sometimes, your own words just aren't enough.

"i'm like a sticky note. when you need me, you can use me. i'm always there. when you don't need me. you can just throw me away. i never leave a mark. simple. easy. forgotten. sticky note girl." someone is waiting, someone who understands exactly how you feel. someone is dreaming. someone is hoping that this will be the day. that you will take your eyes off the ground. out of the blue. and see that someone is looking right back at you. maybe that someone's me. maybe it's meant to be. lovers, strangers. sometimes bombs fall quietly. maybe it's chemistry. maybe it's hard to see that someone is the right on. i hope that someone is me. nobody's perfect, no one really knows the truth. all we've got is a point of view. and there's too many questions. and too many reasons not to try. but you should take your eyes off the ground. out of the blue. and see that someone is looking right back at you. where you gonna go from here? 'cause everything you need's out there. and you can have it if you dare. there's someone somewhere. [someone somewhere; jason reeves.] "what else am i still hoping for? i met a prince yesterday. i became a princess in one night. i should be content. from today onwards, you must work hard to suppress your true feelings. you must not let anyone find out. you must keep a distance away from him. for the sake of staying by his side a bit longer. you must fight on. & stay strong." you fought your way up to the wall. but you haven't gone past at all. while gazing with tear filled eyes. you just can't help but ask why. if trying hard is what it takes. then why does it feel like a mistake? the words has taken its side. you just wanna run away and hide. it's tough, there's no one to turn to. i hear screaming inside you. feel's like hell's all you've been through. hell's all you've been through. hold on. don't stop your breathing. i see your dreams and i feel them too. hold on. don't lose your faith. i know you can't break. i'm hoping and praying for you. all your peace seems far away. but you know there comes a day. when everything's so bright. all the darkness you feel subsides. and in the rising of the sun. you can finally say it's done. the world will take your side. and your heart will start to shine. i will be holdin gonto you. there is nothing you can't do. i will try to be strong. hold on. don't stop your breathing. i see your dreams and i feel them too. hold on. don't lose your faith . i know you can't break. i'm hoping and waiting for you. [hold on; david choi.] "love&respect. until we don't have a reason too." say you're sorry. that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to. as i pace back and forth all this time. 'cause i honesty believed in you. holding on. that days drag on. stupid girl. i should have known. that i'm not a princess. this ain't a fairytale. i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet. lead her up the stairwell. this ain't hollywood. this is a small town. i was a dreamer before you went and let me down. now it's too late for you and your white horse. to come around. baby, i was naive. got lost in your eyes. i never really had a chance. my mistake, i didn't know. to be in love you had to fight to get the upper hand. i had so many dreams about you and me. happy endings. now i know. i'm not a princess. this ain't a fairytale. i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet. lead her up the stairwell. this ain't hollywood. this is a small town. i was a dreamer before you went and let me down. now it's too late for you and your white horse. to come around. and there you are on your knees. begging for forgiveness. begging for me. just like i always wanted, but i'm so sorry. 'cause i'm not your princess. this ain't our fairytale. i'm gonna find someone someday. who might actually treat me well. this is a big world. that was a small town. there in my rear view mirror. disappearing now. and it's too late for you and your white horse. to catch me now. [white horse; taylor swift.] sometimes, the world just needs to stop for you to have the time to understand. looking from the window above. it's like a story of love. can you hear me? came back only yesterday. who went further away. want you near me. all i needed was the love you gave. all i needed for another day. and all i ever knew. only you. sometimes when i think of her name. when it's only a game. and i need you. listen to the words that you say. it's getting harder to stay. when i need you. all i needed was the love you gave. all i needed for another day. and all i ever knew. only you. this is gonna take a long time. and i wonder what's mine. can't take no more. wonder if you'll understand. it's just the touch of your hand. behind a closed door. all i needed was the love you gave me. all i needed for another day. only you. and all i ever knew. only you. [only you; joshua radin.] "once upon a time. there was a boy who received a pair of wings. the boy wanted to become an angel. so without any doubts or directions. he flew toward the sky. slowly. he flew higher and further. but he didn't yet know. that the moment he flew up. he could never return. the lives of children are beautiful. they are always understood. and taken care of. there area alway free. but that boy, could only be in the endless sky. flying with all his strength. flapping his wings. as they slowly blur the true hapiness and life of a child. and yet. he never regretted flying toward the sky. he found another happiness. he can touch things that people can't even see in the sky. the sun, the moon. the clouds. and the shining stars. he flew through many cities. and in the cities there were many people. many smiled and looked upon him with eyes of admiration and worship. and they wanted to know what his life in the sky was life. perhaps in their hearts. the boy is a smiling angel. or a boy who only knows how to fly and smile sheepishly. perhaps in their hearts. he was very happy. and seeing them, made him very happy. so to keep the people smiling, he continues to fly, harder, higher, further. he flies alone in the sky. to the east and to the west. carrying with him both pain and happiness. behind the admirations, he feels so many pains. the air is cold. he must fly through rain and wind. thunder and lightning. he hides with all his life. at crucial moments, the sun and moon will help him out. the boy is tired, but he never stops. and never feels safe. he's lonely, with no one to talk to. sometimes, he would fly back to see the normal kids' lives. and his eyes would feel with jealousy. because even though he was free to fly anywhere he wanted. those children who were playing, were truly the free ones. he though of flying back down. cutting off his wings. but after falling to the ground. would it be disaster, or paradise? he can never know, so he contines to fly. he learns to protect himself with silence. he faces obstacles directly and sometimes he'll want to escape. he wants to disappear in the world for a second. and so he continues to fly. although he sometimes will go back to watch the normal kids live, he no longer admires them. he knows that these kids will eventually grown their own wings. and fly toward their own skies. the boy matured. he knows he's lucky. and learned to be thankful. he understood something. the moment he grew wings. the sky became his fate. he can only use his wings to soar up high. i believe. i can fly." music is therapy at a perfection. & sometimes, your own words are perfectly fine.

goodbye my almost lover, jdn.