feels like a thursday.

soooo, hi there little friends! (: i seriously kept thinking today was thursday like the entire day. i keep thinking tomorrow's friday. maybe cause friday is assembly schedule? idunnno, anywhooo! today i do not have a lot of homework, actually, i am done with my homework! yay! i was going to caplock the i am done with my homework part. but i'm trying to cut back on the caplocking.i think i'll just bold! pshaw, yeah right! (: my family and i are at the moment watching queen seon deok on the teevee! it's funny cause we're all into it. it's so sad, cause the princess JUST DIED. what the heck man what the heck. so intense. but right when she died and her sister found out and was freaking out. me and my sister were cracking up cause she was screaming! it was so funny. i know. how mean. today since i have little homework, i might finish fated to love you. last night i ended on episode 20? and i think theirs 24 episodes?! so, whenever i finish a drama, or i get near it. i feel so sad. because i don't want it to end! so sometimes i just don't. HA. but this time i will. because i have to know! gahhh, fated to love you is so cute. so cute. (: i'm glad i watched it. it makes me happy. and when i watch it, i get so into it that i fall out of the bed! HA, so funny. today, since i had, again little homework. i was listening to music a lot. usually when i get music, i get it by the album rather than one song then one song. so sometimes i only listen to certain songs on an album.but now i'm trying to listen to all the songs on one albums 'cause sometimes i overlook really good songs. so today, i listened to all of ariel lin's errr, what's it called. her first and only album so far. i think it's called. here we go, blissful encounter. then i listened to loving you more and more, fahrenheit. and listened to all of vitas lu's 100 ways of living. then listened to all of jason reeves' album the magnificent adventures of heartache. which is such a good good good album. i lovedddd it! oh yeah! so queen seon deok episode just finished and it reminded me of what my dad said. cause we were at this part where deokman was supposed to get on the boat and leave before the evil people came. and they're just standing there! like all korean dramas. dramatic standing next to lake part. so the princess is standing there and the two guys and deokman. and the evil guy is hiding in the bushes getting ready to shoot the princess who he thinks is deokman. and my mom is like "wow, this is korean drama. just standing there, waiting TO DIE?!" and i'm like HAHAHHAHA. and then my dad goes. "yeah, stupid korean dramas. they're just standing there waiting to die! if this was vietnam, the communists would have shot them already!" and i was like, WOW DAD. WOWWWW. it was a funny moment. (: oh yeah, and just now a little before the episode ended my dad had to go outside to pick up a phone call and when he came back in, it was already over. and he's like "WHAT?! IT'S OVER ALREADY?!" GOSH, dad you're such a fanboy! speaking of dramas, so. i already mentioned i'm finishing up fated to love you. and whenever i get near finishing a drama, i tend to start a new one. so that by the time i finish one, i'll have one that i'm already into. i've been soul searching for one. i refuse to watch the horror drama at night because then i'd be so scared. i'd die or something. i've been trying to watch heading to the ground? idkkk man, his face is nice. but his expressions are so exaggerated. i gave up on taking care of my young lady. i might pick that up again. i do not know! but i saw this one japanese drama. called love game. like this mysterious lady lets random strangers play a love game for money. and they have to complete love related tasks. like "get your husband to divorce you in 72 hours." and then they get money for completing the mission. i'm like WHOA, THAT IS SO SCANDALOUS seriously, japanese people are so good at the scandalous things. but yeah, i might pick that up. or just find another cute drama to watch. so cute that i'll fall out of my bed cause i'ts so cute. :) this sunday is keyclub event! at southcoast plaza. uber excited, ew used uber AGAIN?! what the heckers! D: anyways, now that i reflect back on the last three days. this week started out not so great, but i think since it's the middle of the week. the week has started to look better. hopefully the next few days will be great! what with the first assembly coming up and the sb carnival and now keyclub! SELF REFLECTION YOU GUYS, how ap lang is that?! :) i'm happy i'm blogging again. i doubt anyone reads it. i think it's just fun to write for myself. i often have the thought of privating this blog, so maybe i could really write how i feel sometimes, but i'm really not the private blog person am i? (: i have been last.fming a lot lately. yeah me! (: now i'm singing, lalala. life is good when you're a little more optimistic. i have the urge to wear a skirt to school. or a dress, maybe soon! or when summer comes again. did you know IT'S FALLLLL?! since yesterday at 218 pm. haha, but it was SUPER HOT TODAY. what the heckkk, fall is supposed to be cold! :( in the morning there was a huge FOG, which means yeah it's gonna be hot, my dad taught me that! but the first three periods were cold. which means me freezing my butt off in nadeau's class cause his class is ALWAYS cold. then around lunch, it got EXTREMELY HOT. i was like, wow. wow. so hot. :( HEY, i think my soul searching has gone well! easy fortune happy life looks like a really cute taiwanese drama. i think taiwanese dramas are so much cuter, PLUSSSS. the girl from easy fortune happy life is the girl from FATED TO LOVE YOU! coinkydink? i think NOT. it's fate! (: i might watch it. we'll see how i like the first episode tonight, SEE HOW I'M PUTTING OFF WATCHING THE LAST EPISODES OF FATED TO LOVE YOU?! it's cause i don't want it to end. :( anyways, easy fortune happy life. the guy is pretty cute. from what i see the characters always grow on me as i watch. that's how i am. I GET EMOTIONAL SO EASILY i was gonna say touched. as in emotionally touched. but i could see how "i get touched so easily" could for sure go the wrong way with the people who read my blog. (NEIL! haha!) anyways, last.fming. sometimes REALLY old school boy bands have really good songs. like o-town. all or nothing. i think boyband music is so easy to sing to. i just don't like the super popish stuff. the ballady stuff is so fun to sing! i enjoy it very much thank you! okay, i think i really am gonna watch easy fortune happy life. THANK YOU SOUL SEARCHING. (: o-town. all or nothing. SERIOUSLY, CUTE SONG. words get to me so easily! :( plus they have such smooth voices. i know, so lame. so lame. but really, i don't want to condemn their music when some of it is enjoyable. i don't get people who bash on people who like certain types of music. like, i don't enjoy screamo. but i don't think i would go as far as say ew, screamo people suck. you know? i think all music is good. if you give it a chance. :) you know, i think the youtube app is so EFFICIENT. and the ability to watch veoh is soo gooooood. *happy face* okay, i'm singing again. hahahah! last night i watched four parts of the family outing episode with seungri AND kimhyunjoong (JIHOO SUNBAEEEE) it was SOSOSOSO FUNNY. i was cracking up very quietly as to not wake up my parently people i can't wait for the rest to be subbbbbed. (: it was so..FUNNNNNY. hahahahha! anyways,i think the 2pm fanclub flash mobs are SO COOOOOOL i wish i had the self confidence to do that. oh yeah so abstinence club apparently. the teachers would rather approve zombie defense club than abstinence club. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! i think the world is ridiculous. if you're scared of something, you have to face it. not run away from the issue. just because we bring up a controversial issue doesn't mean you need to put us down. we're bringing it up for goood reasons, to prevent kids from doing bad things. -_- it just makes me angry when some teachers always tell us to stand up for what we believe in but when we do, and it seems like something too issue-y. they put us away and try to hide us under the rug in hopes that the issue will be swept under the rug too. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?! i'm fighting to get this club passed. it better be passssed! :( huzzzzah! anyways. OMGGGG, i just remembered. today intro to business was EXTRA funny. i mean, FOR REALLLLLSSSSS. we were doing flashcards and the sophomore in front of me and kelly, michael? says something like "okay, i will present you LADIES with my lovely cards which are obviously more precise than hers." and me and kelly just CRACK UP. it was SO FUNNNNNY. he said it with such a straight face that it was impossible not to laugh. i like my seat! cause i sit next to kelly and then michael and keaton are in front of us facing us so we have a lot of fun in mrs. rumble's class. MY FAVORITE CLASS & TEACHER. for realsssssssss. no joke. (: apologize by onerepublic is a song that ALWAYS gives me chills. when i listen to the cello violin ish part it's like *shudder* because it's so BEAUTIFUL. i love that song. it reminds me of the jabbawockeez is that how you spell it? i forget, i was always a kaba modern shipper after watching their movie scenario comp. it was SO CUTE. (: geeks and girls. hahahah! perfect romantic comedy no? (: HEY, in 2PM fans in CALIFORNIA are planning a FLASH MOB THIS WEEKEND. but i can't go, OBVIOUSLY. but i will support. (: i think if me and neil were old enough we would go for sure FLASH MOBBBBB, come back leader jayyyy. :( hahah, i'm listening to the jonas brothers! wow, wow. but sos is such a catchy song. AGAIN, not condemning good songs! :) ok so the horror drama soul released an OST. and i'm so tempted to get it BUT I'M SCARED. cause the music is probably scary. TEARS. :( why am i such a scaredy cat? my mom makes fun of me cause i'm more scared of things than my sister. and also cause i'm clumy. cause everytime i scoop rice. rice always falls on the table. IT'S NOT MY FAULT. :( *tears forever* listening to poker face;lady gaga. sometimes i wish i had her self confidence. lady gaga is pretty amazing. (: OMG. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I FORGOT. ever since school started...i have not watched hell's kitchen! OMFGGG. :( that is sad jessica, sad. okay, putting it onto my playlist to watch later. WHAT EPISODE WAS I LAST ON?! omfg, i do not even know. my obsession with hell's kitchen is equal to vincent's obsession with house except i would not write a whole essay about hell's kitche. *cough vincent cough.* make me over; lifehouseis a good song. me gusta la cancion? is that the right word? i'm so fail at spanish without ms. franco. i miss her. :( you know, only recently did i realize the importance of a belt. it's really important! i like my belt that i stole from my mom's closet. it's all nice and braided looking, yay free things that you find in your mom's closet! woohoo. (: so on the last song no love; simple plan. their last released album was a really good album, i have to say honestly. as much as everyone dubs them so lame-o poseur rock band. i think they have legitimate song writing schools. not to mention, good vocal and melody. so. AGAIN, don't judge man. don't judge.

last words for the day: i hope tomorrow's better for you. keep that smile on, fighting. (:
-jdn.