me of arron yan. GAH gah. damn those asians with perfect features. :D lately, youtube has been my bestfriend. and i've been sleeping extremely late. D: hahaha, and i've been sleeping in which is a first for me. but it feels so good to catch up on all the sleep i lost from staying up late during the school year doing apeuro notes and freaking annotations. :D and i haven't talked about my recent obsession with facebook. yeah that thing is PRETTY fun. i mean it's very very efficient. :D yeah it's easier to keep in touch with people. like VIVIAN TRAN, the senior who always makes fun of me and fred. gosh vivian, when are you and CHRISTINAHUNG gonna get over that?! ME AND FRED ARE NOT GOING OUT. we always fight, and you guys think it's friendly flirting?! WHAT IS THIS?! :D right so i said i was going to photoshop. and i intended to do it now and post it up along with this blog. but i NEVER do that. because i like to concentrate on one thing. so i'll probably photoshop AFTER this if i'm not lazy. :D i'm going to continue spazzing about the new ft island album. i love it. a lot. the MV was so funny. (: i even like jaejin's bowl cut. which everyone is talking about. i think he looks cute. ^-^ and the new clazziquai project album. of course few people know about clazziquai project. but i remember at kevin's house maria turned on wizard of OZ and i immediately started dancing. :D hehehe! blahblahblah. i'm trying to find a new drama to start on. but nothing's really catching my eye. and taiwanese variety shows are kinda boring. :P maybe i should rewatch we got married. i misssss that show. (: me hears some new people are going to be on it. weeeeeeeeeee! :D i'm such a gossip. ^-^ i really like my new banner. now i can stare at my blog all day. :D hahaha! oh yeah, i watched the first family outing episode with the new members, i feel bad for betraying my love for chunhee and yejin. technically, the girl i don't really care for. she's kinda funny. and i feel bad for her cause hyori gives her a hard time, but i love it at the same time. on the other hand, park hae jin, the new guy. is SO FREAKING ADORABLE. TO THE MAX! :D i love him to death but not really. :D but yeah, he's freaking adorable. and freaking hilarious. so i think they're good additions to fo. but i have to wait for the next episode to be subbed to make my decision about the girl. GRRR. :D blahblahblah. i'm going to photoshop and listen to marry me now. :D see you later alligator!

just so you know, jdn.

concert in the PARK. (:

SO, key club was SUPER fun. except for the FORTY MINUTES I SPENT WANDERING AROUND BY MYSELF. cough, other than that. i saw VINCENTSPACEVU. i misssss him so muchhhh! (: and neil's haircut? LOOKS GOOD. (: and i met sean from FV. he's so FUNNNNY. (: except when he scared me five thousand times on the parachute thing. and johnny came and noticed my three week old haircut. hehe, and and i met vivian. and then me and doug and neil played non strip thirteen. and then we went to the PLAYGROUND. to play. :D and that was super fun. the whole atmosphere was so cute. i'm going every week. HUZZAH! :D key club is so fun! except when DOUG BROKE THE THING. THE STAND THING. GAHH! :D lmao. doug day! oh yeah and i met SAM! who has stalker photos on his phone. which is beyond creepy. but he let me have some horchata. or whatever however it's spelled. LIQUID CHURRRRRO! (: and the parachute thing was fun to hide in. except some little girl ran into me and freaked the crap out of me. oh yeah and we played frisbee. WHICH WAS SCARY. COUGH. DOUG. D: and neil's pants were unbuttoned and unzipped. SO AWKWARD. HEY THIS IS A CHILDREN EVENT! D: but keyclub is love. you know what i'm sayingsaying?

until next time. jdn.

TODAY. (:

today was fun. (: got a new wall planner thing. ERASABLE MARKER. (: YESSSS. and saw garret at albertsons. he looks healthy. i miss that guy a lot. ): anddddd. it's really hot. and i'm going to concert in the park later. for keyclub. sorta. (: should be fun. will blog later.

don't forget it. jdn.

this is why i love the lunchtable. (:

chubbyduyz (7:44:37 PM): i got a scar on my wrist
chubbyduyz (7:44:39 PM): like on your leg
chubbyduyz (7:44:42 PM): eww
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:44:44 PM): HEYYYY.
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:44:48 PM): mine's all red. D:
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:44:51 PM): and it stings. >:O
chubbyduyz (7:44:53 PM): HAHAH
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:44:53 PM): stupid tree!
chubbyduyz (7:44:55 PM): good timees
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:44:59 PM): LOL! D:
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:45:01 PM): how'd you get cut?
chubbyduyz (7:45:26 PM): its embarassing
chubbyduyz (7:45:29 PM): i got cut by a ball
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:45:31 PM): WHAT?!
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:45:36 PM): HAHHAHHA. HOW!?
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:45:38 PM): XD
chubbyduyz (7:45:45 PM): the plastic thing where you blow ti up
chubbyduyz (7:45:50 PM): its fricking sharp
chubbyduyz (7:45:50 PM): !
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:45:56 PM): OMGGG, you're such a spazz. (:
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:46:00 PM): that's even worse than me.
chubbyduyz (7:46:04 PM): hey
chubbyduyz (7:46:09 PM): its a tricky ball!
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xKevin Luuigi (7:35:56 PM): haha i know
xKevin Luuigi (7:36:00 PM): i love how
xKevin Luuigi (7:36:03 PM): our table is
xKevin Luuigi (7:36:04 PM): so close
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:36:09 PM): i knowwww. it makes me happy inside. (:
xKevin Luuigi (7:36:13 PM): haha yeah
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:36:41 PM): everything is just comfortable. (:
xKevin Luuigi (7:36:54 PM): haha yeah
xKevin Luuigi (7:37:02 PM): :]
xKevin Luuigi (7:37:06 PM): i love our table.
HELLOJESSICAXD (7:37:09 PM): ME TOOO. (:
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; what happened this summer that reminded you of the lunchtable.
duy: i saw a table.
jeffie: i saw a beetle and wanted to attack it! (:
kelly: i saw a tennis balll. [WTF. :D]
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while watching shining inheritance.

right , so first time this summer i woke up at 6. it's cause m mom has her test today. GOOD LUCK MOMMY. so i'm drying my clothes now. and eating corn flakes with a touch of honey. and blogging and shtuff. and i CAN'T stop listening to the 2NE1 cover of take a bow. or the new clazziquai project album. omgggg, so good. and what else. i do'nt really know. but it's really early. oh yeah and i'm gearing up. getting my tissues ready to watch episode 24 of shining inheritance. RIGHT NOW. i will bloggggie after okay? mmkay! oh yeah, i realize i eat a lot of cereal. cereal is yummy. it's the only way i get some milk in my system. :P and now i'm invisible on aim because i don't want anyone bothering me until i finish. gah, okay. okay. i'm ready. *tears* okay so i'm watching. ah the grandma is awake! :O OMFGOMFG. OMFG. WTF IS THIS. SHE'S ALIVEEE. that is the power of love man. THE POWER OF LOVE. she must have been in her coma and felt their love for each other and was like I MUST AWAKEN. ROARROARROAR! ah grandma is so sweet. i love that woman. gahhh, so cool. D: *tears* i hate seeing her half dead. good thing she isn't in a coma anymore. or whatever the heck she was in! ^-^ eun sung has the coolest haircut. like a mushroom. ^-^ hehehe! HAHA, SUCK IT SEUNGMI. THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR BEING EVIL. biznitch! :O those humidifier things they have in the hospital are so coool. LOLLOL. BUTLER PYO. he's the best. so freaking HILARIOUS. the butlers are always so funny. :D the mom and the butler. THEY BETTER END UP TOGETHER. lmaooo, even for a side couple, they're pretty funnnnny. hye ri is freaking FUNNNNNY. she's sucha good friend. :D gahgahgah, my brain hurts. do i want her with junse or with hwan? ah, but junse's kinda TOO NICEEEEE. D: damn you jerk complex! DAMN YOU JERK COMPLEX. LMAOLMAO, the roommate is so funny. so so so funny. i laugh. ha. HA. HA. :) ah, eunsung's DADDDD. why can't she find him and her brother yetttt. D: tears forever. SO CLOSE. damn you korean dramas and your SO CLOSE moments. damn you cliffhangers! D: OMFG. THE STEPMOM. IS SUCH A AKLSDJFAKSD. i hate her. she's so evil. and she made her daughter evil tooooo! D: and junse's dad. HOW CAN THEY BE RELATED. extremely nice vs. extremely EVILLLLL. D: aksjdfa. *dies* ewwww. seungmi hasn't changed clothes in three days. THAT'S NASTY. SHE WENT HOME. ADN SHE DIDN'T EVEN CHANGE. OR SHOWER? WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. GROSSSSS. DON'T TRUST HER GRANDMA! SEE RIGHT THROUGH HER! THAT'S RIGHT! grrrr. D: [GAH OH NO, my hair dried retarded again. D: damn you hair!] gahhh, no eunsung! stop thinking about junse! YOU LOVE HWANNNNNNNN. THE JERK. DAMMIT D: DAMMMMNNN JERK COMPLEXES. :D yes! CONFRONT HER, hwan is going to confront seungmi. I KNOW IT! DO IT! :D damn, now it's eunsung junse confrontation time. D: TEARS. TEARS. *gets tissues ready* WTF, now cutting back to hwan seungmi confrontation. :o gaspgaspgasp. I WON'T CRY HERE. you know why? becuase i hate seungmi! D: BREAKKK HERRRRRR. doooooo ittttttttt! gahhhhhh! YES BECAUSE OF EUNSUNG HE'S LEAVING YOU. YOU FOOOL! YOU FOOOOOOOOOL. duh duh duh! :) HA, HE BELIEVES EUNSUNG. don't act surprised! YOU LIEDDDD. D: this is funny. so funnnnnnnnnnny. :) he caught her lies! THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR LYINGGGGG. :D it's kinda creepy how he figued it out. like DETECTIVE CONAN. :o i love that manga. :D it's so fun to read. but scary at night. so i don't do that anymore. D: "i'm trying to tell you i can't accept your feelings for me!" HAHAHA, HA. HA. HA. SUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRR! :D WHAT. YOU CALLING SELFISH? YOU'RE THE SELFISH LIAR. *CAPLOCKCAPLOCKCAPLOCK* DON'T GUILT TRIP HIM. ihateyouihateyouihateyou! D: D: D: "tell me to die instead" HA, OKAY. DIE! D: gah, i hate her character. *dies* gah. eunsung's turn. dammit, i actually like junse! DON'T MAKE HIM CRRYYYY. I'M GONNNNNNA CRY. D: damn life! D: ah, he's being so nice about it. geeebus. D: *tissues* he's doing one word stuff. "why" "what" "who" AHHHH, *tears* gah, his eyes. so sad. so sad. [i don't know wtf this is, but there is a weird bump on my ear! D: and it's weird! :D] OMGGGG, so sad for junse. "why hwan? why hwan of all people?" GAHHHHH! D: I'M SORRRRRRRRRRRRRY. it's the jerk complex junse! don't be sad! D: i'm sad! *cries* omfg, he's crying. i'm going to cry. omfg, he's not crying. he' s tearing up! but i'm crying! D: *tears* he has such sad eyes. D: ay yi yi. WHY DO NICE GUYS ALWAYS LOSEEEEEEEEE. D: [oh yeah, so i gave up on cinderella man again. it just kinda dragggged on. :P] gah, gah, he's so nice. D: i wish there were guys like this in real life. BUT YEAH RIGHTTTT. boys are stupid! :D the music even made it worse. OH GREATTT, seungmi vs eunsung confrontation. SHE'S STILL WEARING THE SAME CLOTHES? WTFFF. gosh seungmi, TAKE A SHOWER FOR GOODNESS SAKE! :P YEAH EUNSUNG YOU GO GIRL. BE COLD! :) OMFG, SEUNGMI. GET A LIFE. bwahahhha 'do you want to die?" BWAHHAHA. :D omfg, don't say you can't live without a person. freaking A! D: at the beginning i thought seungmi would be a nice character. BUT THINK AGAINNNNN! D: "if oppa goes to you, i will die in front of you. so if oppa goes to you, block it." WTF. YOU CRAZY? WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT. DUMMMMMB. BUTT. D: what a chickenface! :O that's right eunsung! STAND UP FOR YOURSELF! :D DO IT! GAH, WTF. NO. DON'T TURN AROUND "help me live!" WTF IS THIS. WTF IS THIS. GET A LIFE CHICKENFACE. D: no eunsung, don't cry! it's all a trick! WALK AWAY, GO. RUN FOR YOUR LIFE! D: man, the OST for this drama is so damn gooooood. *listens to background music* *sings along* :D awww, hwan misses eunsung. ^-^ NO, junseeeeee. D: don't drink your life away! tears! D: [i've never blogged while watching a korean drama before. i sound like such a FREAKKKKK. ^-^ but it's fun. hehehe!] dootdoot, GO GRANDMA. stand up for your beef and noodle soup making skills! :) OMFG, THE STUPID. LAWYER GUY! he's gonna trick grandma. D: i hate that guy, junse's dad. man, man! HWAN IS SUSPICIOUS! YES! GOOD BOYYYY. :) wtf? a random kungfu master in a company meeting. :) man, that grandma is the coolest grandma EVER. after my grandma! ;D i think they reuse the old people in korean dramas. cause in every korean drama, the grandma is played by the same lady. and the moms too. interesante! ^-^ lalalalalla, man, eunsung's dad, as nice and sad as he is. he's such a dummmmbbutt. geeebus. :P EUNWOOOOOO, he's so cuteeeeeee. ^-^ i love eunwoo. such a cute little brother. i wish he'd reunite with eunsung already! :D the bar owner guy is nice for keeping him. :D HE'S PRETTY CUTE. ;D [YAY, MY CLOTHES ARE DRY! ^-^] GASP, HE TEXT MESSAGED HER. HOW CUTE. SHE'S SO HAPPPPY. i'd be happy too! ;D how cute. how cute. cute music! cute stuff! :D LMAO, HE'S WAITING FOR A REPLY. "are her fingers broken?" LMAO. how cute. ^-^ i love the song that is playing. i need to go DL the ost. geeeebus! i love the second restaurant mangager and the guy who works there too. they're hilarious. ^-^ ew, he's wearing a satin shirt. satin shirts are so unflattering! D: on himmm... :D okay, wait not really. it's just i don't like the shinyness. AH, SEUNGMI AGAIN? damn you! D: OMG. SHE TEXTMESSAGED BACK, AND NOW HE LEAVES SEUNGMI! :D aww, how cute. when he sees her. "have you eaten?" ah, so cute. *dies dies dies a million times dies* teehee! *happyface* lalala, i still hate the stepmom and her freaking daughter seungmi. they really go in the book for evil. that mom is so conniving and manipulative. manggggg. D: [ i wonder, is this the final episode?! actually, i don't think so. it's supposed to be. but why would so much crap be shoved into this episode? nahhh, i don't think so. i think they're extending it. I'M TALKING TO MYSELF. lmao. let's see. she still needs to: save the company. find her dad. find her brother. marry hwan. wait what? oh wait that's my imagination. ;D] ger, i also hate junse's dad. he's in my book of evil tooo! D: OMG. JUNSE TO THE RESCUE. i'm so glad he's okay. :D even though he likes her! he still can be friends. and smileeeeeeeee. he's so much better than seungmi! yeahhh! :) i'm so proud of him. :') *tears* it's raining mennnn, alleluiah. OMG. KUNGFU MASTER MAN! :o WHO IS HE?! so curious. :o everything in korean ends with an INMIDA. lmao, somethingsomething inmida. ,hello i'm inmida. lmaooooo. always INMIDA. ^-^ anyways, that was a tangent. sorrrries. :D not like anyone wantts to read THIS post. i'd advise you not too. but if you got to here, it's too late! RUN NOW. don't continue reading my SPAZZZZING. ^-^ blahblahblah. boring speeches. blahblahblah boring speeches. napun namjaaaa. ftisland! :D great, hwan's crying again. he's been crying a lot lately! geeebus, i mean it's nice to cry! but man up sometimes! IN FRONT OF YOUR COWORKERS TOP. GEEBUS. D: goo speech though. MAN, KUNG FU MASTER. WHO THE HECK IS HE? KUNG FU MASTER! WHO ARE YOUUUU! nineteen nintey nine?! HAHA, boom. :) ah what a cute scene. the workers are so cute. AH CUTE. :D cutecutecute. ^-^ KUNGFU MASTER. AGAIN, seriously, who the heck is he? he randomly appeared. and now. AWWW, HWAN AND EUNSUNG ARE WALKING TOGETHER. "DON'T LOOK AT ME, it's embarassing! D:" how cute. :) OMGOMG. HE TOLD HER TO WAIT. OMG, oh okay, i thought he was going to kiss her. MANGGG. :) WTF. SEUNGMI SNEAKING INTO THE COMPANY? what she doing?! okay on the last part. yes i doubt this is the last episode. and i just smelled my shirt. and i still smell like man. WTF IS THIS. :( oh wait, that's cause my bag is right next to me. lmao. :). i smell like kevin's brother! hoooray! WHOA, SHE'S HACKING FOR HIM. hahaha, what a hacker. :) it's so suspenseful. i feel like. she's going to get caught. like right now or something. D: okay, just kidding. :) OMFG. JUNSE'S DAD. IS EVIL! making him vote against grandma. D: evil man! evil man! D: whoa, junse looks like he's gonna go crazy. I'M GOING CRAZY! D: gahhhhh! seungmi calling junse? what is this. :o gaspeth! ^-^ whoa, KUNGU MASTER KNOWS GRANNNNNY. :D i really wanna know who he is! GEEBUS. kungfu master, who are you?! nineteen ninety nine! :D OH YEAH, evil stare at lawyer park. YOU GO GIRL. :D OMG, THEY WON'T LET HER SIT IN HER PRESIDENT CHAIR. wtf is this. EVIL. BEETARDS. D: she has the best evil cold stare ever. :D i love it. ^-^ junse has a really nice facial structure. ^-^ i'm weird. :D KUNGFU MASTER. :D tell me who you areeee. por favor. ^-^ whoa that guy looks like jo kwon. AHHH, THIS IS SO SUSPENSEFUL. D: junse don't be a bad guy! por favorrrr senor! D: DAMN IT LIFE. I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL SATURDAY FOR THE NEXT EPISODE. GAHHH, at least he who can't marry aired last night and has another episode tonight. yay life? NOT REALLLLY. D: okay, time to go dl music. this was such a waste of a blog. ;) but i had fun. HEHEHE! byeeeeeeeeees. OH YEAH, and my cut from yesterday stingssss. IT'S LIEK I GOT CUT BY A KNIFE. lmao! :D note to self: DL. cinderellaman ost. he who can't marry ost. and shining inheritance ost. okay, off to watch the new episode of he who can't marry. I'M SO EXCITED. i'll blog that show tomorrow, cause one airs tonight toooo. ^-^ yay life!

keepin' it real; JDN.

LTC.<3

guys, today's ltc hangout was so. cute. i missed you guys so much! time just felt like it flewwww by. i seriously missed every single one of you, YES EVEN YOU DUY! ^-^ except for when you tried to make me lose in marco polo and almost drowned me. D: it was fun swimming, and smelling like MAN. and it was fun to unleash my mad skills at ping pong! :D we must hang out some time soon. NEXTWEEK. i think me and maria? and anyone else who can come! i loveeeeeeeeee you guys. just like kevin says whenever we talk. LMAO.

heartheartheart. JDN.

ltc [click.]

[mjkk.] + [norp.] = [ltc.] *heart*

CBLOVE.

YAYAYAYAYAY.

guess what!? i'm sucha good girl, my parents are letting me out of my dungeon! i'm going to kevin's house tomorrow to hang out with the little lunch table kids. I'M SO EXCITED. :) because i miss them so much. i'm sad cause kelly probably won't go. *teartear* but i'm excited. weeeeeoh. ^-^ i'm glad i convinced my parents. they were like WHAT IS THE ADDRESS SO WE CAN BRING BACK YOUR DEAD CORPSE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS. i think they think we're gonna have some like cult sacrifice and burn kevin's house down or something. XD hehehe, i love my daddy for letting me go. I'M GOING TO BRING MY CUPCAKE MIX. because we can bake cupcakes. :) woohoooo! yay for cupcakes! see you tomorrow lunch table kids. i'm going to get all emotional. ;D

heartheartheart, JDN.

OMGOMGOMG. kelly's going. THE WHOLE CREW WILL BE THERE. happyfreakingface!

HAHA.

me: i used to be such a cute kid! but not ANYMOREEEEE.
k: :o are you sure?
me: YEAHHH, my mommy says: you used to be so cute! WHAT HAPPENED.
k: LOL.
k: ARE YOU SURE.
me: YESSSS. D:
k: i don't knowwww, i think you're quite cute. ^-^

after 250 is...251.

251. i have a spoon with my name on it and the day i was born. it was given to me when i was born. i use the nonscooping side to scoop out yogurt from those yogurt cups you get at the supermarket cause the hole on those things are just soo tiny! D:
252. never on this blog have i truly said how i felt. ever. i've always. kept it to myself. always.
253. me and douglas stood on the side of the road waving a sign that said firewooks *arrow* for keyclub.. he looked like a cheap hoooker. :D
254. when i sleep, my pillows and blankets have to be in specific places. or something like that.
255. my itouch charger always shocks me.
256. i've put off jailbreaking my itouch because my dad is against it.
257. i marked on my calendar the day my itouch warranty runs out. i dream a diamond. WHY? because jailbreak. and if you steal a diamond. you go to jail. and you have to break out of jail! ^-^
258. i hate when people touch my annotations. i think i said that already? yes i did. BUT REPEATED, FOR EMPHASIS.
259. capslock is always used for emphasis you hear?
260. even though i like swimming, i don't like doing it with a lot of people because i feel awkward in a swim suit. :P
261. i always read my horoscope. and i get excited when it's a good one. it never happens.
262. one time, my fortune cookie fortune...CAME TRUE.
263. i want a surprise party planned for me someday. it feels good. [thanks michael. ;D]
264. i learned how to play one song on the guitar.
265. i like playing the bass guitar better. because it's easier. and i look cool playing it. ^-^
266. when i watch fireworks, i look like a child. with wide eyes. even though kevin says when you look at bright things, your eyes get smaller. -_-
267. one time. at disneyland. they had a show where they made it snow on main street. i did not know it was coming. we were standing around. it happened. i looked up like a giddy kid. i had the same expression as the kid next to me. my friends have a picture of it. ^-^
268. once, we were cleaning up after a dance or something, i tripped on WHO KNOWS WHAT and tripped into the trashcan. my friends took a picture before helping me out.
269. i do not tuck my thieu nhi shirt into my skirt.
270. the zipper on my thieunhi skirt is broke. I NEED A NEW ONE. T-T
271. i want to be in nghia si forever.
272. ever since i was little, my dad always plays french or european music saturday morning. i listen to it so much i can sing along to it now. it's really fun. and EMBARASSING. :D
273. i want to take a ride on a hot air balloon with someone special. even though i'm deathly afraid of heights.
274. i'm more scared of roller coasters than my little eight year old sister is. D:
275. i think back in the day, the british were pretty scandalous. and it's funny to read about it.
276. i DESPISE people who type like this: wAzzZUP. y0 man9. i sup4H c00l. I CAN'T READ WHAT YOU ARE SAYING. YOU FOOL!
277. along with those typos. i have grammatical mistakes. often.
278. at DHNS09. kito vua's skit about the huynh truong made me cry. secretly. it touched me. i want to be like that. *sigh*
279. as overrated as yiruma's music is, i think it's beautiful.
280. i always thought. if i runaway. would anyone run after me?
281. i like hats. but i don't know yet if i can pull them off. buy me one. ^-^
282. i think my life has truly been influence by thieunhi. it's amazing. *heart*
283. i'm still surprised when i hear how effed up my generation is. i'm truly surprised when i hear about all the behind the scenes stuff. it's surprising. or maybe i'm just an idiot.
284. i have watched A LOT A LOT of dramas. and movies. hehehe! :D
285. someday, i want that purple khanh.
286. sometimes, i feel like this is more fun and relieving than blogging, or hyperblogging. :D
287. I WANT TO WATCH UP DAMMIT! D:
288. after douglas read my lice confession, he asked me if they shaved all my hair off. i confess, NO THEY DIDN'T IDIOT. -_- they have shampoo and stuff. it actually smells good. for some weird reason. D:
289. when i'm about to cry. i put my head down. i blink a lot. and i touch my hair. watch out for that. ;D
290. doug always corrects my mistakes. I HATE IT. D:
291. i used to play neopets. AVIDLY. :o
292. i hate tying my hair up.
293. i repeat i think. I HAVE A HORRIBLE GLASSES TAN. D:
294. i LOVELOVELOVE playing streetfights. i always usually pick the girl with the blue hair ribbons. but i also like the weird indian zombie guy with the longgggg arms. ^-^
295. when i play mariokart, i ALWAYS pick luigi or baby luigi. i NEVER pick princess peach. :D
296. i went to dai hoi nghia si which was held in missouri. the bus ride/roadtrip there was more fun than the convention. because BUSES ARE FUN. and ROAD TRIPS ARE ALWAYS FUN! ^-^
297. i still have a roll of film that i have yet to develop. it's from outdoor ed. SIXTH GRADE. -_-
298. i think the asian babygirl peace sign against face next to eyes pose is so LAME. ^-^
299. i LOVELOVELOVE jumping houses! :D
300. in my binder, on the first page. i always make big TO DO check off lists. with really big check off boxes. so i feel good when i check one off.
301. i like flowers. they're fun to play with. :D
302. i don't want to be a hiep si. BROWN KHANH? EWWWW. D:
303. when i'm bored. i will tell a person. *INSERT SOMETHING TO DO* GO! always with the GO! at the end. cause it's fun.
304. i think japanese dramas are more amusing. but korean dramas are more heartwarming.
305. on that note. atashinchi no danshi is SO HILARIOUSSSSS. ^-^
306. i think german is a very amazing language.
307. online shopping is REALLY HARD. D:
308. blake lewis has fun music to listen to. :x
309. i think ANH is a BOY'S name.
310. my mother wishes to go to nursing school. at the SAME TIME I DO. she think it'll be cool. :O
311. i think jimmy has a beer belly. HEHEHE! ^-^ just kidding, not THAT bad. but it sticks out. like a pregnant belly. :o
312. i thought derek's stuffed at the shoelace part shoes were pretty lame. ^-^
313. during the confirmation retreat, when we were supposed to be discussing our lives and shtuff, derek told us racist jokes. IT WAS FUNNNNN. we really bonded though. *heart*
314. i hate drinking soda.
315. ^ i prefer rasberry iced tea. EVERYSINGLETIME. :D
316. it pisses me off that you guys ditched us for some stupid girls that you barely met. no it doesn't piss me off. it hurts.
317. it also pisses me off that you guys haven't grown up yet.
318. i'm scared the girls might change too. and we won't be close anymore. i don't want that to happen. D:
319. i have weird dreams.
320. i think remixes are cooler than the originals.
321. i originally pushed daesung from big bang aside because he wasn't cute. but now he's my favorite member because he's so darn HILARIOUS on family outing.
322. when i watched the farewell chunhee/yejin episode of family outing. i CRIED. a lot. i miss them already! D:
323. originally, i told myself NO JESSICA, YOU WILL NOT LIKE THE NEW FAMILYOUTING MEMBERS. but i watched an old episode with the guy, and he's just TOO DARN HILARIOUS! D: but he will never replace chunhee/yejin! :D hehehe!
324. being best friends is a big commitment.
325. even though maria always said key was gay. and i always denied it. i sometimes think, yes maybe he is a little on the non straight side. D: BUT I STILL LOVE HIM! ^-^
326. i always FREAK OUT when alan logs on cause his stupid HELP ME! sound comes on when he logs on. D: darn you a.lan! :o
327. i love that i can play MAD by neyo on the piano. i ALWAYS play it when i'm upset. i love it. :D
328. me and lany talk during church. a lot. XD so baddddddddddddd. :D
329. i like guys who can play the piano more than guys who can play guitar.
330. when people sing to me, i feel awkward. and when i sing in front of people, i feel awkward. LOTS OF AWKWARD.
331. i like the milk tea with fruit jelly at the cali restaurant near alertos which is near my house. it's 1.50 for two. :D and it's yummy!
332. i often daydream and end up talking to myself a little. or i smile to myself. when i do that. my sister goes: DADDDD, JESSICA IS TALKING TO HERSELF AGAIN. D:
333. the song timeless moves my heart greatly. *heart* :D
334. i found out michael jackson died through twitter. :x
335. yellowcard will always be my favorite band ever. as mainstream as they are. i just. you know. have that liking for their words. ^-^
336. canadians are so damn COOL. ^-^
337. maria loves my MYSTERIOUS WINK FACE. ;)
338. when it comes out, i want to watch the movie cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
339. ^ i thought it was rainy with a chance of meatballs. i had to look it up. D:
340. i have a blue cow bank my mom got from a KOREAN bank. i use it to collect change. i intend to do that and surprise myself with millions of dollars in that little bank someday. ;D
341. just now, i wondered if i repeated a number would anyone notice? :D i won't try it though. too lazy. D:
342. recently, i have been using this face a lot: ^-^. i think a lot of you have noticed it anyways. :D
343. my aim info has to be very precise. i am also OCD about it too. [isn't also and too repetitive? IDK!]
344. i think boys who tell excessively perverted jokes and say perverted things a lot are disgusting and cheap.
345. i just realized RHYTHM is a retarded word! D:
346. i have been crossing the street to the donut shop for the past many years. i'm not supposed too. D:
347. i often drag my words on like thisssssssssssss. for emphasis? :D
348. baby mason from baby&me is freaking ADORABLE. i love that kid.
349. sometimes, i hate the au nhi kids cause they're so darn ANNOYING. always gotta pee. gosh! -_- HOLD IT IN! :D
350. at camp, whenever we did that journey course thing on saturday night, i always end up almost crying either from fear or from being tired or frustrated. D:
351. one year, they had a thing where they kidnap a kid in your group. even though i knew it wasn't real. when they kidnapped theresa, i cried for a bit.
352. when i was in au, i was the one that got kidnapped. my group took so long in picking me up i forgot the lock code they told me to remember in the beginning. who cares, we were in last anyways. :D
353. i want those really cute korean pajamas that are animals and have the little hoodie. THEY'RE SO CUTE. or those sweaters with the animal hoodies. :D
354. i need an american apparel jacket. GEEBUS.
355. someday, i want to sing in a musical. even for a small school one. MAYBE. :D
356. now, everytime i hear the song bad day by daniel powter. i think of alvin and the chipmunks. :D
357. in my music files, i can probably connect each song to a person i know. probably because i was thinking about them whenever i heard this song. ^-^
358. i ponder a lot when i'm on the bus.
359. i DESPISE being late. and people who are late. i say be here? BE HERE. i hate it i hate it i hate it.
360. originally, i didn't plan on doing this again! :o
361. i now have a blog where i'm truly honest. i can't believe i'm doing it. but i am. it's a relief. finally.
362. whenever you are a part of a situation. you lose your radar for reality. RIGHT LANY? DARDAR. :D
363. whenever me and lany talk about boys. QUIEROQUEQUIEROQUE.
364. me and lany are both against the people we are liking right now. SORTA. ;D or lany's just for someone ELSE for me. and my case: I MAD CAUSE YOU KNOW! i will be the ceo when he meets me! grrr! :D
365. sometimes, i forgive too easily.
366. but then again, i can be very cold too.
367. AND VERY WARM AND FRIENDLY.
368. i often try to make statements with whatever i do.
369. i want a new PHONE. badly. and a PLAN. please. D:
370. when i got my first communion. when i put the bread in my mouth. i waited for some sorta special sign like a light and an angel or something. it didn't happen. D: DID I DO IT WRONG? :o
371. the day i got confirmed, i was really happy. unbelievably happy. and i really apprecitated when bob and kevin got me flowers. *heart* i didn't expect it. HAHA. :D
372. i think aj rafael is overrated. shhh. :x
373. i think graffiti is EFFING COOL. when done right.
374. i love flikr.
375. i think orchestra and piano music is pretty cool.
376. when i'm watching movies, rather than really paying attention, i'm listening to the instrumental music in the background.
377. my two favorite OSTs are the TRANSFORMERS OST. and the PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN OST. :D
378. i think i might just be a nurse.
379. incriments of five it is! :D
380. I DECLARE: to end this at 400.
381. when i hit 379. i thought the next number was 400. D:
382. i have failed a test before. thanks a lot ap euro.
383. ^ i was devestated.
384. i don't like boys who play with girls like they're toys. they're disgusting.
385. i sleep very early. or , i get sleepy very early.
386. i LOVE chapstick. i never use lip gloss. EWWW. :D
387. i HATE getting the hiccups. it's embarassing. especially in public.
388. when i sneeze, i sneeze in groups.
389. i'm not allergic to anything, that i know of.
390. twitter.com/jessicadnguyen is privated because i'm trying to run away.
391. i always clear the history on mozilla firefox and when i'm talking to someone on aim. i don't know WHY. i just feel the need to.
392. when kelly told me about how she rereads her convos with danny, i thought it was so cute. like an old married couple. so i started using aim log too. so i can look back later at our RETARDED conversations. D:
393. i have low self esteem about my...FEET. D:
394. i have ab flab. sorta. D:
395. riddles make me laugh. cause i'm really good at them.
396. except...i'm INCREDIBLY gullible. ask anyone. D:
397. whenever i go to scsboa competition, i think. maybe someday when i have free time. i want to judge orchetras too. ^-^
398. the clocks in my house do not all have the same time. XD
399. i'm really good at thirteen and BS.
400. i fell down the stairs again today. nothing fatal. :D

i am such a loser. heartheartheart. JDN.