que te pasa?

today's expenses: blue opaqueish tights: 99cents. white comfy tank: 99cents. plain red teeshirt: 99cents. best of season 4 of friends: 99cents. four pack of vanilla pudding cause i had a craving: 99cents. nine pairs of socks: 3.00dollars. white sunglasses with blue tip on top or something: 99cents. one book: 99cents. total: around 10.00dollars.

sooooo, STILL listening to vitas lu. i lovelovelove the song que te pasa. i was blasting it in my dad's car when we went driving around cause we finally found the cable to connect my itouch to the aux thing on the car. yesterday we blasted rainism out the window in my neighborhood. good stuff. my dad realllllllly likes nobody by the wonder girls. its the only song he will tolerate. ever. and ARGHHHH, the right side of my headphones are completely broken. stupid apple headphones. i need new headphones. THATS WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY. hahaha, a really nice pair of headphones. maybe even the ones that cover your ears. in turquoise. LMAO, or just some headphones. gahh. it drives me nuts when my ears are . uneven in sound! today, i watched CORALINE. it was the scariest thing ever. okay not REALLY, but to be honest. i was pretttty scared. after i blog, i'll do annotations. feeling rather productive after listening to vitas lu. hahaha, mmmm. i've been rummaging through my closet. you know, deciding what to wear for first day of school and what not. and for kathy's partayyyy. today i also online shopped to the max. not exactly shopped. more like drooled all over my computer because i'm dying to buy stuff online. the only thing killing me at this point is seriously, SHOPPING COSTS. it's a bit more expensive because all the crap i want is overseas. UK and asia. and stuff. so i'm saving up lots of money. good thing i found that sixty bucks in my closet. (: i love love love. TOPSHOP. best store ever. and zipias is okay, for the asian clothes. except OH WAIT, they make you buy a minimum of THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS WORTH OF CLOTHES. *dies* like my mom would let me do that. but as i surf through all these fashion websites and blogs. with nice clothes. i'm thinking, these kids are my age. WHERE DO THEY FIND THE MONEY TO BUY ALL THIS STUFF. oh wait, they live like next door to topshop and kitsons. T-T *sigh* it's okay, jessica. just save up your money. and splurge. later. AT TARGET?! gahhhhh, lmao. i'm still in love love love with the dress i found on luphia. so i've been entering myself into all these contests. HEY, if i win, ALL THE BETTER. i'm hoping i win the ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS AMERICANE EXPRESS CARD. hahaha, it doesn't hurt to enter! (: i hope i win the luphia contest. i got my eye on that eiffel tower necklace. *-* i'm working today on annotations then tomorrow break to catch up on meteor shower. and then tuesday work. work. work. JUST REMEMBERED. happy camp with meteor shower aired. eeeeeeeeeeeepers! (: AND WHY IS YOUTUBE BEING RETARDED?! it only shows some of my subscriptions. THIS IS A FAILURE. OMGGGG. D: okay i half fixed my headphones. ermmm, yeah! what elsers. i haven't blogged a lot lately. sorry buggers. it seems i cannot fix the youtube issue. which is a BIG BIG BIG HUMONGOUS TROUBLE FOR ME. DARNIT. because i subscribe to so many things. it's ridiculous. WHY DOESN'T YOUTUBE FIX THIS. FAILURES! D: this is angering me greatly. freaking A. A. A. anyways, *breathes* listening to the CNblue previews. i think i talked about it before. but relistening to it is great too. not that bad. i wouldn't even count it as ENGRISH. cause they're english is pretty good. ANYWHOOOOO. i am dying to go shopping. but dad won't take me because he's no expert and he won't go without mom cause he's scared i'll buy something retarded! what is thissssssss. AH it's okay. :D okay i give up on annotations today. i worked a lot. i'll do more tuesday. uhm, what am i dying to buy. i want a leather jacket. maybe in black. but probably not. brown? maybe dark grey. and i want one of those band jackets. from h&m. i saw on this girl's blog. i think it probably cost like 80 bucks though. okay maybe not that much. but i love the one i saw in teenvogue on blake lively. now THAT was a nice band jacket. uhm, also i saw this mesh dress on topshop. that i like like like. and urban outfitters has this really nice studded skirt. i like. i like. (: gahhhh, no one on aim i really want to talk to. booooo. so, i really like the sunglasses i got at the NINETY NINE CENT STORE. THAT'S RIGHT. but no one needs to know that. except wait, everyone knows that now. but that's okay. i think they're awesomeeeeee-o. *what an old six grade term. :D* i am freaking dying for my mom to come home. we're gonna go spreeeeee at the swap meet. i need some new old school rings. oxymoron. not really. now i am listening to say you love me again by hit-5. whoa jessica, mainland china? eeeeeeeeeeesh, surprisesurprise. i am getting into the diverse and all that is diverse. "mr.kate" has the most gorgeous rings. but SO EXPENSIVE. seventy bucks. go DIE. just kidding. (: oh and i'm drooling over this one shoulder black dress on fledflare. *drools* seriously, i need to get a job if i'm going to buy expensive crap like that. ARGHARGHARGH! i saw very nice heels in the window of some old store. except, wait jessica doesn't do heels. maybe it's TIME TO CHANGE THAT. yeah right, i'm so tennis shoes. but i'm still tempted to buy the pair and just leave them in my room. and occasionally stare at them and be happy i have them. and then occasionally wear them out for special occasions. i wish i was one of those girls who could wear heels effortlessly. everything would be much easier. :D oh yeah, so the ninety nine cent red teeshirt i got. intended to get a white one. but ended up getting a red one. so a long time ago. i was dying to get one of those crownj/seoinyoung "A!" teeshirts. decided, i might as well use my iron ons and make one to wear. i'm contemplating between getting it as a J! or go for the A! that i've been hoping for. i think people would ask who A! was. and then i'd have to explain about my obsession with we got married. then again... anyways, yeah. but i have to find the font that the A! teeshirts are done in if i'm going to make a cheap copy of it. :DDD i think they don't even sell anymore. those teeshirts probably sold limited time last year. and if they still do the shipping is probably crazy from a one person owner shop of some tiny store in korea. *tears* i found this old black denim skirt that i bought a long time ago. and probably wore once. because i wasn't ever a skirt girl. still trying to find someway to piece it together with the white tank. or maybe something else. I'M GOING TO TRY NEW THINGS THIS YEAR. and work super hard. heckyeahs! i can't believe we're graduating in like two years. or a year in a half or whatever. it's freaky. scary. nervewracking. exciting. all those things rolled into one little ball of nerves and excitement and what not. feels like i'm going to explode before i get to the finish line. oh yeah, saw this lace vest. on luphia. GORGEOUS. ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS. lace vest. i need it. LMAO, i would love to have it. *drools some more* staring at all these clothes makes me want to win the lottery. OR THAT 1000 AMERICAN EXPRESS GIFT CARD. *explosion of craziness* blogging about all my new obsessions with clothing brands and my dire want for these things is surprisingly fun fun fun. for me. probably not for you. i'm just having fun writing it all down rather than having it in my brain all like : "OMFG I WANT THAT SO BAD. HOLY MOTHER OF MY COMPUTER'S DAUGHTER. *DROOLS*" :D yeah, something like that. oh yeah. today JEANNIE'S DAD. WORE THE MOST COOLEST FEDORA EVER. i love it. i wanted to whip it off his almost bald head and wear it myself! but yeah, it was THAT cool. dire need to go to flea market and get one. IS THERE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FLEA MARKET AND SWAP MEET. omg. i need to find out! :o i've been slackingly using those words freely between each other. SHAME ON YOU JESSICA! you know, i still don't know what i think about peeptoe boots. okay i do. i think they're beyond weird. it's just. weird. having all this shoe material around your legs. and then right where your toe is. a little. slot thing. i mean for flats. or heels it looks okay cause your legs are exposed. but for boots. it's so. just randomly. cut out. i think i would never wear it. i think i would try it on and laugh at myself stupidly for trying it on. and then give it back to the saleslady and whisper in her ear, i think they're more your style. ;D hahaha! HA! FLEA MARKET=SWAP MEET. except the swap meet at golden west. does not have that much of a wide selection on vintage goods. *sigh* i will try my best! roarroarroar. half of my mind says give up on my subscriptions for youtube, I THINK I'LL DIE. GOSH, YOUTUBE FIX THE STUPID GLITCH. PISSING ME OFF. WHY ME. WHY ME. D: i think i fell in love with the knit vest i saw at tj maxx. i saw it a long time ago. but i just remembered it. hmmmm, tj maxx trip soon? ;D oh and today i saw this girl wearing these AWESOME boat ish shoes. like those crew boy shoes where it has shoe lace on the side. it was pretty awesome. the navy blue color was PERFECTION. i can't wait to get a new camera. i mean a new vintage camera. from a cereal box as douglas says. i think i'll finally find the courage to go up to people and ask for their pictures. MAYBEEEE. i wish i had it now! instead of having to memorize the shoes i saw or the dress i happened to pass by. you know what i'm saying saying? no you don't! D: i suddenly want to go to a masquerade ball. i'm semi sad that no dressing up for kathy's party. but then again, i like comfort around this time of year. i think christmas party will be SUPER DRESS UP. hahaha. jaaaaykayyy. MAYBE. i just suddenly had this weird epiphany. and i just feel like dressing up all the time. up the confidence level you guys. it's our junior year! go go go. i want a new bag. probably a woven bag. or maybe one of those tiny bags. that have the super long strap. i want one that's not uhm, what's the word. billowy? i want a hardcase one probably. like the one i saw on the topshop blog. that one was nice. maybe in blue. if i just happened to have a large pile of cash hiding somewhere. PFT. sometimes i wonder how awkward it is for fashion bloggers to take pictures in public. like fashion models. o_o and at first i was like WTF HOW DID THEY TAKE THAT THEMSELVES?! and then i realized. oh duh, someone else is. but how awkward is THAT. i mean, that's TOTALLY awkward. at least, that's how i see it. o_o anywhoooo. *whistles* the meteor shower theme song sung by the "h4" is to DIE FOR. i love it love it love it. it's just so. catchy. and cute. like uber cheesy cute in the chinese song cookie cut cute style. and wei chen. *dies* and their voices. *dies* and HAHA, ONE GUY'S AMERICAN NAME IS...HAM! that's so legit. RESPECTTT man! hahaha, ham. ham. hahaha. i think kelly's joke was like. hey. i'd like you to meat. ham. or something. IDKKK. i can't remember. but ham is sucha legit name. PFFFFFFFT. (: ahh, i need to get more exercise time in. gotta get a smaller waist. BLAHH, and more milk and vitamins. gotta get taller. ahhhh, HUZZAH JESSICA. YOU CAN DO IT. booobooobooo! (: self motivation is freaking HILARIOUS. (: right, gotta throw in a pair of neon bike shorts on my list of crap to buy. *sigh* ^-^ i've been blogging for awhile. barely feels like five minutes. times flies when you're having FUNFUNFUN. (: f is for FRIENDS! :D you know, the reason i want a film camera. only because people keep bugging me like JESSICA DIGITAL IS BETTER, is because i kinda like the feeling of. NOT knowing what kind of picture you just took. like not having the control to erase and delete. is somewhat refreshin you know what i mean? which means i continue my search for a very awesome but seemingly cheap vintage film camera. huzzah.i think i'm about done for the night. probably going to go upstairs and watch some teevee with dad and lizi. hoooooray, see you hooligans tomorrow.

if anything, don't forget the underwear: jdn.