Sunday, April 5, 2009

journal + music.

so, lately, i've been avoiding writing in my journal because. i felt like. if i wrote down those things i've been thinking about this past week. it'd be admitting to myself that it was true. writing it down would mean forcing myself to face it. and at first i couldn't. but today i wrote it all down. all my feelings and my speculations. and everything. and i now feel better. and then i got around to charging my sister's ipod shuffle. and using it and the songs. gahhh, listening to them while sitting on my grandpa's porch watching the sun set is not a good idea because it made me all nostalgic. and i literally wrote down seven pages of random lyrics and tidbits. oh nostalgia, how you get to me.

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