Sunday, June 14, 2009

if it kills me. [jason mmmmrazberries!]

hello, tell me you know. yeah, you figured me out. something gave it away. it would be such a beautiful moment. to see the look on your face. i know that i know that you know now. and baby that's a face of wishful thinking. you know nothing, well you and i. why, we go carrying on for hours on end. we get along much better than you and your [girlfriend]. well all i really wanna do is love you. a kind much closer than friends use. but still i can't say it after all we've been through. and all i really want from you is to feel me. as the feeling inside keeps building. and i will find a way to you if it kills me. how long can i go on like this wishing to kiss you. before i rightly explode? well this double life i lead isn't healthy for me. in fact it makes me nervous. if i get caught, i could be risking it all. cause maybe there's a lot that i miss. in case i'm wrong. if i should be so bold. i'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand. i'd tell you from the start how i've longed to be your [girl]. but i never said a word. i guess i'm gonna miss my chance again. well all i really wanna do is love you. a kind much closer than friends use. but still i can't say it after all we've been through. and all i really want from you is to feel me. as the feeling inside keeps building. and i will find a way to you if it kills me. [jason mmmrazberries. :D]

*oh man, :D

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