right. so. yeah.

Ten apologies to ten different people:
1. i'm sorry i let you go.
2. i'm sorry that i don't always have time.
3. i'm sorry i'm so scared.
4. i'm sorry i don't have the will to fight for you.
5. i'm sorry i don't always understand.
6. i'm sorry for letting this escalate to this point.
7. i'm sorry you're always worrying about me getting hurt.
8. i'm sorry for not being there for you all the time.
9. i'm sorry that i burden you guys sometimes.
10. i'm sorry that i can't always change for you.

Nine confessions to nine different people:
1. i'm unbelievably worried about you right now and i seriously just want to give you a hug. i'm praying for you.
2. i really. really. miss you.
3. i'm scared you'll let me go because you're not in high school anymore.
4. i'm jealous of the attention you get.
5. i hate when you compare me to others. it hurts.
6. sometimes, i really do just want to be alone.
7. you're disgusting. stop hugging me.
8. i'm trying.
9. i believe in you.

Seven different people you miss:
1. maria.
2. kelly.
3. kathy.
4. kevin tran.
5. kevin nguyen.
6. michael.
7. jeffie.

Six different people you would do anything for:
1. God.
2. family.
3. lany.
4. maria.
5. kelly.
6. kathy.

Five things you hope to accomplish before you die:
1. happiness.
2. success.
3. get married. (:
4. have a very adorable family. :D
5. go to korea with maria!

Four words to describe your life:
1. happy.
2. not boring.
3. careful.
4. but. not really.

Three things you want to hold on to forever:
1. my faith.
2. my hope.
3. the people around me.

Two most important things in your life:
1. God.
2. family.

One thing you know you want but will never have:
1. probably you.