no words.

basically, today was a poc. i woke up feeling HORRIBLY sick. and yeah, that's basically how the rest of the day went. me being horribly sick. coughing swine flu all up in duy's grill. having a headache and kinda feeling feverish. couldn't concentrate because my throat hurt. every part of my body ached. i just felt like crap. but there were some highlights to the day. gave maria, the BALLERINA, her present. getting sandwiches with duy and cringing. mr. nadeau's story. & ms. rumble's class was fun. still feel like a poc right now. just got back from jamba juice, thanks michael. white gummibear makes me feel better. (:

tumblr: "dear heart, today i met a boy. prepare to shatter." yes, i reblogged that picture on tumblr. and that's basically how i feel. you know how liking someone makes you feel like a fool? i certainly feel like a fool sometimes. it's a great feeling, note the sarcasm.

i've been irritable this past week. it might be because swine flu was creeping into my body. or because i was so stressed out about all the crap i had to do. but yeah, easily irritated. sorry. :(

last.fm: jason mraz; i'm yours. oh thank the lord. this song cheers me up.

i feel like i have something to seriously blog about. but i really don't know what it is. let me think. there have been lots of things on my mind. 1. i really enjoy the fact that sometimes you make it seem like you're always there but really you're not. 2. sometimes, people need to realize that i need time to myself. 3. i'm a crazy fool.

so doug really blogged yesterday. which makes me feel bad cause i never REALLY blog. i want to. i really do. but people read this thing right? maybe i'm scared. agreed, i AM scared. fine, i'll really blog.

sometimes, i really hate liking someone because i feel like a fool who's hanging onto this guy's every word. i want to talk to him. no i don't. yes i do. no i don't. i feel like a nuisance. oh crap, i am. oh man,i am i am i am. :( i don't want to be a nuisance. maybe it's a sign to forget it.

i should have stayed home today.