just another latestart.

happy latestart. (: today i ate breakfast with davidnguyyyy like i do every latestart. (: and me and him and chris listened to i'm yours. yay! and all these other songs. on chris' loudbutt speakers. and trance music which was funny. today, was easy. we had an abstinence club meeting. i am working on the website/facebook as we speak! (: errrm, not much homework, just apphysics. my grade is slowly climbing back up. yay. uhhhm, tonigh is the fall choir/drama concert. i'm going! with maria & kevin. yay. support lqve. (: errrrm, my concert is next wednesday. i think i might be dorothy if huong lets me borrow her costume. otherwise. BACKUP is my thieunhi uniform. ;) andddddd, emily wants to wear footsie pajamas but i REFUSEE. :) uhmm uhmm uhmm. i forgot. what i was going to say. oh yeah, something big went down yesterday or something cause a lot of asb people were gone. :o me and maria speculated but who knows. i'm excited. cause you're beautiful aired so subs should come out soon. yay life. i kinda have the gist [is that how you spell it] of my business letter outlined. i just need to figure out...how to write a business letter. :( tears for me! :) today i had fun in apphysics. except when alex and bryan made fun of me for mixing up sc [starcraft] with cs [counterstrike]....what a bunch of BULLLLIES. :( uhm. blahblahblah. last night i baked all these strawberry pastries that came out pretty good. i'm proud of myself. :) oh yeah. last night i rewatched wild bunny episodes cause i miss jayyyyyyyyy. :( he was the PERFECT leader for twopm. geebus jyp. you made a stupid move! :( oh yeah. tumblr. I REFUSE TO USE IT. as much as i am really liking the format...I WILL NOT ABANDON MY LITTLE BLOGSPOT. sometimes i feel like. i should be able to blog more openly with this blog. maybe i'm scared to cause i know people read this thing. okay okay. i will make a vow right now....ugh.

i, jessica d nguyen. vow to openly blog to my heart's consent on this blog. without worrying about who reads this. and how they interpret it. signed, jessicadnguyen.

i did it. i will now openly blog. yeah right. NO I TAKE THAT BACK. i will! i will. it'll just take time. i refuse to delete anything i say. even though i know i might regret it.

i miss kathy. i feel like even though i see her every day. i haven't really talked to her. even though she's right there. okay i make a vow to REALLLYREALLLY talk to her tomorrow. NO. tonight! when i see her. I'M SUPPORTING HER AT HER CONCERT. like the good friend i am. i really miss her. 'cause i haven't even caught up with her on anything yet. no updates nothing. i feel lost. and sorry. is this what high school does?

so i think i have this schoolgirl crush on this guy. oh no, kelly he isn't universally cute. at all. :) but he's just one of those guys in your classes that you enjoy fighting with all the time. even though you're not really fighting. and you know you're not really fighting cause you're both laughing. it's just fun. i wish life was always this simple.

i feel like. it always happens on days like these. i push i push and i push you away. and then months fly by. and. the little birdy flies back. i can't decide if i'm happy that i'm in the back of your mind. of if i'm angry that you're always in the back of mine.

sometimes i think i watch korean dramas because i just want to be that girl.