i've been getting into a lot of new music lately. like loveholic. whooooooooot. and new clazziquai songs. and epik high love. :D and the itouch is handy for watching youtube. ^______^ anyways. here.
oh how words. can touch your soul.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
:D
ahhhhhhhh, finally a rest day. no homework. no studying for apeuro. a big fat break. goshdarnit. :D
i've been getting into a lot of new music lately. like loveholic. whooooooooot. and new clazziquai songs. and epik high love. :D and the itouch is handy for watching youtube. ^______^ anyways. here.
i've been getting into a lot of new music lately. like loveholic. whooooooooot. and new clazziquai songs. and epik high love. :D and the itouch is handy for watching youtube. ^______^ anyways. here.
Monday, April 27, 2009
ohmydear.
you're just so ... untouchable.
it's making me go ... crazy.
how much i want to ... hold you.
[jdn.]
it's making me go ... crazy.
how much i want to ... hold you.
[jdn.]
Thursday, April 23, 2009
50 things you learn from korean dramas. :D
I LAUGHED SO HARD. :)
50 Things YOU can learn from Korean dramas
1) Hot, rich, younger men love fat, older vulgar women.
2) If you have a best guy friend, he is in love with you. And secretly you are too.
3) You and your boyfriend will always playfully chase each other on an ice rink, at the beach, or in the leaves. And you'll laugh for no reason and your boyfriend will hit you "playfully" but the force of his push will have you flying across the room. But it's okay. Cuz you're still laughing like a crazy person.
4) Brothers/cousin/uncles-newphews will always love the same girl.
5) You're allowed to make u-turns wherever you want in Korea. And there is never traffic on the side you want to u-turn to.
6) There is a super quick payment device that allows you to pay a bill quickly enough for a guy to run immediately out of a restaurant after his angry girlfriend storms out.
7) Everyone has cancer.
8) If you're sick, all you need is an IV to make you feel lots better.
9) There is vomit and urine all over Seoul at nights.
10) Fighting at a pojangmacha with a random stranger is merely part of a normal night's event.
11) Soju must cost 10 cents. Everyone drinks it everyday all the time, especially the poor people.I still dont get why thats all they drink in dramas
12) If you're rich, you're a jerk.
13) If you're poor, you're an angel.
14) Women sleep and wake up with a full set of makeup on.
15) You're not studying hard enough unless you get a nosebleed.
16) If you have a nosebleed, you most definitely have cancer. And you have no money to pay for the surgery that will save your life. And your liver is missing. We're not sure where it went, but it's making your cancer progress faster.
17) If you work in a sool jeep, you have massively curly hair and wear flashy colors from the early 90's.
18) You always order orange juice or coffee at a cafe. And you never drink it. EVER. they drink almost as much as soju
19) You will always call your boyfriend by his job title. Or simply sunbaenim. Never his name. Never. He doesn't have one.
20) If you TRULY love each other, you must die together in the end. Frozen outside instead of finding shelter like sane people. Just frozen....
21) You go to America you come back miraculously successful. You go to England you come back amazingly fashionable. You stay in Korea the only thing that changes is your hairstyle.
22) And if you come back with no apparent reason then it's because you have cancer.
23) Everyone always goes to the same hospital no matter where they are.
24) If you stand out in the rain for more than five minutes, you'll end up with a fever and vertigo and people will rush you to the hospital to get some magic IV. And instead of taking an ambulance or driving they'll race you on their back.
25) Even if you're poor and can't eat, you never wear the same clothes twice.
26) If you play a poor kid, you always have dirt on your face and your hair is always messy.
27) If you're saving someone from being hit from a car, you'll push them out of the way and wait for the car to hit you instead. couldnt be more true, theyre like a deer in headlights
28) Everyone has a long lost sister/brother/twin. Usually one they didn't know about.
29) If you don't want to answer your phone, you can just turn it off. The battery
needs to be taken out.
30) All korean men can drink hard, smoke long, sing well and play piano. Usually all at the same time. And at the same restaurant that has a piano that they let anyone use.
31) If you're in a relationship, you must at one point leave and have your lover tearfully come RIGHT before you board the plane (vice versa applies as well. You can be the chaser). 60% of the time you see each other, the other 40% you're roaming around in circles and pass each other about six times, but miraculously never see them.
32) If you're getting off a plane, you're ALWAYS wearing sunglasses. ALWAYS.
33) All guys wear hideous tracksuits zipped up to their neck. Even if all they're doing is jump roping.
34) Girls will always storm off because they're mad and the guy will stoically grab them by the arm and swing them back- and by magic, not dislocate their shoulders.
35) Guys always look like they're 6 feet tall, even if they're only 5'10. Thank you camera angles.
36) Guys like to wear foundation, eyeliner and sometimes a smudge of lipliner.
37) You always get stuck in an elevator with someone who makes you feel uncomfortable. Even if there are six different elevators, you'll always be stuck in the same one with that bastard you hate (or just fought with).
38) Unless you're fabulously rich, your in-laws will always hate you
39) So will your sister-in-law.
40) Your brother-in-law might be pining away for you. >
41) There are only 2 ways to kiss. You either press your lips against theirs with your mouth completely shut, and just press away for a very long and uncomfortable time. OR you devour the other person and suck out their soul. In both instances, the world spins.
42) A guy will always get the right size ring, even if you're never held hands.
43) People stare off into space and ponder a lot. They'll just stop in the middle of the road and watch a leaf on a tree for a good three minutes, and just ponder.
44) You'll get pregnant the first time you have sex.
45) You'll get pregnant if he kisses you on the forehead.
46) Hell- you'll get pregnant if you hold hands.
47) If you overcome great obstacles to be together, one of you must die. Probably due to cancer.
48) One korean man can kick the butts of 6 gangstas. Especially when they all stand in a circle and attack the guy one by one. Then when each of them get their butts OWNED, they wise up and attack the guy at the same time. Then the guy will get pulverized and bleed out onto the dusty concrete floor of the empty warehouse they've found to fight in. There will be a fire in a trashcan somewhere. And the girl will have watched this the entire time, screaming in horror. Instead of calling 119, she'll just watch and cry. But it's okay. Cuz the next day the guy will be fine with a few random bandages and a few face scars. But never a black eye.
49) It ain't a real fight unless the gangstas fight dirty with a stick or switchblade.
50) If you study in the states (preferably Harvard), you are one of the top students and can speak perfect English (as assumed by the reactions of those around you). Why the rest of the world OUTSIDE of the TV can't understand a single word uttered out of your melodramatic mouth is beyond me.
50 Things YOU can learn from Korean dramas
1) Hot, rich, younger men love fat, older vulgar women.
2) If you have a best guy friend, he is in love with you. And secretly you are too.
3) You and your boyfriend will always playfully chase each other on an ice rink, at the beach, or in the leaves. And you'll laugh for no reason and your boyfriend will hit you "playfully" but the force of his push will have you flying across the room. But it's okay. Cuz you're still laughing like a crazy person.
4) Brothers/cousin/uncles-newphews will always love the same girl.
5) You're allowed to make u-turns wherever you want in Korea. And there is never traffic on the side you want to u-turn to.
6) There is a super quick payment device that allows you to pay a bill quickly enough for a guy to run immediately out of a restaurant after his angry girlfriend storms out.
7) Everyone has cancer.
8) If you're sick, all you need is an IV to make you feel lots better.
9) There is vomit and urine all over Seoul at nights.
10) Fighting at a pojangmacha with a random stranger is merely part of a normal night's event.
11) Soju must cost 10 cents. Everyone drinks it everyday all the time, especially the poor people.I still dont get why thats all they drink in dramas
12) If you're rich, you're a jerk.
13) If you're poor, you're an angel.
14) Women sleep and wake up with a full set of makeup on.
15) You're not studying hard enough unless you get a nosebleed.
16) If you have a nosebleed, you most definitely have cancer. And you have no money to pay for the surgery that will save your life. And your liver is missing. We're not sure where it went, but it's making your cancer progress faster.
17) If you work in a sool jeep, you have massively curly hair and wear flashy colors from the early 90's.
18) You always order orange juice or coffee at a cafe. And you never drink it. EVER. they drink almost as much as soju
19) You will always call your boyfriend by his job title. Or simply sunbaenim. Never his name. Never. He doesn't have one.
20) If you TRULY love each other, you must die together in the end. Frozen outside instead of finding shelter like sane people. Just frozen....
21) You go to America you come back miraculously successful. You go to England you come back amazingly fashionable. You stay in Korea the only thing that changes is your hairstyle.
22) And if you come back with no apparent reason then it's because you have cancer.
23) Everyone always goes to the same hospital no matter where they are.
24) If you stand out in the rain for more than five minutes, you'll end up with a fever and vertigo and people will rush you to the hospital to get some magic IV. And instead of taking an ambulance or driving they'll race you on their back.
25) Even if you're poor and can't eat, you never wear the same clothes twice.
26) If you play a poor kid, you always have dirt on your face and your hair is always messy.
27) If you're saving someone from being hit from a car, you'll push them out of the way and wait for the car to hit you instead. couldnt be more true, theyre like a deer in headlights
28) Everyone has a long lost sister/brother/twin. Usually one they didn't know about.
29) If you don't want to answer your phone, you can just turn it off. The battery
needs to be taken out.
30) All korean men can drink hard, smoke long, sing well and play piano. Usually all at the same time. And at the same restaurant that has a piano that they let anyone use.
31) If you're in a relationship, you must at one point leave and have your lover tearfully come RIGHT before you board the plane (vice versa applies as well. You can be the chaser). 60% of the time you see each other, the other 40% you're roaming around in circles and pass each other about six times, but miraculously never see them.
32) If you're getting off a plane, you're ALWAYS wearing sunglasses. ALWAYS.
33) All guys wear hideous tracksuits zipped up to their neck. Even if all they're doing is jump roping.
34) Girls will always storm off because they're mad and the guy will stoically grab them by the arm and swing them back- and by magic, not dislocate their shoulders.
35) Guys always look like they're 6 feet tall, even if they're only 5'10. Thank you camera angles.
36) Guys like to wear foundation, eyeliner and sometimes a smudge of lipliner.
37) You always get stuck in an elevator with someone who makes you feel uncomfortable. Even if there are six different elevators, you'll always be stuck in the same one with that bastard you hate (or just fought with).
38) Unless you're fabulously rich, your in-laws will always hate you
39) So will your sister-in-law.
40) Your brother-in-law might be pining away for you. >
41) There are only 2 ways to kiss. You either press your lips against theirs with your mouth completely shut, and just press away for a very long and uncomfortable time. OR you devour the other person and suck out their soul. In both instances, the world spins.
42) A guy will always get the right size ring, even if you're never held hands.
43) People stare off into space and ponder a lot. They'll just stop in the middle of the road and watch a leaf on a tree for a good three minutes, and just ponder.
44) You'll get pregnant the first time you have sex.
45) You'll get pregnant if he kisses you on the forehead.
46) Hell- you'll get pregnant if you hold hands.
47) If you overcome great obstacles to be together, one of you must die. Probably due to cancer.
48) One korean man can kick the butts of 6 gangstas. Especially when they all stand in a circle and attack the guy one by one. Then when each of them get their butts OWNED, they wise up and attack the guy at the same time. Then the guy will get pulverized and bleed out onto the dusty concrete floor of the empty warehouse they've found to fight in. There will be a fire in a trashcan somewhere. And the girl will have watched this the entire time, screaming in horror. Instead of calling 119, she'll just watch and cry. But it's okay. Cuz the next day the guy will be fine with a few random bandages and a few face scars. But never a black eye.
49) It ain't a real fight unless the gangstas fight dirty with a stick or switchblade.
50) If you study in the states (preferably Harvard), you are one of the top students and can speak perfect English (as assumed by the reactions of those around you). Why the rest of the world OUTSIDE of the TV can't understand a single word uttered out of your melodramatic mouth is beyond me.
em
yesterday...
;em! em! come here em! di troi em!
; I'M NOT YOUR EM! AHHHH! *RUNSAWAY*
; tacoooooooooooooos!
; I'M YOUR CHI!
today...
; * points* *does YOU with eyes* *waves childishly*
; *smiles*
to you: go away. you don't belong here.
;em! em! come here em! di troi em!
; I'M NOT YOUR EM! AHHHH! *RUNSAWAY*
; tacoooooooooooooos!
; I'M YOUR CHI!
today...
; * points* *does YOU with eyes* *waves childishly*
; *smiles*
to you: go away. you don't belong here.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
so yesterday.
and by that. i have no reference to the song. yesterday. we got confirmed. CAN YOU SAY FINALLLLY? it was freaking awesome. and sorta boring. haha. thanks chi van for being my sponsor. heart heart heart. and i freaking HEART HEART HEART kevin tran & bobby. for coming and bringing me flowers. iloveyouguys! and then after that. went to eat with family at seafood cove. which is where a MIRACLE sorta happened. we were about to go into the parking lot. and it was SUPER crowded. but right when we drove in. a car pulled out of a parking spot. MIRACLE? I THINK SO. oh yeah and my uncle says he's gonna get me an ITOUCH for my confirmation present. and i was like. WTF?! OMG! :D i'm so excited. and then i went to thieu nhi. and that was fun. cause we blew off the day and went to the donut store and play with chi lan's iphone haha. and then after mass. got whished away by my lovely friends. who took me to eat... PHO. WTF GUYS! it was 50% off too! wtf! :D but i love you guys anyways. and that’s where i saw a scary guy with a mustache. it was like. o__________O scary. but yeah. and what else? came home. and i borrowed my mom’s phone for the night to mass text people while my family and I watched the chinese version of cellular which is called connected. a pretty darn good movie. so i texted a lot of people about mustaches. [KATHY!] and FLANNNNNNNN [douglas!] and crazy psycho chinese people [michaeeeeeeeel!] and PITY/PURITY RINGS [kathy again :D] and it was pretty fun. fell asleep after watching some vietnamese tv at 11. haha, that was fun. and I woke up. and I found a text. that said. “2:22! MAKE A WISH!” that was fun. :D
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
despite. the honesty.
so, yes. despite my unnecisarily emotional post before. today was quite the good day. sortakinda. it was a good day: because i was LOCKED out of school. because i got to laugh at christina hung's hunting crush on not vinh. because we spent first period laughing at brian and his problems and feeding purple skittles to andrew. because during second period. i hit kelly with the birdy. because during third period. david was my "hero". because during fourth period. i didn't do so bad on my sift thing. because during fifth period. brian was my "baby". because during sixth period. me and amy were crazy. because during lunch. duy & jeffie were not ticklish at all. sure.... because after school. the froshsoph guys talked to me to much. XD because. i just felt happy that we reconnected.
honestly. 02.
lately, i've been really dreading going to confirmation because i know i'll have to see and deal with all your crap. and it's just making the process of letting you go so much . harder.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
MAGIC!
the first act just freaking BLEW ME AWAY!
as KHD would say. UNBEEEELEBABLE. :D
+ super junior! + the magician guy has a cute smile.
AND. THE END. WITH DONGHAE. adorable.
heartheartheart.
as KHD would say. UNBEEEELEBABLE. :D
+ super junior! + the magician guy has a cute smile.
AND. THE END. WITH DONGHAE. adorable.
heartheartheart.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
nodame+chiaki.
so yesterday, i REfell in love with NODAMECANTABILE. the japanese drama based on the manga. i am SO SO SO a nodame. messy. quirky. crazy. food stealing. musician. in love with the AMAZING chiaki. teehee. my crazy OTP. forsure. so i spent the day. "getting" the nodame cantabile OST. and making nodame graphics. and promising myself to watch the new episodes over the summer. and screaming "chiaki senpaiiiiiiiiiii" at my sister. heartheartheart.
yesterday was fun. i watched idol army. with shinee AND 2PM. with my little sister. and we were laughing like maniacs. it was so freaking hilarious. man, i love 2PM they just make me laugh so muchhhhhhhhh. KATHY. YOU KNOW YOU LOVE THOSE ARMS AND ABS, mmmm jaebum.
resisted the temptation to im up the love of my life. but then i did it anyways. and yes, made a total fool of myself. that's jessica for you. bedtime stories was a good movie. heart.heartheart.
yesterday was fun. i watched idol army. with shinee AND 2PM. with my little sister. and we were laughing like maniacs. it was so freaking hilarious. man, i love 2PM they just make me laugh so muchhhhhhhhh. KATHY. YOU KNOW YOU LOVE THOSE ARMS AND ABS, mmmm jaebum.
resisted the temptation to im up the love of my life. but then i did it anyways. and yes, made a total fool of myself. that's jessica for you. bedtime stories was a good movie. heart.heartheart.
Friday, April 10, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
enerGEE.
........BWAHAHHAHA! HIP THRUST OF NIGHTMARES!
heartheartheart infinity challenge.
i know maria will appreciate the hilariuosness of this.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
good stuff.
DUDE, FREAKING. SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE IS FREAKING AMAZING! WATCH IT!
+ watching seven pounds right now. :D and i did NOT scream in the first five seconds. nor did i have an mind orgasm. XDDDDD not that i know anyone who did have one while watching it. cough. victor. cough.
+ watching seven pounds right now. :D and i did NOT scream in the first five seconds. nor did i have an mind orgasm. XDDDDD not that i know anyone who did have one while watching it. cough. victor. cough.
Monday, April 6, 2009
good morning.
woke up. saw the sunrise. nice. finished sudoku. nice. you haven't woken up yet. not nice. >:]
Sunday, April 5, 2009
journal + music.
so, lately, i've been avoiding writing in my journal because. i felt like. if i wrote down those things i've been thinking about this past week. it'd be admitting to myself that it was true. writing it down would mean forcing myself to face it. and at first i couldn't. but today i wrote it all down. all my feelings and my speculations. and everything. and i now feel better. and then i got around to charging my sister's ipod shuffle. and using it and the songs. gahhh, listening to them while sitting on my grandpa's porch watching the sun set is not a good idea because it made me all nostalgic. and i literally wrote down seven pages of random lyrics and tidbits. oh nostalgia, how you get to me.
map the soul ; epik high.
i remember my first glimpse of her face. i saw you smile. then i smile. i was straight blown away. mesmerized by your beauty. from your feet to your hands. how cold one be so beautiful i don't understand. heaven sent. God's gift without a doubt in my mind. sometimes i wonder why our paths decided to collide. we started off as perfect strangers. boy meets girl, infatuation to love. now you're my whole entire world. destiny taps me on the back. saying hello. but really it was your touch. no and i'll never let you go. then you spoke. i never heard a voice so sweet. heavenly/ and from her words, man, i knew this girl was deep. just like me. with times to worry and times to play. we'll sit and stress over life. or just burn the day away. i know for sure in your past life. we had to be friends. living and dying together. knowing that we would meet again. it's just a blessing to have you in my life. i was destined to be with you. my privilege. so amazing, no question. and i'm knowing, soon enough we'll get where we're going. just thinking about it i can feel my heart growing. am i tripping? or is it that i can finally see? i don't know but my heart is saying that you're the one for me. please belive me. i'm exactly where i want to be. this rhyme is written from my heart to you. sincerely.
no reason to live, without you.
____________________________________________
map the soul. epik high. love. genius. all the same. mapthesoul.com
saturday.
so. saturday was a pretty damn fun day. [does that even make grammatical sense?]
morning: uhm, okay not so fun.
thieunhi! : oh. my. gosh. THANK YOU PETER LUU. HEART YOU TO THE MAX! peter got me a copy of epikhigh's new album. MAPTHESOUL. and it was effing AMAZING.and then peter and nick and mj DRAGGED me to starbucks. THREE BLOCKS AWAY FROM CHURCH. and i was freaking out the whole time cause i thought we were going to be late. or some random guy was going to come and rape us or something. IT WAS SO SCARY! so they had to spend thirty minutes with me screaming. CAUSE THEY KEPT SCARING ME. and then got to starbucks. and the GUY LAUGHED AT ME. HORRIBLE CUSTOMER SERVICE. i got my special passion tea order. RAN BACK TO CHURCH. cause i was so paranoid. got back THIRTY MINUTES EARLY. and thieu nhi was fun. with huy and khai getting pied. and us eating the face pie. and then bao's mini retreat. REPLENISH YOUR SOUL. with the MATRIX. that was awesome.
night: got home at five. went to grandma's house for dinner. me and sister spent all night watching channel 18-3 with the korean MUSIC CORE. and we saw. seungri [FREAK OUT] and SHINEE [FREAKOUT MORE] and ss501[ FREAK OUT] and snsd at the end [DRAKE FREAK OUT] it was freaking awesomeeeeee. and taegoon's call me live performance was FREAKing awesome.FREAK! and then we went to khols. to get my sister shoes. and i got a jacket and a shirt. for EIGHT DOLLARS TOTAL. NICE. OH YEAH. AND ON THE WAY HOME. SAW THE HOTTEST GUY EVER IN THE CAR NEXT TO OURS. but me and my mom were like. dudde he's checking me out. and my mom was joking obviously. but i still wonder. :D and then went home. spent night watching saturday night movies with family. and playing blockles hahaha that was so fun. and listening to mapthesoul. heartheartheart.
fun stuff.
morning: uhm, okay not so fun.
thieunhi! : oh. my. gosh. THANK YOU PETER LUU. HEART YOU TO THE MAX! peter got me a copy of epikhigh's new album. MAPTHESOUL. and it was effing AMAZING.and then peter and nick and mj DRAGGED me to starbucks. THREE BLOCKS AWAY FROM CHURCH. and i was freaking out the whole time cause i thought we were going to be late. or some random guy was going to come and rape us or something. IT WAS SO SCARY! so they had to spend thirty minutes with me screaming. CAUSE THEY KEPT SCARING ME. and then got to starbucks. and the GUY LAUGHED AT ME. HORRIBLE CUSTOMER SERVICE. i got my special passion tea order. RAN BACK TO CHURCH. cause i was so paranoid. got back THIRTY MINUTES EARLY. and thieu nhi was fun. with huy and khai getting pied. and us eating the face pie. and then bao's mini retreat. REPLENISH YOUR SOUL. with the MATRIX. that was awesome.
night: got home at five. went to grandma's house for dinner. me and sister spent all night watching channel 18-3 with the korean MUSIC CORE. and we saw. seungri [FREAK OUT] and SHINEE [FREAKOUT MORE] and ss501[ FREAK OUT] and snsd at the end [DRAKE FREAK OUT] it was freaking awesomeeeeee. and taegoon's call me live performance was FREAKing awesome.FREAK! and then we went to khols. to get my sister shoes. and i got a jacket and a shirt. for EIGHT DOLLARS TOTAL. NICE. OH YEAH. AND ON THE WAY HOME. SAW THE HOTTEST GUY EVER IN THE CAR NEXT TO OURS. but me and my mom were like. dudde he's checking me out. and my mom was joking obviously. but i still wonder. :D and then went home. spent night watching saturday night movies with family. and playing blockles hahaha that was so fun. and listening to mapthesoul. heartheartheart.
fun stuff.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
save you. ; sp.
take a breath. i pull myself together. just another stair until i reach the door. you'll never the know the way it tears me up inside to see you. i wish that i could tell you something to take it all away. sometimes i wish i could save you. and there's so many thing that i want you to know. i won't give up til it's over. if it takes you forever i want you to know. when i hear your voice it's drowning in whispers. it's just skin and bones. and nothing left to take. and no matter what i do i can't make you feel better. if only i could find the answer to help me understand. sometimes i wish i could save you. if it takes forever. i want you to know. that if you fall. stumble down. i'll pick you up off the ground. if you lose faith in yourself. i'll give you strength to pull through. tell me you won't give up cause i'll be waiting. if you fall you know i'll be there for you.
______________don't you understand.
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