Thursday, October 22, 2009

here it goes again.

this morning. i saw a star and i made a wish that you would remember. then the star moved. turns out it was a helicopter. oh pooo. :(

other than my whole star wishing fail. today was a really good day. thank goodness. keyclub meeting went really well. i like having people shove money in my direction. i could have walked out with like a hundred bucks. but i DIDN'T. because i'm a good girl! :) this weekend is public works so i'm super excited. (: yumyumyum. i got 133/131 for my homework packet for history. which is like. YES. and i understood ap physics today which is a double YES and subs came out for you're beautiful which is TRIPLE YES. except minus a half cause i saw the kissing scene between uee and jgs and i was like :o :o :o nooooooooo! so TWO AND  A HALF YES. plus another half 'cause ms. rumble came back so yeah TRIPLE YES. :) intro was so funnny today. kelly missed out cause she was taking her ap chem test. but we talked about the creeper substitute from yesterday. period six, we're the best! her special angels. :) i do not know why but my printer is not printer.bummmmmer. :(

last night, went to the lqve & drama concert. it was so BEAUTIFUL. :') good job kathy tay kevin chris peter quincy sonny and brandon. and all those other peoples. :) it was so good. especially ESPECIALLY the last song where hensley let all the lqve alumni come up and take their old spots and sing. I GOT SO NOSTALGIC! i saw guillermo! and vincent! *hugs* and i saw andrew. and josie. and john. and everyone. it was like. *tears forever* it made me and maria very sad in a happy way. cause we were thinking about when WE'LL be seniors. that's going to be so weird. NO i will not think about that now. *tears* but yeah. LQVE, AMAZINGNESSS. *heart* :) drama was prettttty funny. especially genaviv [sp?] she was FREAKING HILARIOUS. but that one girl with the pink hair was so stupid. i can't believe she said what she said in front of hensley. what a dumb bunny.plus. she wasn't funny at all. oh yeah i saw garrett! but i forgot to say hi. :/ oh welllll. over all. great night with maria and michelle. [MEAN TO ME!] goood stuff. (:

i realllllly enjoy that short walk from the parking lot to my locker in the morning. because it's zero period. there's no one there. and it's just a really good five minutes to myself. because for the rest of the day there's just people everywhere. hustle and bustle. and that five precious minutes i have to myself walking. i love it. which is why i think i do'nt hate zero. i would not be happy if i lost my precious five minutes alone in the morning looking at the sunrise. school is kinda pretty without so many people running around everywhere. it's quiet in a beautiful way. 

just finished my homework. mom's making dinner and it smells sososo yummy. (: just looked. she's making kungpao chicken. nyomnyomnyom. (: an airplane just flew over my house. SO LOUD. i thought it was a ufo. so freaky deeeky. it's almost time for dinner. hacking starving. kungpao chicken came out SO SO GOOOOD. (: bye friends. (:


the end is such a scary place to start. everything is torn apart. and i don't know where to go from here. in the end. there's no reason to pretend. i know you won't be back again. i gotta find a way from here. i don't know where i'll fall down. but i'm sure to hit the ground. 'cause it's not over til it's over. every ending's a new beginning. one more chance to get it right. one more chance to get it wrong. it's not over til it's over. sometime's nowhere leads to somewhere. and it all starts again. in the end, and it's such a scary place to be. everything is in between. and i do'nt know where to go from here. in the end i see it's all up to me. to figure out where i should be. i'm gonna find a way from here. in the end.

thank you jason reeves. (:

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