pursuit of happyness.

icon of the day: sunmi. because she has a four d mind.
icon credit: jessicanguyen_asdf @ soompiforums.
music video of the day: only look at me: taeyang. because kathy loves him.
song of the day: baby, i'm sorry.: taeyang. album: HOT.
can't wait to watch: we got married. episode 38. bye joongbo.<3

today is wednesday. all i have for homework is annotations for jlc and study for euro test tomorrow. today, how do i say this. it was a half half day. so fun. because it was late start! but some things kind of ruined it. some who read this will know what i'm talking about. ;D but i'm looking at the bright side. we got married was subbbbbbed! and i saw andrew and brian shaking their bootie in the student store. ;D those losers. and i watched the dark knight in math. and me and fred were totally waiting for the pencil magic trick part. and when it happened ryan shook my shoulders and i ALMOST screamed in class. and other funny stuff later.

icon of the day! sunmi from WG. she's so funny, and like super 4d mind thinking. sunmi and her partner should win wonder bakery. they're the best! yeah! and plus, i like how i did the coloring on this one. so booyah. music video of the day. only look at me. by taeyang from big bang off his solo album, HOT. it's the more well known song of his album, but it is equally amazing. i like the lyrics. i like the dances in the mv, which are pretty cool looking. and are possible considerations for lipsync choreography. ;D if i'm not lazy. my favorite thing about the video is that all the big bang members make an appearance as a guy taeyang's girlfriend cheats on him with. and i have to say, nerd glasses do gdragon well. song of the day: baby i'm sorry also by taeyang and from his solo album HOT. it's such a nice relaxed song and the lyrics are beautiful! it kind of makes you think about whether you're doing everything right or not. amazing song, with amazing vocals. bravo! can't wait to watch. HELLO PEO. PLE. WE GOT MARRIED EP38 is out! JOONGBO'S LAST EPISODE. D: i hate watching farewell episodes, ever since alshin's first farewell. i think i'm going to cry after i watch it because i saw the preview at the beinning of part one, and hwangbo was bawling, and i think i will too. my favorite couple, the reason i watch we got married...goneeee. and i heard crown j and seo in young are leaving in january. both are going to america....hm, coincidence? i think NOT! but exciting news is that the two new couples have sort of been confirmed. first new couples is with super junior's very own "korea number one sexy guy" KANGIN. excited much? i am, his "wife" is supposed to be some lady a year older than him, forgot her name but she's pretty. they're concept is supposed to be ...campus couple? no idea what that is but i'm still excited. and second couple GUY who is confirmed is junjin from shinhwa, who i loveeee on xman and infinity challenge. so i'm excited, too bad his wife can't be hwangbo because they're best friends. but i'm all for joongbo all the way. JOONGBO FTW. so yeah, excited about the new few episodes. but i'm wondering who is gong to sub it since muish is quitting, who by the way i thank for subbing for this long. someone please step up and make me happy. haha, anyways.... farewell dear joongbo couple. a romance that started from awkward silences and developed to renascent competitions and cranes. you will surely be missed, but we all know you two are getting married for real some day. at least we hope for it. <3

fun stuff. david promising to actually SING on friday. for thirty seconds? i suggest collide. our conversation about korean drama nice guys and how they always lose to the abrasive one. swearing on taeyeon's life. walking into walls...or being rammed into them. the dark knight. saint sains. talking french like you're going to barf. my unicorn rainbow leprechauns attacking people elevator dreams. telling a telemarketer my mom was in the shower. andrewtran being a fence and LT being a house. andrewtran being a jellyfishghostearthquakepencil. ;D drawing my chemistry friends as inanimate objects in my agenda. my fence protecting house story. getting massaged by jennifer during spanish. matthew drawing the olympic sign WRONG on brianbui's neck. laughing at peter because a bird pooped on him right when he was about to open his locker. walking into puddles. a hard cinnamon bun. owning scary david at thirteen with my amazing pairs. :D viet giving me DIET COKE! and say sofa king sofa king sofa king and having a old man stare at us. punching viet's stomach and having my hand hurt. then punching duy's stomach and having his stomach jiggle. ;D a shotgun handshake with viet and having him yell diet coke at me when we walked to fourth period. talking to duy on aim and having him ask how was your day? [LANDMARK PEOPLE.] rain rain and sitting in front of the library like crazy people. tripping over my feet and literally found sprawled all over the ground. dancing the nobody dance to a crowd of....six? walking in the rain to class and being frozen cold and having brian complain about the water. playing rock paper scissors with brianbui and owning him. so many good times.

not fun stuff. being abandoned is not fun. being left behind for someone else is not fun. not knowing what to do. not knowing how to win against someone so strong, someone who has you totally mesmerized. someone who can even beat all four of us. at a simple game of tug of war for your attention. someone who can simply bake you some cupcakes and throw you some words and you'd follow her. what do i do? how do i make you know i'm there. how do i make you pay attention to what i want. and what i think. and what i care about. do my feelings matter? or is she more important. do i ever cross your mind, does she? do you ever think about what i'm doing, where i am. what i'm thinking. what about her. do you guys care about us anymore. i'm losing the fight and i'm losing my strength, i'm losing this fight where i have more on my side but this one person can defeat me with one blow. would you come to my aid if i lost. who's side are you on. i don't want to make you pick. but what is there to do. tell me. what i could do. to make you glance my way. for even just awhile. to make you look and think. that's her. i'm sorry. for not being stronger. for not fighting on, if you read this. would you wonder if it was you. or cast it aside.

i'm off to do my annotations for section three and study for my ap euro test. which ISN'T multiple choice anymore. D: but i love you guys. ;D have a greeeeeeeeeat night. <3

some pursue happiness. others create it.

the end.

rain rain go away.

icon of the day: taeminnnn. because shy boys don't always finish last.
icon credit: jessicanguyen_asdf @ soompi. link below.
song of the day: crazy [club house remix]: son dambi. because the song is seriously cool.
music video of the day: don't trust men: M. [aka lee minwoo] album: MRIZING.
can't wait to watch: wonderbakery. EP5. because cake is yummy.

so, it's monday! uhm, today it rained. i love the rain...but only when i'm at home. rain at school kind of sucks because my backpack and my books get wet. and the hallways are all slippery and crowded. the rain makes me feel nostalgic, just like christmas. i feel like getting cozy in my bed with a book and my ipod. -sigh-

what to say? crazy. by sondambi. clubhouse remix. b-b-b-best song ever. lol, i like the song. i like the chair dance in the music video for the original. the club house remix just makes me want to dance. or party all night long. or jump up and down and wave my hands around. love love love it. it cheers me up. when i need a pick me up. i listen to this song. music video of the day. and sort of song of the day. don't trust men. by M. or also known as lee minwoo from shinhwa. from the album MRIZING. i loveee this song. i first heard this song yesterday because it happened to be on the related songs of taeyang's only look at me. i just happened to listen to it because minwoo kicks buttocks in his other song "girlfriend". this song has a really really catchy beat. in general it is just very catchy. i likethe dancing. and minwoo kicks butt! and plus, it kind of fits my mood. "don't trust men" you know? wonderbakery ep5. like the wondergirl version of snsd's factory girl. except instead of koreaelle. it's cake. and it has guys who bake yummy things.

funny things. david and drake fighting over taeyeon. and my icon. lol. funny funny funny. and the tennis team asking david how he got so many fan girls. [cough. me and maria screaming david you're so hot when he served.] haha, JLC. FINALLY TOGETHER ONLINE! lol, the jessicanguyen the cute one story. duy doing a project on korea. and japan. david promising on TAEYEON'S LIFE. to play me a song on friday. how i can't ever eat another cupcake again. kelly falling in love with guitars. VIET TELLING ME TO WATCH PEOPLE PLAY TENNIS! kelly being in love with the jonas brothers. me not being. me pushing andrew into the wall! kelly seeing superman and ramming me into the wall. learning how fit i am. looking at my fortune cookie. walking home in the rain....okay that wasn't that funny. ;D

i don't know what to say. about this. circumstance. maybe, i don't care much for it. i'm over all the things i have to think about. maybe if you gave me something to hold on to. i'd be holding on. right now. i don't want to let go. but my fingers are slipping. falling into an abyss of time.


only time is capable of understanding love. the end.

the best.

on friendship: so lately, i feel really close to kathy and maria and kelly. like we've forged this bond to fight for our friendship. to support each other, through thick and thin. to never give up on what we care about. to love one another like a family. thanks. for coming to support me at my challenge. even though i told you guys to leave. it really meant a lot to me. thanks for laughing at the lame jokes. it's fun to talk about "korea" and "china" and korea at war with vietnam. the cold war ending, thank goodness. thanks for being a creeper and making me laugh. thanks for sticking your hands in each others sleeves, and fixing tay's hair. and grabbing ken's love handles. and yelling kathy's name during her concert. and playing the innocent game during lunch. and planning the christmas party. and caring about what i think and my opinion. thanks for making me a stronger person. for making me a better person. for improving my me.

today's wish: i wish i could be brave enough to tell you what's inside here.
...oh look. a shooting star. beautiful.

don't forget about me. the end.

amaze me.

icon of the day: taeyeon. because that's david's ONE TRUE LOVE. ;D
icon credit: jessicanguyen_asdf @ soompi. see post two and three for link.
song of the day: it's okay. :untouchable ft. hwayobi. because really, it's okay.
can't wait to watch: kko kko tour. episode ten. ;D because it's super cool.
spazzing over: the guys playing tennis. because it was seriously. SERIOUSLY. SO COOL!
site of the day: kathy's xanga. because she blamed duy for getting her sick. <3

so yeah, today was. wait, IS FRIDAY! i have SO MUCH HOMEWORK. but it's okay! i will overcome it! ORTHODONTIST ON SUNDAY. i'm scared. but it's okay. i will overcome it! today was funnnnnn. and here's why...LOL SO AMBIGIOUS.

after tutoring, i went with maria and andrew to watch the guys play tennis for the first time. it was. so AMAZING. SO COOL. like usually, the guys are really childish. and uhm, NOT serious? BUT, on the court. it was like they were TOTALLY possessed. it was amazing to watch. they were so serious. and kevin was really goooood! and it was so cool. i want to learn how to play tennis now. but i think i'm just a badminton person. and viet said something to me that surprised me! i was very shocked. and i learned how fit i am today. and i raced maria. and it was a tie! yay! fun fun fun. so yes, the guys are my new heroes. they are ALL princes of tennis! haha!

oh yeah, thursday was the concert, which was okay. but the highlight of thursday was kathy's lunch concert for vocal. we all went to cheer her on because we are SUCH good friends. maria and andrew sat in front and then it was ken tay duy me and jefffie. it was funny cause after every song we would scream kathy's name. and while they were singing we were like swaying and beating each other up. and then i was listening intently to the sweeney todd song. and i'm just very very focused. and suddenly duy freaking tickles me shoulder like the creeper he is and i freak out. and then i sit back and then jeffie and duy put their arms on the back of my chair and i freak out! and duy sticks his arm in jeffies sleeve. and they just looked like stupid.... and oh yeah, kathy was really good! ;D

uhm, song of the day. it's okay. by untouchable featuring hwayobi. the only reason i caught onto this song was because hwayobi is in we got married. but i found her voice to be really pretty. and untouchable is pretty good. the song has nice lyrics. and hwayobi has a really nice voice that's kind of soothing. no wonder hwanhee loves her. ;D icon of the day. special for david. because she is his lover. and he doesn't like xiah junsu touching his woman. not one bit. can't wait to watch. kko kko tour episode ten. kko kko tour is soo goood, but this is the last episode because production costs were too high. so sad. but we got married last night. WAS SO CUTE. i swear, i might die from the cuteness emitting from those couples.

i'm going to stop this one here. because i'm posting another one. in like five seconds. about stuff that i wan to talk about separately. because it's cool like that. don't be lame you lame brains.

TENNIS IS SOOOO COOL! MY HEROES! the end.

809PM.

icon of the day: siwon and his new best friend. because best friends are cool.
icon credit: jessicanguyen_asdf @ soompi. link in previous posts.
song of the day: i love you, oh thank you: mc mong.
funny thing of the day: crazy: sondambi. parody.
can't wait to: watch we got married episode 37. :D

hi everybody! *waves* uhm , i feel good sort of today. i managed my time really well. i finished chapter nineteen notes for ap euro. only three pages left. easy peeesy. and i finished annotating two out of four chapter for JLC. so cool, good day i guess. EXCEPT. duy's "mad" at me for getting him sick. and it's driving me nuts. and i'm really scared about my ortho appointment on sunday. ah! but whatever. LOL, today was funny because we played the innocent game at the lunchtable. I TOTALLY OWNED YOU GUYS! it was funny, at one point, we just all went crazy. i ate corn pops for lunch. they were yummy. ^_^, and i got 100% on my chemistry test. so yeah.BOOYAH. and i totally owned brianbui at rock paper scissors in spanish. ^_^

okay, uhm. icon of the day. i think it's funny. because you know. he's hugging the thing and they're like best friends. get it? get it? :D my photoshop is still being retarded and i have two pending requests. so argh! the song. i love you, oh thank you. by mc mong. got to admit, he isn't the most beautiful korean out there. but his lyrics are really beautiful. and he dresses nice, usually. so brownie points for that. the song is nice. the guy who sings the chorus is NOT mc mong. the singer is some other guy, who cares. lol, the rapper is mc mong. and you know what? he has cool sunglasses. funny thing of the day. LOL LOL LOL. when i watched this i laughed so hard. so basically it's a parody of a song by son dam bi [OH GOSH HELLO PEOPLE! sound familiar?!] it's called crazy. and in the music video she does this really cool dance. that's like. idk sexy for guys? and it's with a chair and she has to like lift her leg over the chair and be all sexy. and the parody is a guy. and it' s so funny! pay attention to the guy in the background with the laptop because he is so funnnnny! and not to mention the song is also AWESOME. so, dude double points for that. and the thing i can't wait for. we got married episode 37 to come out with subs. i mean, that's what i wait for every week! but i read the summary for the hwanhee/hwayobi part of the show. EEEK, 100day photoshoot. it's been 100 days already, wow! and solbi was on the show. sigh. andy and solbi, how i miss them. they were like. the best couple on wgm. can't wait to watch it. but what i could wait for is hyunjoong/hwanbo's farewell vacation. noooo, don't leave! you're the reason i started watching wgm! ahh. oh well. maybe they'll get married for real. lol, just like kyujong said. i'm anticipating the new couple though. blah, maybe if the PD's are really smart, it'll be kyujong/yoobin. hello, then they would have so many more fans. because triple s and wonderfuls would watch it too. ^_^

this winterbreak. i will be going to san fransisco. oh joy. oh bliss. it's going to be fun i think. because i'm going to shop until i drop. and take lots of pictures. and bring back one free pin for someone who got me one free pin the last time said person went to san fransisco and "ditched school". ;D omgggg, david's totally going to spoil beethoven virus for me anytime now. if he does i might killll him! haha. and by the way, beethoven virus has got to be the number one new korean drama. i mean it's crazy good. and plus i love music. and jang geun seuk is cute. so DOUBLE WHAMMMY. i'm tired, i think i'll go now. and sleep. you go watch stuff and beethoven virus like david who doesn't do his homework. :D

because i see the good in him that no one else does. the end.

midnight

icon of the day: shinae, because she's pretty. & alshin ftw.
icon credit: jessicanguyen_asdf @ soompi.
song of the day: bad boy [club house remix]: son dambi. because. yeah.
website of the day: soompi forums. because it's where it all started.
anticipating: a movie. pure comic. because kangin's in it. and because it looks really cute. :D

so, today is december eighth of the year two thousand eight. today is a monday. and i'm already feeling overwhelmed by school. i have a vast amount of homework to do, but i will not complain. i decided to set out my time like this. work til midnight on monday. and then the rest of the week i'll be okay! yay, and happy emaculate conception day. i'm going to church in about ten minutes for that. and then confirmation. today duy was sick. :O i think i might have gotten him sick so i'm feeling guilty. D: and feeling horrible because of my illness. i hope i don't die. and i hope duy doesn't die. get well soon! :D

my new thing for this blog. to *spice* it up. is to add links so you guys can, i don't know, stop reading this blog and find other stuff to occupy your time. let's see. the links. i will explain them now. so you can trust you are not clicking into like some crazy gross website with flying monsters and stuff. icon credit link is again to my TR [taking requests] thread on soompi. bad boy club house remix. son dam bi. greatttt remix. and i mean GREAT. [reminiscent of tony the tiger eh?] the link is to youtube where you can listen to the song. it's great great great. i like listening to get in the mood for hyperness or party time. :D dude, soompi forums. one stop fun shop for korean fans. so just go. pure comic. it's a fanfic turned movie. oh yummy! and it has kangin oh double yummy! and the story looks adorable. and they use the music from we got married! so triple yummy! the link is the trailer for it with english subtitles on youtube. enjoy.

just got back from confirmation. i feel HORRIBLE. all i have to say is douglas you are the nicest guy in the whole wide world. and not in a million years would've i have thought you would do what you did. so i'm sooooo sorry for not saying what you wanted to hear. but we have to stay friends or i might kill you! <3

going to do euro homework and be sad now. D: oh yeah, and duy get well soon.

realize what you have before you lose it- a really smart person. the end.

long time no see.

icon credit: jessicanguyen_asdf @ soompi.
song of the day: can you hear me: taeyeon. beethoven virus OST.
book of the day: the joy luck club. by amy tan.

long time no see my dear blog. not that anyone's reading. i haven't been on since my birthday. hmm, what's happened since my birthday. i opened a taking requests thread on soompi to make graphics for people. which is going very well. and i'm totally excited about it. you can click the above link to check it out. uhm. lunch table people are planning a party at my house for christmas. i'm very excited about it. we're doing secret santa. and i have. ____. yeah right, like i'm going to tell. ^^; what else. we got married! that show is so awesome. love love love. but. sad for the next two weeks because hyunjoong/hwangbo couple are leaving. :( my favoritest couple. they're dropping like flies. it sucks. but i like the new couples. especially hwanhee/hwayobi. they're super cute. and only recently have i agreed on sondambi/marco. because he did that cute bridge proposal thing. school sucks. well not really. but i really need to get my grade in english up by second semester. wish me luck!

went to disneyland on thursday. and GARRETT CAME. :( i felt very nostalgic. me and kathy were like. super nostalgic. because garrett used to sit next to me in orchestra and we had lots of fun times making fun of me. :( i hope he comes back second semester. because i miss him a lot! disneyland was fun. IT SNOWED!...bubbles. still, it was totally amazing. but i came home totally sick. and now i'm super sick. and it sucks. BUT THE SNOW WAS AWESOME. and matterhorn was so scary. :( splash mountain was fun! but isn't it always? funnel cake. i ate it for the first time. very very yummy. emily ate a whole one by herself. o_O crazy. uhm, let's see. about this blog. i will try to maintain it. cause i miss it.

marco: "throw this as far as you like me. and i'll go get it for you. because as long as you love me, i'll always bring your feelings back." the end.