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when i laid my eyes on this jungle safari romper on shopruche.com, i think i slightly fell in love. alas, i can not spend twenty five dollars on such an item just yet. so i will just stare lovingly at it until i win the lottery or that 1000 american express credit gift card. *sigh* everyone's been doing the P90X as i said before. i don't have 90 days before school starts. but still i think i should workout a bit more. except, wait i can't find it for free and you know how cheap i am. so i'm still searching online. so far. looks scary. kevinpham says he can no longer feel his legs. hehe. damn it people, why do you not illegally load up p90x videos for me! i gotta ask maria where she gets it. it looks expensive. my mom would never let me waste money on those teevee commercial exercise programs. ever. *sigh* alas, that is the life of one who lives in my house. alas alas alas i need to get rid of this belly fat. love handlee things. i need a smaller waist. i keep having this urge to wear a comfy dress on the first day of school but then again, it's going to be cold i'm sure. so i do not know. and i keep using the word alas. i do not understand why i am so, is it possible to be attracted to a word?, yes i am attracted to the use of the word alas as of this moment. okay, reading all these p90x reviews freak me out a bit. but NO JESSICA, YOU HAVE TO DO THIS. anyways, for now i will settle for cruddy p90x videos but if anyone is willing to ship out 119 ish dollars to buy it for me, hey kudos to you! hahahah! (: and I HATE DAVID PHAM BECAUSE HE EATS MILLIONS OF CHOCOPIES AND DOESN'T GET FAT! D: i hate him for life. not really. but i will shove food down his throat and make him super fat his year. JESSICA'S REVENGE. (: oh, got fahrenheit's new album. like it better than the other ones that's for sure. also got arisong, hwangbo's new album which is like house club music. she released it in europe first and it topped the charts. personally , i love dancing to the song. but i LOVE the album cover so much more. it's gorgeous. i love it. it's so simple. but the whole composition of it, i just can't get enough of it. okay, now i HAVE to post it up. i know it's ridiculous that i'm saying i love this album cover. but i seriously do. i just love it. hwangbo is gorgeous. and europe is gorgeous. mannnnn. [HOORAY, found chest/back for p90x nice one jessica. ;D gosh i'm so cheap.] and anyways. i also got GD's, or that is gdragon's, new heartbreak album. his first solo album. everything i expected. maybe more. i love the techno beats. seriously, very GD. he made us proud. i like the song with CL in it. she's freaking amazing. anyways, yeah. some good stuff there. AHAHAH! FOUND AB RIPPER for p90x. man, i'm good. (: ah, i think tomorrow when i start p90x-ing. i'm going to be in so much pain. i mean all these fit people doing it and it hurts. or maybe they're like me. not fit at all! D: my abs are going to hurt like a BIZNITCH tomorrow. oh wait, what abs. i meant my stomach. and thighs. and body in general. i'm going to be freaking sore. *sigh* but jessica, that's the price you gotta pay for getting FATFATFAT! ajaajaaja fighting and all that jazz. i wonder how i'm going to hook up the computer to my teevee so i can workout. *sigh* gotta do this. dundundun. alas, i do not have any weights at my house. i think i'll just do arms day three without weights. i'll be dying anyways! ha! so i got the price is right on my itouch FINALLY. it's so funny. i love getting the EXACT price it's like OMG JESSICA, YOU'RE A GENIUS. :) alright, thinking, NO MORE JUNKFOOD. i think i'll stick to eggs. and fruit. and shiz like that. does crackers count as junk food? YES. no more lunchables? ahhhhh! :D alright so it's decided, super diet. p90x-ing starting tomorrow and for the next 90 days. come on jessssssssssica, you can do it! i'm going to die. I'M GOING TO DIE. no jessica YOU CAN DO IT! ... OMFG I'M GOING TO DIE.

i think i'm already dead, jdn.