last day.

you can pretend it's not here. but sometime you'll have to face it. it's the last day of august. tomorrow starts september which means. yes my friends, school. which is probably my excuse for not being online lately. i've been cramming east of eden. as of right now at this moment. i have around 200 pages left to read. and 300 pages left to annotate. in a week and a half. can i pull it off? heck yeah. (: to be honest, i kinda enjoy sitting on the couch reading it. it's gotten really interesting. and i'm feeling epecially motivated after reading "hard rock apps" yesterday. it's about kickbutt college applications. yeah yeah yeah. i'm lame. but anyways, i think i can pull off a whole part of annotations for today. hopefully. that way i can chill maybe the last few days. hopefully. just finished filling in my registration papers. holy moly. tomorrow is registration i'm excited. 'cause we're gonna go eatttt! (: oh yes, happy f(x) lachata day! i'll let you figure that one out for yourself. i've been sleeping super early as of late. i'll be sitting in my room watching big brother or 1N2D then i'll just fall asleep. at like ten o clock. uhm, lame much? but it feels good to sleep. God know i'll have very little sleep once school starts. D: last night watched all of the hannah montana movie with lizi. and as lame as that sounds. and it was. it was a REALLY GOOD DISNEY MOVIE. i cried buckets and buckets. my sister yelled at me for crying. she was like STOP CRYING, AHHHH! i was like, shutup. T_T my sister is a jerk! she's a bully! *tears* but anyways. i just thought i'd give a short update. since it feels like forever since i blogged. but it was actually only last week. but anywhoo. back to annotating. got to work hard! huzzzzah! happy last day of august. enjoy it while you can.

i hope, jdn.

hackin' hot!

today was like, a major shopping trip 'cause my mom's been gone for a bajillion years. which translates to two weeks. i gottttt, new sandals from target. THREE DOLLARS, yay! and a tank from ae for seven dollars in purple. my mom bought me the same one in blue back in texas so that's cool. ^-^ and and a new dress. idk if i'll wear it to school, but definitely to the beach. it was FOUR DOLLARS. we were freaking out it was hilarious. (: and a black cardigan and a white cardigan from old navy. each seven dollars. way cheap. i like i like! (: it was super fun fun fun. (: i got a fifty dollar gift card to target from my aunt who hid it in my mom's suitcase. freaking hilarious. but yay, i love love love target. i love watching my mom drive on the freeway."NO TALKING NO TALKING. SH SH SH. OMFGOMFGOMFG" it was so funny. but right now it is SO hot., why why why. it's like 134143513241234 degrees outside. -_- blahh, it's gross gross gross. today was going to be my annotating day. and family outing and wild bunny came out so i said for every chapter i annotate i can watch one part. but then mom goes LET'S GO SHOPPING. so that's dead. D: last night i watching 17again. AGAIN. i love that i can say that for once. hahaha. (: blahblahblah. i'm eating pears. yumyumyum. i like fruit. except now with the braces i have to use a knife thing. that is not sharp but it's kinda like a butterknife. and i cut the slice into littler slices so i can eat it. it's lame. and it's still hard to eat. -_- anyways, it's hot and i don't really feel like blogging today. so i'll catcha later 'gator.

h-o-t, jdn.

tick tock tick tock in this town.

*points up* map the soul album. yeahboy! so it is wednesday. mommy's coming home today. today is going to be an upload chictopia picture day. which i'll do after i blog cause my sister hasn't woken up yet and she is my slave picture taker. (: lalala, in a good mood today. lately i've been getting tireder...earlier. is that even a word but anyways. LAST NIGHT. WAS GREATTTTT. so many conversations with so many people. okay, let me see if i can tell you how they went. douglastran: talktalktalk, dude, tell me more about this prick. "I WILL BRING YOU A SPONGEBOB ICE CREAM ON SATURDAY." [you hear that, he promised. okay, he has too!] and also we talked about pricks. and introducing him to this girl. ;D and also the cougar pedophile haircut girl who cut his hair short. gaspgaspgasp. also, something about microns. and and and. some other weird things, like cup o noodles when it is too hot. :/ marianguyen: OMFG, SO INTENSE. I WAS LIKE ASDFASDFADSF. but also chictopia! which reminds me this morning or just right now i was roaming around the new photos gallery and on page 11 i saw her picture i was like HAHA, THAT'S MARIA. I KNOW HER! (: it was pretty awesome. anyways we had a very intense conversation. which was...intense. and then we talked about clothes for like an hour. i love this girl! duyhoang: "duy i'm bored." "don't be silly, you're jessica." "entertain me." and then duy punched his babymaker for like an hour. and then he insulted me for like another hour. then passed out from punching his babymaker. and then when i wanted to go sleep he said. "I REFUSE." and i said. excuse me? then i couldn't sleep for like fifteen minutes because he was like OKAY GO TO SLEEP. THEN SEE WHAT HAPPENS. YOU'LL SEE! and then i was "being difficult" and then he lets me sleep because he logs off. FREE AT LAST. SWEET. kellynguyen: she's getting a new phone. I HATE HERRRR. just kidding. -__- i love her. but i love that korean magic hole phone better. SO FREAKING AWESOMEEEEEE. (:lanydao: OMFG OMFG LANY. THE GHOST. POPPED OUT. OMFG. OMFG. SHE'S SUICIDING. WTF IS WRONG WITH HER LANY. OMFG OMFG, THERE IS A DEAD GIRL IN THE VET'S REFRIGERATOR OMFG HE'S THE SERIAL KILLER. OMFG OMFG THEY BEAT HIM UP AND LOCKED HIM IN THE CLOSET. OMFG OMFG LANY BURNING CHILDREN IN AN ORPHANAGE. OMFG LANY DEMON KIDS OMFG OMFG OMFG LANY. A CUTE GUY. A CUTE GUY! BUT HE COULD BE A KILLER. EXCEPT HE ISN'T CAUSE I READ THE SPOILERS. HA, and NO GOING TO THE BATHROOM! D:< kevintran: I MISS YOU ALREADY KEVINNNNN. jessica, the plane will not crash. AHHH, I MISSS YOUU. and then this morning he texted me and said his plane crashed, WTF KEVIN WTF. jerk. D: anywaysssssssss, man i love these guys. (: oh yeah and jeffie said HERRO to me. he's funnnnnnnnn. :D i seriously am in desperate need of a shopping trip. no joke. -_- at least let me win the lottery. geeeeeeeez. D: last night i was watching big brother. and the gay guy kevin is SO FREAKING HILARIOUS. omfg, i love him! he's so FUNNNNNY. and then jordan and jeff are really cute together i think cause she's so tiny. ^-^ but still, kevin is the most hilarious guy ever. and then america's got talent. was pretty cool. i was cracking up at the striptease group lollipop girls cause david hasselhoff was like super into it and he was like WOOHOOOOO and waving the shirt they took off around. i was like HAHAHAHHA. and then the people who played recycled things was cool. and then after that david hasselhoff was like "man after watching you guys. I JUST FEEL LIKE BREAKING THINGS!!" *slams hands on table* i cracked up so bad. it was freaking hilarious. (: contemplating a haircut. but maria says i look nice with long hair. hmmm, maybe no hair cut. HAHA. (: i want my new cell phone plan now. i must ask my mom to ask uncle. hopefully he'll get me a new phone too. maybe...imported from korea. the magic hole? yeah right, i wishhhhhhhhhh. T-T listening to 2NE1 in the morning makes me want to dance. "just raise your hands in the air air air and wave them like you don't care care care." muahahahah. (: everytime i watch meteor shower and i see wei chen's two color cardigan. where half is gray and the other half is black. i think he looks so cool. man i want one of those! hahaha! (: however, i'm in desperate need of a curling iro. *sigh* and a teasing comb so i can figure out how to do that korean bun thing. *tears* :D and i'm thinking of whether i should iron on my 99cent loose tank. still thinking of the A! thing. or maybe i should just keep it plain. maybe, probably. i like the tank belted. looks nice. ^-^ i'm happy my teeth do'nt hurt as much anymore. but my id picture, if it's like super detailed, will look retarded with two tone colors for my braces. LAME-O. (: almost time for airport. today i'm going to wear my mom's wedges. first time i'm wearing anything with heels that is not a formal event! ggaspppp, but they're so cute. and so comfy. i just have too. and i'm so tall with the on! HAHA.(: "IT'S A WONDERFUL WORLDDDD." that is so true. (:

love love love dna, jdn.

huh huh heartbreaker. (:

above, refernce to g-dragon's last week new album.which is KICKBUTT. i love it. so so so my style. anyways. today was POPEYES tuesdays. and everytime we get into the car with my dad and my itouch it's always funny. blasting mileycyrus [lame!] and highschoolmusical [lamer]. but it was fun. (: and also we saw this guy with a ponytail skateboard by. except he had the body of a girl and he was shirtless. and i only saw his back with the ponytail so i was like WTFREAK?! A GIRL IS SKATEBOARDING TOPLESS. *awkward* and today, HI DOUGLAS TRAN. BUTTERCUPCAKEPERSON WHO CAN'T STOP READING. STOP READING NOW. I'M ON EPISODE 2 OF SOUL. AND EPISODE 3 OF MY FAIR LADY! (: so i finally got the nerve up to FINISH episode one of SOUL, without my dad home. i was screaming all over the place and my sister was like wtfreak is wrong with you?! i even knew when it would pop out. but i still screamed. cause i forgot. one part i couldn't hear anything so i turned up the volume and the guy in the closet woh got beatup starts rattling on the door really loud all of a sudden and i screamed but it was more like a ohhhuhhahhhAHHHHHAHHHHHHH WTF IS IN THERE?! i was so scared. and then when the little ghost children came out and the demon girl and stuff i was like AHHHHH AHHHHHH AHH WTF. and when the girl suicided i was like AHHHH WTF WTF WHY DID YOU KILL YOURSELF. AHH THE OTHER GIRL GOT YOUR BLOOD ON HER FACE AHHHH! BLOOOD AHHHHHH! ask lany, i was talking to her at the same time. and i was watching and my grandpa came and he knocked on the window. and i was liek WTF WTF and then i screamed. i almost had a freaking heart attack! but anyways episode one was WAY WAY scarier than episode two to be honest. but i'm SO SO SO digging this drama. like no joke, even though i'm about to pee my pants just thinking about it. and plus the creepy guy who's actually not creepy just socially awkward and is actually quite adorable. *points at post below* is so damn adorable. and also in real life, he's very cute. so i'm digging that. but also, i just like the whole psychological thriller part. even though i'm super scared right now at the moment because i just feel scared! and then ON A HAPPIER NOTE. got around to watching yoon eun hye's new drama. my fair lady. short and sweet: I LOVE IT. plus points for have jung il woo cause he's damn sexy. ;) and what else. caught up on meteor shower. omgggg, good stuffffff. i love love love love it. (: i love it! uhmm, oh yeah. i'm half way done with annotating. YAY JESSICA, if i do about five a day i'll be done by sunday. YAY MEEEE. (: uhmmm, i'm in a good mood. it's super hot. ewwwwww. i was talking to duy today and he was SEMI NICE. except when he insinuated that i was fat once again, but that's everyday duy isn't it? i'm excited for registration. we're gonna go eat com tam after. yay for traditions. (: i remember mjkk with com tam. and me and neil and maria. freaking cheapo neil. *heart* i can't wait for my mommy to come home tomorrow. (: HI MARIA. I LOVE THAT YOU'RE JOINING CHICTOPIA WITH ME. LOVELOVELOVE. uhm super hyperblog i suppose today. since my previous blogs haven't really been blogs. just surveys. and pictures. and videos. ehhhh! it's just i've been kinda sick these past few days. sick. tired. and a few things on my mind. but i'm fine now. still a little sick. but i feel like with the new year coming. i can stop thinking about other things. and just think about now. whoa, got a little serious there. weird. i can't wait for registration! i said that already. jeffie just said herro. LMFAO. herro. good times. (: at kathy's party we had this serious talk about. after graduation. and if we'd be able to stick together. i hope we will. i want too. and i'm going to try my best. to keep us together. because as much as we fight sometimes and as much as we think we'll fall apart. we still need each other. we still want to be there for each other. that much i'm sure. i got so sappy there. ickkk, but yeah, i love these kids. i love how we talked about the white people lunch table crew on youtube. and we were like OMFG, should we change our name?! and then we found out people were calling us lunch table crew. and duys' like AH DON'T WORRY WE'LL JUST BLITZKRIEG THEM! :D and we just sat there and cracked up for like forever. and then we sat outside and talked about how to get the table back. and which table to get becuase wehad issues about skin cancer and such. and then duy goes BLITZKRIEG! :D mannnn, good times. i hope we work out the shoes thing. that'd be freaking awesome. HAHA. (: it's so funny. we have so much fun when we're together. (: even getting the guys into the intense conversation. and i remember on jeff's birthday. when we tried to surprise him. and we were all hiding and tay was distracting him and then he probably knew and we knew he knew but he still acted surprised. and we were still happy because we got him the cake and everything and even mrs milner came by our table and was like WOW WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS IT. and we yelled JEFFREYYYYYYYYY. and it was happy times. and our christmas party. hogtying. and crappy scary movies. and hide n seek. and cruddy truth or dare. and kevin's house. swimming. and watermelon game. i don't think we'll ever get tired of playing the watermelon game. not after that intense session at kathy's house. hide n seek at kathy's house was the best. even though it was just me duy tay and jeff running around the neighborhood like crazy kids while maria pretended to count as she gossips with kelly and then fifteen minutes later finds duy in like five seconds. (: OKAY I'M SORRY, I HAVE TO STOP TALKING ABOUT LTC. (: mean talk: SOMETIMES when i talk to you i feel incredibly stupid! i'm sorry i don't go to some super incredible school like you but geez! lay off . ughh. i'm being stupid. but still. serioulsy? SERIOUSLY?! ugh now i'm all pissy. thank GOD i'm talking to maria and she's making me all cheerful and crud. but SERIOUSLY. SERIOUSLY?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i'm going to go eat ice cream and watch... HELL' S KITCHEN. I ALMOST FORGOT IT'S ON TODAY. (: i'm so HAPPPPPPPPPPPY. (: like YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! back into a good mood. (:

you're a huh huh heartbreaker, jdn.

soul.

so scary...so tell me why i can't stop watching?
ahhhhhh.
about to pee her pants, jdn.

you're the cotton candy of my heart. (:

love always, jdn.

ahh, pain.

went to the dentist for my GENERAL DENTIST appointment. which was okay. until the stupid orthodontist shoves his butt in my business when i just had an appointment with him two weeks ago. decideds to put on the freaking chain thing. my mouth hurts like a freaking alsdfasdifojads. and also, he was SO PRETENTIOUS. uhhh, he's such a piece of crap. i hate him. and now my mouth is hurting so much. so i've decided. just to do surveys until i can't stand it anymore. because i'm insanely bored. and also...MY MOUTH HURTS LIKE A !$!#@%!#$. and it's making me pretty damn pissed. except for the whole yay for cupcakes from michael's which makes me happy. i just want school to start. i miss ltc. :/

Has anybody ever told you you have awesome eyes?
yeah, but i'm usually told i have incredibly small eyes. that one's a regular.

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
yeah.

Name something you did yesterday?
had some stupid ass orthodontist waste my time.

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
i'm extremely upset about something. i'm sad. i'm angry. i'm confused about something that just happened.

When was the last time you cried?
long time ago. oh wait, when i watched 17AGAIN. that was cute. (:

What is the weather like today?
getting chillier, i like. (:

Do you own any bright underwear?
yesh! 8D

Have you kissed someone in the past week?
no.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Lauren.

Do you have anything to complain about?
stupidass orthodontists? :D

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
no.

Do you have curly hair?
not really.

What are you doing today?
this. and complaining about the pain. and annotating as much as i can.

Where did your last hug take place?
uhhhhhhhm, parkkkkkkkk! (:

Last place you took a plane to?
from texas back to here.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
usually, hide.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
school. (:

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
blanket. pillow. body pillow. carebear. clothes probably. (:

What is the last movie you watched?
love undercover 3.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
only God knows.

Are you happy at the moment?
no, i have a stupid pain in my mouth. @#$@#$%!.

What are you listening to right now?
VITASLUUUUUUUUUUUU. 8D

What did you dream about last night?
i forgot, but i know it was good.

Do you want to get married?
yesh.

What were you doing at 1am this morning?
i was falling asleep.

You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends comes to visit you?
lany. ltc. hopefully. ;D IF KELLY CAN GET A RIDE. (:

What's your favorite color?
purple. or turquoise. it deviates.

Is there a difference between 'best friend' and 'friend'?
humungerousnous. (:

Do you miss anyone?
yeah.

When is the last time a boy/girl gave you a hug?
today.

What's your favorite card game?
BULLSHEEEEEEEET. (:

Did you speak to your mother today?
yessums.

Who was the last person you called?
dad.

Who's bothering you right now?
STUPIDBUTT ORTHO! D:

How did you wake up this morning?
alarm.

What are you excited about?
school. didn't you ask this already!? :o

Do you curse a lot?
i'm trying to cut back. :/

Anything been heavy on your heart lately?
a bit.

Do you drink bottled water?
yes.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
a second ago.

Have you lost friends in the past years?
hm.

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
usually, about the ones that matter, closed off.

What's the last thing that made you smile?
cupcake.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
morning.

Who do you tell everything to?
EVERYTHING? almost no one.

Have you been to New York City?
i wish.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i'm not sure.

Do you know anyone addicted to anything?
uhmmm, i think? not really. idk, maybe.

Know anyone who's been drunk recently?
apparently kelly's dad. ;D

Where is your phone?
counter.

What happened at 10:00 am today?
i was excessively brushing and flossing and reading east of eden at the same time.

When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
two days ago.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
peed. (:

When was the last time something bothered you?
TODAY. DAMN IT.

Would you rather stay at other people's houses or have them stay at yours?
other people's.

Would you ever date anyone with tattoos?
i'd prefer not too. but special circumstances, then i don't really care.

What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
lore. like FOLK LORE. (:

Favorite planet?
earth. or maybe pluto. that poor thing got cut. D':

Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
the phone...is too far away. :/

What is your favorite ring on your phone?
FEELS LIKE INSOMNIAAA. OHHHH.

What shirt are you wearing?
UO tank. so comfy.

Do you "label" yourself?
as jessica.

Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
INVISIBILITY SHOES. (:

Bright or Dark Room?
uh, i don't care. bright?

What were you doing at midnight last night?
trying to fall asleep.

What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
dude, hey... from my lovely queen. (:

Where is your nearest 7-11?
i seriously have no idea.

What's a word that you say a lot?
yeah!

Who told you he/she loved you last?
janie. (:

How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
none.

How many rolls of film do you need developed?
one from sixth grade outdoor ed trip. :DDD

Favorite age you have been so far?
uhm, i don't really... know. o_o

Your worst enemy?
myself. :D

What is your current desktop picture?
FTISLANDDDDDDD.

What was the last thing you said to someone?
"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."

If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
DUDE, with the ability to fly i could MAKE a million bucks. (: GENIUS, I THINK SO!

Do you like someone?
i like everyone. (:

The last song you listened to?
little sunshine: mc mong. humanimal! (:

1. Real name = jessica d nguyen.
2. Nickname(s) = jessica? :D
3. Zodiac sign = libra.
4. Male or Female = female.
5. Elementary School = marshall. then ethan allen.
6. Middle School = mcgarvin.
7. High School = LQHS.
8. Hair color = darkish brown,
9. Tall or short = short. yo.
10. Loud or Quiet music = depends on my mood.
11. Sweats or Jeans = jeans.
12. Phone or Camera = uhh, a really cool phone with an awesome camera equipped in it. ^-^
13. Health freak = nahnah.
14. Drink or Smoke = none.
15. Do you have a crush on someone = nope.
16. Eat or Drink = eat. o_o
17. Piercings = two.
18. Tattoos = zerooooo!

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane = yesh.
20. Been in a relationship = yeah.
22. Been in a wrestling match = LOLLLL.
23. First piercing = ears.
24. First best friend = lany. or maybe tony from kindergarten. ;D
25. First word- don't know.
26. First crush = no idea.
28. First big vacation = vietnam.

LAST:
29. Last person you talked to = kylebear.
30. Last person you texted = kyle.
31. Last person you went to the movies with = cousins.
32. Last food you ate = bananers.
33. Last movie you watched = 17AGAIN.
34. Last song you listened to = DON'T TRUST MEN. (:
35. Last thing you bought = foooood.

FAVE:
37. Food = i like food. (:
38. Drinks = rasberry iced tea. preferably nestea or whatever that one is.
39. Clothing = i like clothes. (:
40. Flower = daisy.
42. Color = i'm pushing towards turquoise at the moment.
43. Movies = ferris bueller's day off.
44. Sports = watching tennis. ;D

(put an X in the brackets if yes)
45. [ ] fallen in love with someone
46. [x] celebrated Halloween
47. [ ]had your heart broken
48. [ ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation
51. [ ] got pregnant
52. [x] been to the hospital
53. [x] did something I regret
54. [x]broke a promise
55. [x] hid a secret
56. [x] pretended to be happy
57. [x] met someone who changed your life
58. [x] pretended to be sick
59. [x] left the country
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing
62. [x] ran a mile
63. [x] went to the beach with my best friend
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends
65. [ ] hated someone
66. [x] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating = nothing.
68. Drinking = saliva?
69. Listening to = 100 ways of living: vitas luuuuuu. (:
71. Plans for today = annotate.
72. Waiting for = registratition. & mom to come home.

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids? = yes.
74. Want to get married? = yes please.
75. Careers in mind = i don't really. know. something medical. dentist or nurse. probably nurse.

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
76. Lips or eyes = eyes.
77. Shorter or taller = taller, not that hard man.
78. Romantic or spontaneous = both. aren't romantic guys usually spontaneous? idkkk!
79. Nice stomach or nice arms = BOTH! :DDD
81. Hook-up or relationship = don't we all pick relationships anyways?
82. Looks or personality = personality. but looks count too! D:

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/ contacts = no. i would be blind! D:
84. Snuck out of your house = no.
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense = no.
86. Killed somebody = no. o_o UNLESS, you count anh khai at camp but that wasn't real! (:
87. Broken someone's heart = probably not.
88. Been arrested = no.
89. Cried when someone died = yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself = i try too.
91. Miracles = yes.
90. Love at first sight = i have to be realistic and say no.
93. Heaven = yes.
94. Santa Claus = i want to say i do.
95. Sex on the first date = NO.
96. Kiss on the first date = probably not. well, yeah actually. since i'd only date someone who was my friend so it wouldn't be like some freak stranger putting his slobbery lips on me. ew. :D

TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? ltc.
99. Do you believe in God? YES.
100. Post as 100 truths? nooooo.

i'm done. my mouth still hurts like a @$^%@#$%@#$%@. but vitas lu makes me happy. (:
sincerely, jdn.

keeping my mind off things.

Looks.
What color is your hair? black. brown. God knows.
What color are your eyes? dark brown.
What color skin do you have? brown? definitely not yellow like you'd call an asian.:D
What kind of complexion do you have? tan. too tan!
How tall are you? five one. ish.
What kind of body do you have? average? fattie? :D
Are you happy with the way you look? i mean, i COULD lose the love handles. but other than that, i'm cool with it.

Getting ready.
Do you put makeup on just to leave the house? no.
Do you wear eyeliner? no.
Do you use an eyelash curler? i always thought it was a torture device.
Do you straighten or curl you hair? not usually, no time.
Do you try to look good at school? i try.
Do you wear your hair up alot? at home all the time. occasionally at school when i feel like it.
Do you take a purse with you every where you go? backpack, purse. sometimes. sometimes i just like being handsfree.

Junkie.
do you drink a soda every day? ew, no.
do you eat 3 meals a day? i'm a fattie. ha!
do you eat with your family at the table at least once a day? dinner together EVERY single day. i love it.
do you eat lots of snacks? fattie! :D
do you 'graze'? what's that?
do you go to the store just to pick up a snack your craving? no.
do you drink coffee? not particularly.

Your technicality.
do you have..
[x ] an ipod
[x] a cellphone
[x] a laptop
[x] an mp3 player besides an ipod
[x] a desktop computer
[ ] your own phone line to your room
[x] a digital camera
[] a old time camera
[x] a TV
[ ] a pager
[x] a game console

Be Scene.
are you in a clique? LTC? i don't think we count as a clique. we're just damn cool. (:
do you wear tight skinny jeans? not tight. okay. yes i wear skinny jeans.
do you want to be skinnier? a little bit. yeah.
do you wear your hair over your eyes or in your face? they do get a little in my face. eyes. area.
do you cut your own hair? HECK NO.
do you make your own clothes? i tried. failures.
are you a camera whore? no. i don't really like pictures.
are you a myspace whore? i've given up on myspace.

Whore!
[] myspace
[] camera
[x] facebook
[x] purse
[] cmnt
[x] IM
[x] texting
[LMFAO!] reallife

Your favorites.
cartoon character: peter pan. (:
designer brand: lacoste? mm, coach? i'm not really a designer brand kinda girl.
color: purple.
style: COOL. haha! (:
personality factor: how do you factor personality?! :D
animal: NO.
potato chips: uhhhhhhhhm, the limon lays.
soda: root beer? i don't really like soda.
clothing brand: TOPSHOPPPPPPPPPPP.
shape: star.
CD: my old school backstreetboys cd. (:
cookies: oreos.
band: yellowcard. ahhhhhhh. (:
ice cream flavor: rocky road. or or or birthday cake. (:
shopping store: TOPSHOP?! or urban outfitters. (: i like online shopping.
era: back in the day.
fast-food: carl's jr.
restaurant: none really. :D
magazine: teen vogue.
candy: kit kats. or or or. those minty kind.
game console: the wiiiiiiii. (:
hair style: nice hair style. (:

Your backgroud.
What's your ethnicity? asianasianasian.
What's your 'race'? asian? :D
What's your moms name? angela.
What's your dad's name? john.
Do you appreciate your parents enough? yes.
Do you keep in touch with relatives other than holidays? some.
Do you wish you had a different family? NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS.

The opposite sex.
How many relationships have you been in? three ish?
How many of them were serious? nothing was serious back then.
Do you regret any of them at all? no.

Do you miss any of those relationships? no.
Did you ever mistreat a guy that treated you great? no.
Whats a key characteristic in a guy? personality. please.
If you could have ANY guy in the world, what guy would you want? HA. (:

Confessions.
How far have you gone? cheek kissing. i'm so innocent! (:
Do you wish you would have gone farther or not as far? no.
Have you ever done drugs? NO.
Have you ever smoked? NO.
Have you ever had your heart broken? uhm, not really. i'm sure at the moment i was devastated. but not completely. broken hearted.
Have you ever regretted something? yes.
Is there anything you said you wish you could take back? yeah.
Is there anyone you know alot about that you have never met? yesh. (:

Your lifestyle.
Would you change it? not in a million years.

Pick four friends .

Their names?
one: lany.
two: kelly.
three: maria.
four: kathy.

What are their initials?
one: ld.
two: mn.
three: kn.
four: kd.


When is the last time you spoke to them?
one: today.
two: yesterday.
three: yesterday.
four: yesterday.

Are they shorter, or taller than you?
one: taller.
two: taller. BUT ONLY BY A LITTLE.
three: taller.
four: taller

Have you ever had a class with them?
one: confirmation! :D
two: yes.
three: yes.
four: yes.

Do you know their screennames by heart?
one: yes.
two: yes.
three: yes.
four: yes.

What did you guys last laugh at?
one: uhm, how retarded her jokes are.
two: LTC. :D
three: LTC. :D
four: LTC. :D

What is their birth month?
one: may.
two: september.
three: october.
four: august.

Describe their hairstyle.
one: usually curled. ;D
two: shoulderish. straight ish usually.
three: short. ish.
four: long.

How did you meet?
one: uhm, when we were like six or seven.
two: ninth grade pe class.
three: seventh or eighth grade.
four: kindergarten.

Do they have a myspace?
one: yeah.
two: yeah.
three: yeah.
four: yeah.

If you gave him/her a cupcake, what would he/she do?
one: eat it. -_-
two: "jessica what did you do to this?!"
three: "AWWW! *HUGS*"
four: "kelly, taste this first!"

If you asked them to do your homework for you, what would they do?
one: HA.
two: she'd probably ask me for my homework. ;D
three: she'd warn me that her writing is messy.
four: WHAT DID YOU DO WITH JESSICA!?

How long would it take to drive to their house?
one: ten minutes? ish.
two: not that long. five minutes? ten?
three: don't really know.
four: four point one minutes thanks mapquest. (:

How many siblings do they have?
one: three.
two: one.
three: LIKE FIVE BILLION.
four: none.

How often do they swear?
one: HAHAHA, often.
two: usually never.
three: often.
four: sometimes.

Have you ever been to their house?
one: yes.
two: yes.
three: no.
four: yes.

Have they been to yours?
one: yes.
two: yes.
three: yes.
four: yes.

Name one thing each of them dislikes.
one: biznitches.
two: grudge holders.
three: super bossy people who act superior.
four: DUY HOANG. but not really. (:

99 THINGS ABOUT YOU. NO LYING - BE HONEST.
(001) Your gender: female.
(002) Straight/gay/bi?: straight.
(003) Single?: yes.
(004) Want to be?: doesn't matter to me.
(005) Age?: fifteen.
(006) Age you wish you were: fifteen. o_o
(007) Race?: asian.
(008) Race you wanna be: i like asian. (:
(009) The color of your eyes: dark brown.
(010) Piercings: ears.
(011) Scars: i don't think so.
(012) Tattoos: none.

HAVE YOU EVER:
(022) Been out of the country: yes.
(023) Been in love: no.
(024) Had Sex: no.
(025) Gone skinny dipping: no.
(026) Had a surgery: nope.
(027) Ran away from home: no.
(028) Played strip poker: yes. (:
(029) Been beat up: no.
(031) Been on stage: yesh.
(032) Slept outdoors: YEAHHH!
(034) Pulled an all-nighter: not completely.
(036) Talked on the phone all night: almost.
(038) Slept all day: not all day.
(039) Killed someone: WHAT? NO.
(040) Ever said nigroll: what?!
(042) Kissed the same sex: no.
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex: huong humped me! D:
(044) Been betrayed: yes.
(045) Broken the law: no. not that i know of! :D
(047) Been on radio/tv: yesh.
(048) Been in a mosh-pit: nope.
(049) Had a nervous breakdown: sortakinda.
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance: huh?
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back: yes.
(052) Favorite shoe brand?: URBAN OUTFITTER SHOES. :D ha!
(053) Favorite music: good stuff. (:
(054) Wear hats: me like!
(055) Judged other people by their clothing: guilty.
(057) Are you trendy: i try my best.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
(058) Life on other planets: sometimes i think i do.
(059) Miracles: yes.
(060) Astrology: not really.
(061) Magic: i'm that gullible.
(062) God: YES.
(063) Love: yes.
(064) Ghosts: a little, i don't know. i'm a scaredy cat.
(065) Rebirth: no.
(066) Love at first sight: no.
(067) Yin and Yang: no.
(068) Witches: no.
(069) Easter bunny: HAHA. yes? no. :D

MISCELLANEOUS
(070) First love?: none.
(071) Do you consider love a mistake: love is never a mistake.
(072) What do you find romantic: a lot of things. stars. the most.
(074) Turn-offs: bad hygiene. drugs, drinking, smoking. bad attitude.
(075) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: never.
(076) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattracted?: yes. :D
(077) What is best about the opposite sex?: MOST of them aren't little girls who don't know what they want.
(078) Whats the last present someone got you?: flowers. (:
(079) Do you like someone?: i don't know.

LAST PERSON:
(080) That you laughed at: my sister.
(081) That laughed at you: huy.
(082) That turned you on: ew.
(083) You went shopping with: dad and lizi.
(084) To disappoint you: eh.
(085) To make you cry: long time ago.
(086) To brighten up your day: kevin. (:
(087) You saw a movie with: daddy and lizi.
(088) You talked to on the phone: michael.
(090) You talked to on text message: kyle.
(091) Your best friends: lany, michael, ltc. (:

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
(092) Smiled: moments ago.
(094) Cried: long time ago.
(095) Bought something: ice cream today.
(096) Danced: today. (:
(097) Went to a Sleepover: long time ago.
(098) Listened to music: right now.
(099) Who is your crush: i like how this question is not a when was the last time question at all. (:

keeping my mind off things: success.

this isn't a fairytale.

say you're sorry. that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to. as i pace back and forth all this time 'cause i honestly believed in you. holding on, the days drag on. stupid girl. i should have known. that i'm not a princess. this ain't a fairytale. i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet. lead her up the stairwell. this ain't hollywood. this is a small town. i was a dreamer before you went and let me down. now it's too late for you and your white horse. to come around. baby i was naive got lost in your eyes. i never really had a chance. i had so many dreams about you and me. happy endings, now i know. i'm not a princess. this ain't a fairytale. i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet. lead her up the stairwell. this ain't hollywood. this is a small town. i was a dreamer before you went and let me down. now it's too late for you and your white horse. to come around. and there you are on your knees begging for forgiveness. begging for me just like i always wanted. but i'm so sorry. cause i'm not your princess. this ain't our fairytale. i'm gonna find someone, someday. who might actually treat me well. this is a big world. that was a small town. there in my rear view mirror, disappearing now. and it's too late for you and your white horse. to come around. to catch me now.


refreshed.

i love my dad. (:

so today, daddy took me and lizi out to eat pho for lunch, but that is not the highlight of it all. the highlight was him blasting nobody by the wonder girls. and THEN blasting talk to me by u-kiss. the car was seriously vibrating all over the place. and i was like OMFG cause it was semi embarassing but also completely hilarious because it's so funny that my dad actually enjoys listening to korean music. well the ones that sound like old school pop. man, it just cracked me up. man my daddy's the best. (: and last night i had a super scary dream. except this time duy doesn't die. but the whole ltc was there. and this crazy lady was like trapping us in this room. and we're freaking out. and i'm freaking out. and then the dream morphes and i'm with hey! say! jump which is like uh wtf? and THEN yamada gives me a hug. and i'm like OMFG WHERE IS KELLLLLLLY. that was pretty fun. (: good dream. ^-^ it is SUPER hot. ): like, crazy hot. i have to finish twenty chapters by this sunday if i want to stay on track. for rizzles. man. and now i'm just chilling. waiting for an hour to go by after i ate so i can do p90x day four. yoga! i love yoga. i've done it before so i reallllly like it. (: except for i can never remember the retardo names. *tears* oh right, i've been meaning to talk about FACEBOOK GAMES. what is up with the obsession with farmville and mafia wars and barn bonanza or whatever they heck it's called. i mean. SERIOUSLY....SERIOUSLY?! oh no it's four thirty my strawberry's are shriveling. oh no i can't log on. my plants are dying. WHAT THE EFF?! i'm so confusedddddddddddddddd. anyways, on happier note. i love the ring i found in my mom's room. HA. (: my new baby. ^-^ and also at the pho place i saw a very dep trai boy. not sure if he's universally cute. ah, good times. (: i'm going to go play now! bye bye! (:

pho fever, jdn.

happy birthday neil & kathy. (:

the party was super super super fun. (: happy birthday to kathy and neil! i loved that ltc got to hang out. and i loved when i found out that people actually call us ltc. that just cracked me up. i uploaded the pictures on facebook and am in the process of tagging and stuff. i did'nt really take that many pictures of like people actually smiling. and i took like one of myself with the ever special maria. :D i took a lot of candid pictures. which i liked. ^-^ ltc played a round of hide and seek. duh duy sucks and got caught first. uhm, oh yeah WATERMELON GAME. OMFG. MOST INTENSE GAME EVER. YOU KNOW WHY? because loser had to drink nuoc mam. IT WAS SO NASTYYYYYYYYYYY. like. UGHHH, only duy didn't have to drink it. that stupid...anyways. today was the first day the guys were included into an intense conversatio. "pussay". oh geez. it was pretty intense. except for every five minutes when duy said. "so want a chip?" er..no. yeah posted the pictures. done. anyways. yeah intense conversation was good. stuff. (: it was fun. it got really like. serious talking about graduating. *tears* and then at the end of the night maria's scaring seven story. wtflip was THAT. i was so scared oh yeah other moments. the saving duy from cars that were like five gajillion feet away from him. ^-^ and then pushing jeffie towards the car. haha! and uhmmm, what else? oh yeah i loved talking about BLIZTKRIEG. and purple shoes. and matching pants? and eating com tam after registration., and some more blitzkrieg. and stupid hometown buffet. *pushes duy* oh yeah, and the cake was good! (: and i think i just enjoyed the time i had with ltc. i can't wait for registration when i can see them again! haha, which is like two more weeks. it feels great just like. having the group there. and sometimes, even duy says something nice. like when we were playing the truth lie game. he said "i hate someone in this circle." and then he LOOKED AT ME . I WAS LIKE YOU LITTLE. and then we were all like. truth? D: and then he's like nah lie! and all the girls went AWWWW. and he made his ugly face. which is like his normal face except uglier. (: that's LTC for you. and we talking about attempting to steal our lunch table for senior prank. i do'nt think so guys. hahah, i love them to bits. you know? and no ammount of being sad or confused or feeling like crud can make time with ltc anything but fun. because they always make me smile. no matter when or where. or how bad i'm feeling. i can always count on them to make me laugh. awww *hugs*. that bag of lays probably describes the whole night in one little picture. intense conversations and lays. (: today was good.

love you, jdn.

tuh tuh tuh touchholic. <3

can't stop listening to this song. tuh tuh tuh touchholic. so very catchy. and plus points cause jang geun seuk is a cutie. HELLO. (: leaving for kathy's house in like thirty minutes. it's kinda cold outside. but i'm still opting for shorts. just cause i feel like it! :D i'm sad. BECAUSE EVERYONE I ALREADY AT KATHY'S HOUSE. uhm, can you say tears forever. sigh. sigh. sigh. but it's okay. because i'll be. there. soon. *sigh* i'm missing all the fun! and david promised to bring me a chocopie. today. or at registration. we'll see! and today's neil's birthday! happy face. (: and and what else. i DID NOT get the cycle shorts. but that's okay. mommy's coming home in a few days. and she just went on like some freak shopping spree and bought me clothes over in texas cause it's cheap over there. gosh love her to bits. and I'M STARVING AND WANT KOREAN BBQ. i'm bringing my camera. document this party for chictopia maybe. or for this blog. and facebook. people are saying i look different. wtf? I DO NOT. D: and vivian still thinks me and fred are like having a secret affair or something, uh no vivian, not in a million years. lalaa. tuh tuh tuh touchholic. (: yeah, i think i'm in love with the new group B2Y. so very disco. plus they have REALLY good voices. and plus points because that singer guy is freaking GORGEOUS. *drools* :D okay gonna go get ready. and. you know, try not to look too ugly. can't wait to see ltc. :D

tuh tuh tuh touchholic, jdn. (:

shadow boy!

oh dear me, i can't stop listening to this song. and i think i might be in love with yamada. gahhhh, damn it kelly you're love for yamapi is rubbing off on me. *dies*

p90x day three.

shortpost about day three. shoulders and arms. not much to say. ehhh, it was okay. ab ripper x again. what can i say? LOVEDDDD IT. i'm not as sore as i was yesterday. except oh yeah, when i sit down. my butt feels like it's going to fall off. BUT IT'S OKAYYYY. :D okay okay, off to watch 17 again. AGAIN. (: and annotating until kathy's party! :D

catcha later gator, jdn.

oh my oh my.

happy 16th birthday neil! i love you to bits and pieces. (: last night watched 17 again. CUTEST. MOVIE. EVER. like first five minutes i already found cute. i was dying and squealing and freaking out. especially the part where he does the kiss and swoosh move to the girl. i was like asfdasdfasdfafs. and then CHANDLER BINGGG! i love that guy. but i have to admit. as much as i find zac efron to be beyond metro. he was beyond cute in the movie. i seriously loved his character. goshhh, i loved that movie. (: happy face. well anyways. just a quick blog and happy birthday before i p90x. byeeeeeeeeeee. (:

me and my fettucine, jdn.

the quest for wrapping paper.

OH, THE QUEST FOR WRAPPING PAPER. a treacherous journey. and i ended up with. a square of merry christmas wrapping paper NOT ENOUGH TO WRAP KATHY'S PRESENT. and then. a dragon appeared and breathed fire on me and this is what became of that dear present.

omg the HORRORRRRR.
*bursts into tears*excuse me, jessica is a failure.
but anyways, i miss ltc. so i'm very excited about tomorrow. the endddd.
with love, jdn.

take a walk.

shining the light into your eyes. morning has come to a start today but nothing matters. everyone seems to find their place. everyone seems to find the place where they belong. you don't want to be alone. but you only see the shadow on the wall. do you feel lost in your place? no one seems to understand your mind. does anyone care to know what it is that troubles you inside? do you feel lonely in your heart though everything seems to be right? take a walk with me. away from everything that makes you cry. shining the light into the dark. another day's gone but feeling low and nothing matters. everyone seems to find their place. everyone seems to find the place where they belong. you hear the sound of lullabies. and nothing seems to put you to sleep. take a walk with me now. i'll be your friend. take a deep breath of air. to clear your mind. and take a walk with me. [clazziquai project]

P90X day two.

i didn't realize how sore i'd be in the morning after the ab and arm thing yesteday. i could barely tie my hair up cause my arms hurt. IT FELT GREAT. (: anyways, today was plyometrics workout. i actually really liked this workout. i know half the people in america are thinking, who is this crazy child!? uhmm, i expected it to be a lot harder. not saying it was EASY. it was pretty hard. but i felt good doing it. the burn felt AMAZING. like no joke. i sweated buckets. which is nasty. but the jumping around was so fun. (: especially when you had to jump really high and it totally reminded me of victor. HA, cause he always jumps around like a monkey at the tennis games. (: anyways, yeah. i felt the burn in my legs which made me happy in a crazy way cause i knew the workout was working. uhmmmm, i'm gonna get my dad to download all the disks so i don't have to watch other people on youtube doing it. i left the video on mute and put on my workout playlist. mannnn, good stuff. (: and right now. i feel super nong. aish. so today basically. i did plyometrics. for like an hour cause that workout is damn long. and then i did like twenty minutes of cardio/aerobics. i feel great. refreshed. today's my break day. so no annotating. but i'll do a driving lesson i SUPPOSE. i finished kathy's present touchups last night. so yay me. whoops this is supposed to be about plyometrics. uhm, so i'm really looking forward to doing it again next week. i'm pretty sure i'll be SUPERSUPERSUPER sore by tomorrow. it'll be great. ;D going to take a longgggggggggggggg shower now. my poor body. D: P90X DAY TWO: COMPLETE.

feel the burn!, jdn.

way back into love.

so. yeah, today was p90x day one. after that. took a LONGLONGLONG shower. it felt so good. my arms are sore. damn, after working out. i felt super productive. annotated a bunch. and then i was talking to davidpham and we are both fail because we stopped annotating for the rest of the day. uhmmm, viikii.net is pissing me off because it won't let me watch meteor shower. keeps stop loading. AHHHH, hate it. and then. downloaded oregon trail on my itouch. finished the whole game. hehehe, the whole family survived except one girl who got eaten by an eagle. which is like WTF?! why is the eagle as big as all my family members put together i do not understand. since yesterday, i can't stop singing, my sister has been complaining. HAHAH. (: what am i doing now? ermmm, online window shopping. oh topshop. why must you have such beautiful pieces. i can't stop singing the cover of sexy love that jessica and jonghyun sang on shim shim tapa. very very good harmony. except when jessica missed that high note. FAIL. haha, just kidding. (: ermmmmm, what else. registration stuff came yesterday. i do not know if i mentioned that. but that means. registration is coming. omfg, i think i'm going to buy a yearbook. which is EIGHTYFIVE BUCKS. WTF. FAIL. but seriuosly, i need to get all the seniors to sign it. *tears* a whole page for kevin tran. and fred! D: sighhhhhh! D: tears forever. seriously. i have a general dentist appointment this sunday. uh, FAIL, I HATE. friday is kathy's thing i'm excited. (: me and david are going to pig out on korean bbq. he told her to get chocopies, uh i don't think so. :] ohyeah, seriously. this ninetynine cent store tank i used for working out. is SO COMFORTABLE. i actually have half a mind to belt it and wear it outside. it is that versatile. plus. SO COMFY. i love it! i love love love it. (: i think if it's still hot by the first day of school, i'll wear a really casual dress. if i buy one on my shopping trip with mom when she comes back. or for registration. we'll see. (: i just have the urge to do so. so i might. (: hehehe! i remember last saturday i spent all of church just thinking, hm what will i wear on the first day of school. i know theresa was thinking the same thing! she's very nervous about high school. reminds me of...ME. and i know this year i'm still going to freak out about whether i should bring my instrument or not. and i'll text fred like every year and say ARE YOU BRINGING YOUR INSTRUMENT. before i remember that OH WAIT, fred plays the freaking CELLO so it doesn't matter. and then i'll not bring it. and then regret it. or bring it and feel like a loser carrying it around. (: hm, i am in dire need of a trip to f21. no kidding, I WANT TO WIN THAT 400 DOLLAR GIFT CARD. OMFG. which reminds me. gotta check the 17 and teenvogue web for new contests. jessica needs a shopping spree. (: so basically, if i want to lose one and half pounds a week. i have to regulate my calorie intake to 1,142 calories a day. i don't know if that's A LOT. or what. but heck, with the p90x under my belt. i feel like i can do anything. even though i'm freaking tired after doing it. i also feel super energized. like i can do anything. which explains the impromptu annotating session. (: ermermerm, what else? i think i reallllllly like CL's style from 2NE1. well not her style , like on the cover and stuff. but normal style. and also her personality. like her confidence, she just exudes confidence. i like that. i want to be like her! my new role model. ;D LMFAO. :D dear 14.50 nautical stripes f21 dress. i want you. (: hehe! gah, still on a search for a cheaper than most leather jacket. i saw the update on leather jackets on urbanoutfitters blogs. gorgeous stuff right there. no joke! now, in terms of digital cameras. i think i really like the coolpix s230 from nikon. the plum one is adorable. (: hehehe! right so, another thing that's frustrating me is my freaking pores! they like go half away. and then come back. it's making me angryyyy! GO AWAY YOU STUPID PORES. D:< anyways, i like the song one year later. i think jessica and onew's voices are reallllly good together. okay scratch that. i really love onew's voice. (: teeeheee! onew condition! ;D oh yeah i'd like to reiterate how comfy sports bras are. LMFAO, they really are. i think i'm just reminding myself how comfy they are. yeahhhh. oh yeah, today i watched wild bunny epiosde 5. OMFG, it was so hilarious. this is why i love 2PM. especially wooooyoungggg. *heart* i was like spitting out my water. and holding my tummy cause i was laughing so hard. (: i loved it! ^-^ ohyeah, one thing i don't get is why doesn't h&m have a online shopping section for the US. the last time i checked i had to go to like the swedish web to look at the clothes. and it was like, WHAT? I DON'T UNDERSTAND SWEDISH. D: and also the clothes sizes there are RETARDED. but, they have nice clothes. for cheap. so i like. BUT STILL, so confusing. no pain no gain? brain pain. D: so i entered a contest on teenvogue.com to win fifty thousand dollars. OMG IF I WIN FIFTY THOUSAND DOLLARS. *has a heart attack* :D i'm such a hopeful person. i never win stuff like this. BUT IMAGINE IF I DID. ha, too much hope. T-T sighhh! last night watched hell's kitchen and america's got talent. hell's kitchen was hilarious! chef ramsey to tenille: you're crap. tenille: ... YOU'RE CRAP. me: HAHAHAHAHAHA! WHAT A DUMB BUNNY! it was hilariuos. and for america's got talent. i loved loved loved. u4ia. or horwever you spell it. they ROCKED it. i still don't get how the dog act got through. and the last act. lawrence beatermen or something, i have no idea how to spell it. HIS VOICE IS AMAZING. LIKE HEAVEN. IN A VOCAL BOX. omg, i love his voice. it's so. SMOOOOOTH. "like velvet" as sharon said. i loved it. (: and then me and my sister COULD not sleep, we spent like thirty minutes giggling. it was hilarious. (: okay, i JUST REALIZED. why it was only in swedish. H&M IS A SWEDISH COMPANY. hahaha, you're a loser jessica! (: listening to sexy love again. SHE MISSED THE HIGH NOTE. drives me nuts everytime. and everytime i hear jonghyun i always think of a monkey. cause he looks like a monkey. (: yay monkeys! we humans are descendants from MONKEYS. that doesn't make grammatical sense. but whatever! :D right so i was using this vaseline lotion thing. that smells AMAZING. and now my CUTICLES LOOK AMAZING. LIKE SO AMAZING AND NICE. cause before i didn't really take care of those things. i mean come on who cares. but now THEY SMELL SO GOOOD. it's amazing! like MAGIC! :D so i've heard a lot about the clothing brand zara. or company whatever. checking it out right now. and i just got a heart attack cause i didn't know the website had music. uhmm, my heart is still racing. one second. idk how the website works. but i know there's no zara around HERE. sigh. stupid california. D: no underground korean clothing stores that are more than sanitary. no topshop. no zaras. lately, my eyes have been drawn to sleeveless, items. i like i like. (: i also need something sheer. sigh. i wish i could win the lottery, there goes my wishful thinking again. hey, it's okay to dream right? :D something easier for me to buy. tennis shoes. which i need cause my pink converse are falling apart. i still can't find those clear tennis shoes from gojane that i saw in seventeen. but anyways, yeah i'm thinking just go for vans. or keds. or imitation crud. (: hehehe! but yeah. i like my sandals. comfy. i need another pair. just for the heck of it. sandals are so dangerous to wear. mine ALWAYS break at school. or my flipflops do. what kind of fail is that? whenever i look for clothes onlines. i always go to the sort by. PRICE: LOWEST TO HIGHEST: hahaha. but on urban outfitters. the lowest is always like. a bra. LOL, and then sometimes a bra costs more than a necklace. or a pair of sunglasses costs more than a pair of pants. i do not understand! ahhhhhhhhh! D: oh oh, i saw this guy wearing this AWESOME yellow retro vintage-y watch. omfggg, that reminds me i need an AWESOME watch too! (: yellow? turquoise! yeah turquoise. retro style. i'm thinking fredflare style mang. :D one thing i love about urban outfitters is that they have a KIMCHI blue romper. that is not blue. it's floral. that makes me laugh. the romper is adorable though. anyways anyways anyways. i'm off to sing and annoy my sister. and finish up presents. GAH! :D

i've been watching the stars but they refuse to shine, jdn.

P90X day one.

HOLY !#@$!$#%. that is how i feel. i feel like. i'm dead. but i feel SO GOOD. it feels so good to work out. day one was supposed to be two rounds of chest/back and then one round of ab ripper x. i don't want to work out my back and chest too much so i did one round of that and i did ab ripper x twice. let me just say. we were barely stretching at the beginning and i was already dead. :D i have NO pullup bar so that was kinda sad. but those pushups man. they kicked my butt! holy mother of everyone! i already suck at pushups. so i did like ten per rep. standard was okay. wide stance ones were okay. military was ehhh. but man, those dive bomber pushups KILLED ME. and the diamond ones. i just wanted to die. my arms felt like they were going to fall off. but it felt so gooood. but i felt so WEAK. because i paused like every two pushups. but ah i feel so good. AHHHHH! and i think. ab ripper x. DEAR, AB RIPPER X. I HATE YOU. BUT I LOVE YOU. i hate how you make me feel like i am dying! and it is hell on earth because it is so hot. but GOSH, i love how you make me feel. AMAZING. two rounds of the ab ripper x is KILLER. actually no, ONE round of the ab ripper x is killer. my stomach felt like it was dying. and my thighs. OMFG. that guy is SUCH A JERKKKK. WHY SO HARD! D: one of the exercises i loved. i think it was when you had to lift your butt off the ground with the bottoms of your feet touching. and he's like. COME ON COME ON. GET YOUR BUTT OFF THE GROUND. COME ON. COME ON. GET IT OFF THE GROUND. and i'm just cracking up. i like the ab ripper x. i'm going to do a round of ab ripper x every other day cause you're not supposed to do it everyday. i like! (: my new favorite work out. woohoo. i heard day two is the worst. plyometrics or something. but ehhh, i feel good today. thank you p90x. you are my new best friend. i think a really cold shower would feel great now. oh yeah, you know. SPORTS bras feel AWESOME. hahahaha! anyways. i think i will commit to this workout. the guy makes me laugh. (: P90X DAY ONE: COMPLETE.

feel the burn, jdn.

slightly.

when i laid my eyes on this jungle safari romper on shopruche.com, i think i slightly fell in love. alas, i can not spend twenty five dollars on such an item just yet. so i will just stare lovingly at it until i win the lottery or that 1000 american express credit gift card. *sigh* everyone's been doing the P90X as i said before. i don't have 90 days before school starts. but still i think i should workout a bit more. except, wait i can't find it for free and you know how cheap i am. so i'm still searching online. so far. looks scary. kevinpham says he can no longer feel his legs. hehe. damn it people, why do you not illegally load up p90x videos for me! i gotta ask maria where she gets it. it looks expensive. my mom would never let me waste money on those teevee commercial exercise programs. ever. *sigh* alas, that is the life of one who lives in my house. alas alas alas i need to get rid of this belly fat. love handlee things. i need a smaller waist. i keep having this urge to wear a comfy dress on the first day of school but then again, it's going to be cold i'm sure. so i do not know. and i keep using the word alas. i do not understand why i am so, is it possible to be attracted to a word?, yes i am attracted to the use of the word alas as of this moment. okay, reading all these p90x reviews freak me out a bit. but NO JESSICA, YOU HAVE TO DO THIS. anyways, for now i will settle for cruddy p90x videos but if anyone is willing to ship out 119 ish dollars to buy it for me, hey kudos to you! hahahah! (: and I HATE DAVID PHAM BECAUSE HE EATS MILLIONS OF CHOCOPIES AND DOESN'T GET FAT! D: i hate him for life. not really. but i will shove food down his throat and make him super fat his year. JESSICA'S REVENGE. (: oh, got fahrenheit's new album. like it better than the other ones that's for sure. also got arisong, hwangbo's new album which is like house club music. she released it in europe first and it topped the charts. personally , i love dancing to the song. but i LOVE the album cover so much more. it's gorgeous. i love it. it's so simple. but the whole composition of it, i just can't get enough of it. okay, now i HAVE to post it up. i know it's ridiculous that i'm saying i love this album cover. but i seriously do. i just love it. hwangbo is gorgeous. and europe is gorgeous. mannnnn. [HOORAY, found chest/back for p90x nice one jessica. ;D gosh i'm so cheap.] and anyways. i also got GD's, or that is gdragon's, new heartbreak album. his first solo album. everything i expected. maybe more. i love the techno beats. seriously, very GD. he made us proud. i like the song with CL in it. she's freaking amazing. anyways, yeah. some good stuff there. AHAHAH! FOUND AB RIPPER for p90x. man, i'm good. (: ah, i think tomorrow when i start p90x-ing. i'm going to be in so much pain. i mean all these fit people doing it and it hurts. or maybe they're like me. not fit at all! D: my abs are going to hurt like a BIZNITCH tomorrow. oh wait, what abs. i meant my stomach. and thighs. and body in general. i'm going to be freaking sore. *sigh* but jessica, that's the price you gotta pay for getting FATFATFAT! ajaajaaja fighting and all that jazz. i wonder how i'm going to hook up the computer to my teevee so i can workout. *sigh* gotta do this. dundundun. alas, i do not have any weights at my house. i think i'll just do arms day three without weights. i'll be dying anyways! ha! so i got the price is right on my itouch FINALLY. it's so funny. i love getting the EXACT price it's like OMG JESSICA, YOU'RE A GENIUS. :) alright, thinking, NO MORE JUNKFOOD. i think i'll stick to eggs. and fruit. and shiz like that. does crackers count as junk food? YES. no more lunchables? ahhhhh! :D alright so it's decided, super diet. p90x-ing starting tomorrow and for the next 90 days. come on jessssssssssica, you can do it! i'm going to die. I'M GOING TO DIE. no jessica YOU CAN DO IT! ... OMFG I'M GOING TO DIE.

i think i'm already dead, jdn.

the game of life.

fact: 95% of all paper currency circulating in washington dc contain traces of cocaine. source: today's new york times.

wow...that's so cool sorta kinda. i mean, CONSPIRACY THEORIES. EVERYWHERE. last night, downloaded the game of life for itouch. it is fuhreaking fun. (: it is around seven am right now. i got a retweet from topshop. very. cool. beans. (: last night's talk with maria was good. good stuff man good stuff. and. WHY IS EPISODE NINE STILL 90% SUBBED SINCE LAST NIGHT. ARGHARGHARGH. okay, i'm fine. i will just watch it as 90%. OMG JESSICA, CAN YOU REALLY DO THAT?! CAN YOU REALLY?! i will die! D: oh yeah, i mapquested kathy's house last night. supposedly four minutes away from my house. FOR REALS?! i mean, yeah that makes sense since she went to marshall with me. why did i always imagine her living far away in some rich-o mansion? i do not know! XD i think i just accidentally ate paper...ermmm, yeah. *chokes* i've been getting my sleeping schedule back on track. hooray. me hears that the registration packets are coming. i'm feeling the slight impending doom feeling. but also very excited. i know this is going to be a stressful year. arghhhh. but still, i love school. usually. except when it actually starts and i'm like. UGHHH, LET ME GOOOO PLEASE YOU EVIL. PLACE! D: okay you guys, WHAT IS UP WITH THE FARMVILL CRAZE. seriously, black sheeps getting lost everywhere! what is going on?! right, so don't really have much to blog about since it's SEVEN IN THE FREAKING MORNING. sooooooooo, off to spazz. about some very dep trai boys. (:

in the 08, jdn.

tee eye eight fours and lunchables.

NINETYNINE CENT LUNCHABLES AT STATER BROS. OMG. so cheap. we bought like twenty! (: man, i love lunchables. i remember back in the day it was a rare event when i got lunchabls. only for field trips. and i'd be so happy. so i'd just nibble and preserve the ham and cheese so it'd last a long time. man i love lunchables. and then we bought a ti-84 calculator from staplers for 89 dollars since i need one for ap calc. niceeee. i'm trying to fiddle around with it and put in apps. but i'm also having a very seriuos conversation with MARIA. MY LOVE. I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU! so, lately i've been end of summer reconnecting with the pals. gahhh, i miss you guys so much! anyways. vitas lu listening. oh yeah. I FINALLY GOT THE METEOR SHOWER OST. THANK YOU LORDDDDD. it is so good. gosh lu hu you are freaking amazing. (: yes, once again listening to que te pasa, vitas lu, why does your voice make me so happy? :D today when we were driving around. i put nobody on my itouch which was connected to the speaker. and my dad kept turning it up and up. to the point where even I, JESSICA, was embarassed and i had to turn it down. man he really loves that song. geeeebus! (: uhmmmm, i am in a particular good mood. this is probably the first summer where i didn't really follow the drama. all i did was: keyclub. annotate. thieunhi. clean. listen to music. mannnn! i can't wait to go shopping with mommy, i miss her to bits. uhmmm, i was going to blog more. but i'm very interested in my conversation wiht maria. and the ti-84. so farewell my little munchkins.

like my little share of happiness, jdn.

" ".

"if you notice him, you'll definitely
be moved by his voice, you'll fall
in love with him."

i sing this song for you, looking into the blue sky.
tears can't help but fall down, my lover can't you see?
i believe in the faith from our hearts.
your soul in my dreams, where are you now?
i have closed my door waiting for you.
the sun is shining outside. but i am missing you.

that's all, jdn.

ayoayoayo!

happy birthday to my loveeeeee, yoo seung ho. (: he's sixteen. dundundun. today. break day. family outing episode fiftynine RELEASED. with subs. so excited. the haunted house horror specials are always the funniest ones. my sister is rewatching coraline right now. kinda creepering me out. errrrm, gonna watch meteor shower! (: but i'm still PISSED that youtube is be freaking STUPID. and not showing all my freaking subscriptions. stupid ay hole. D: i forgot yesterday we bought rasberry conditioner from the 99cent store. it is simply DIVINE. i always wanted to use that word. butyeah, it smells sooooo goooood. uhhhhhm, last night. talked to kevin tran tran tran. who IS NOT GOING TO MY REGISTRATION WTF YOU STUPID FACE! and victor, who OBVIOUSLY misses me! duh. anjels and freaking demans. :D talking to victor always makes me crave food cause he's always eating something and i "can not have none," WHAT?! i do not know. D: YESYESYES, still listening to my vitas lu. and YESYESYES, it's still the que te pasa song. (: i don't know why i like blogging so much. actually, this blog is probably the longest i've stuck to a blog. *looks back at the cemetery of xanga blogs* man, xanga. now that's old school. and i remember i tried to do a livejournal. NOPEEE. i think denise showed me this website. and i started doing it. and then i got maria and kelly to do it. then kathy switched over from her xanga. I AM SUCH A GOOD CONVERTER! (: oh and the reason i am blogging RIGHT NOW rather than watching meteor shower. is because i'm letting it load. HOORAH! logging onto facebook. uhm, WHAT IS UP WITH THE OBSESSION WITH FARMVILLE. i don't get it. it looks. super boring. and the restaurant city thing? i gave up on my superpoke pet. it can feed itself. OR DIE. just like my CEMETERY FILLED WITH DEAD NEOPETS. HA. HA. HA. *delusional* anyways, I CAN'T WAIT FOR KATHY'S PARTY. i miss ltc. veryveryveryvery much. VERY MUCH. LIKE VERY MUCH. WHICH IS LIKE A LOT! i can't wait. it's going to be fun. us. being retardos. talking about tables and tennis balls. ;D i can't wait for school sortakinda. i hope mr. hobbs is still teaching this year. DAMN YOU BUDGET CUTS. hopefully! then i can visit him! yayyyyy! (: and mrs. ramsey. i love her to pieces! (: YESYESYES, done loading. i need to go back to school shopping man! man! man! okay, i'll blog later. got to go indulge on asian things which i haven't done all weekend. such a loser. *sigh* :D

don't forget, jdn.

the madhatter's tea partay.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
uhhhm, 520AM.

2. How do you like your steak?
good. medium rare. maybe a little more rare than not rare.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
transformers revenge of the fallen. dundundun.

4. What's your major in college?
when i go, probably. biochem. or something. like that.

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
stockholm.

6. What did you have for breakfast?
porridgeeee.

7. Your favorite cuisine?
i like vietnamese food.

8. What foods do you dislike?
stuff that doesn't taste good in my mouth. gross.

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
home.

10. Favorite dressing?
ranch. italian.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
in the near future. my baby corolla. for now. my bike.

12. What are your favorite clothes?
in my closet: maybe. my ruffly grey tank from target. and my nude peeptoe heels.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
stockholm. london. tokyo yo.

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
just fill the whole thing up for God's sake.

15. Where would you want to retire?
here. what's the difference.

16. Favorite time of day?
morning time.

17. Where were you born?
fountain valley hospital.

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
la quinta boy's tennis. ;D

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
yes, i should be doing this on facebook huh.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
some. imaginary person.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
no one in particular.

22. Bird watcher?
birds are too boring for my taste.

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
more likely a morning person. i have more energy in the morning.

24. Do you have any pets?
fishies.

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
we are buying lunchables tomorrow! (:

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
and i quote. "when i grow up, i want to be a hamburger." classic.

27. What is your best childhood memory?
stealing drake's m&ms. ha.

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
i am a no animal kind of person.

29. Are you married?
no. i don't think i will be for quite awhile.

30. Always wear your seat belt?
yesh.

31. Been in a car accident?
no.

32. Any pet peeves?
many. too many. HAH. (:

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
mushrooms.

34. Favorite Flower?
daisies.

35. Favorite ice cream?
mint chocolate chip. or the birthdaycake one from baskin robbins.

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
in n out. or carl's jr.

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
haven't taken it yet.

38. From whom did you get your last email?
i heart daily.

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit ?
topshop. oh my freaking gosh. (:

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
actually, yes.

41. Like your job?
being a student, sure.

42. Broccoli?
little trees that i can eat. (:

43. What was your favorite vacation?
texas. i love family.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
my family.

45. What are you listening to right now?
VITAS LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. <3

46. What is your favorite color?
purple. turquoise.

47. How many tattoos do you have?
none.

48. What time did you finish this quiz?
858PM. yes, everyone's thinking JESSICA IT'S PAST YOUR BEDTIME.

que te pasa?

today's expenses: blue opaqueish tights: 99cents. white comfy tank: 99cents. plain red teeshirt: 99cents. best of season 4 of friends: 99cents. four pack of vanilla pudding cause i had a craving: 99cents. nine pairs of socks: 3.00dollars. white sunglasses with blue tip on top or something: 99cents. one book: 99cents. total: around 10.00dollars.

sooooo, STILL listening to vitas lu. i lovelovelove the song que te pasa. i was blasting it in my dad's car when we went driving around cause we finally found the cable to connect my itouch to the aux thing on the car. yesterday we blasted rainism out the window in my neighborhood. good stuff. my dad realllllllly likes nobody by the wonder girls. its the only song he will tolerate. ever. and ARGHHHH, the right side of my headphones are completely broken. stupid apple headphones. i need new headphones. THATS WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY. hahaha, a really nice pair of headphones. maybe even the ones that cover your ears. in turquoise. LMAO, or just some headphones. gahh. it drives me nuts when my ears are . uneven in sound! today, i watched CORALINE. it was the scariest thing ever. okay not REALLY, but to be honest. i was pretttty scared. after i blog, i'll do annotations. feeling rather productive after listening to vitas lu. hahaha, mmmm. i've been rummaging through my closet. you know, deciding what to wear for first day of school and what not. and for kathy's partayyyy. today i also online shopped to the max. not exactly shopped. more like drooled all over my computer because i'm dying to buy stuff online. the only thing killing me at this point is seriously, SHOPPING COSTS. it's a bit more expensive because all the crap i want is overseas. UK and asia. and stuff. so i'm saving up lots of money. good thing i found that sixty bucks in my closet. (: i love love love. TOPSHOP. best store ever. and zipias is okay, for the asian clothes. except OH WAIT, they make you buy a minimum of THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS WORTH OF CLOTHES. *dies* like my mom would let me do that. but as i surf through all these fashion websites and blogs. with nice clothes. i'm thinking, these kids are my age. WHERE DO THEY FIND THE MONEY TO BUY ALL THIS STUFF. oh wait, they live like next door to topshop and kitsons. T-T *sigh* it's okay, jessica. just save up your money. and splurge. later. AT TARGET?! gahhhhh, lmao. i'm still in love love love with the dress i found on luphia. so i've been entering myself into all these contests. HEY, if i win, ALL THE BETTER. i'm hoping i win the ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS AMERICANE EXPRESS CARD. hahaha, it doesn't hurt to enter! (: i hope i win the luphia contest. i got my eye on that eiffel tower necklace. *-* i'm working today on annotations then tomorrow break to catch up on meteor shower. and then tuesday work. work. work. JUST REMEMBERED. happy camp with meteor shower aired. eeeeeeeeeeeepers! (: AND WHY IS YOUTUBE BEING RETARDED?! it only shows some of my subscriptions. THIS IS A FAILURE. OMGGGG. D: okay i half fixed my headphones. ermmm, yeah! what elsers. i haven't blogged a lot lately. sorry buggers. it seems i cannot fix the youtube issue. which is a BIG BIG BIG HUMONGOUS TROUBLE FOR ME. DARNIT. because i subscribe to so many things. it's ridiculous. WHY DOESN'T YOUTUBE FIX THIS. FAILURES! D: this is angering me greatly. freaking A. A. A. anyways, *breathes* listening to the CNblue previews. i think i talked about it before. but relistening to it is great too. not that bad. i wouldn't even count it as ENGRISH. cause they're english is pretty good. ANYWHOOOOO. i am dying to go shopping. but dad won't take me because he's no expert and he won't go without mom cause he's scared i'll buy something retarded! what is thissssssss. AH it's okay. :D okay i give up on annotations today. i worked a lot. i'll do more tuesday. uhm, what am i dying to buy. i want a leather jacket. maybe in black. but probably not. brown? maybe dark grey. and i want one of those band jackets. from h&m. i saw on this girl's blog. i think it probably cost like 80 bucks though. okay maybe not that much. but i love the one i saw in teenvogue on blake lively. now THAT was a nice band jacket. uhm, also i saw this mesh dress on topshop. that i like like like. and urban outfitters has this really nice studded skirt. i like. i like. (: gahhhh, no one on aim i really want to talk to. booooo. so, i really like the sunglasses i got at the NINETY NINE CENT STORE. THAT'S RIGHT. but no one needs to know that. except wait, everyone knows that now. but that's okay. i think they're awesomeeeeee-o. *what an old six grade term. :D* i am freaking dying for my mom to come home. we're gonna go spreeeeee at the swap meet. i need some new old school rings. oxymoron. not really. now i am listening to say you love me again by hit-5. whoa jessica, mainland china? eeeeeeeeeeesh, surprisesurprise. i am getting into the diverse and all that is diverse. "mr.kate" has the most gorgeous rings. but SO EXPENSIVE. seventy bucks. go DIE. just kidding. (: oh and i'm drooling over this one shoulder black dress on fledflare. *drools* seriously, i need to get a job if i'm going to buy expensive crap like that. ARGHARGHARGH! i saw very nice heels in the window of some old store. except, wait jessica doesn't do heels. maybe it's TIME TO CHANGE THAT. yeah right, i'm so tennis shoes. but i'm still tempted to buy the pair and just leave them in my room. and occasionally stare at them and be happy i have them. and then occasionally wear them out for special occasions. i wish i was one of those girls who could wear heels effortlessly. everything would be much easier. :D oh yeah, so the ninety nine cent red teeshirt i got. intended to get a white one. but ended up getting a red one. so a long time ago. i was dying to get one of those crownj/seoinyoung "A!" teeshirts. decided, i might as well use my iron ons and make one to wear. i'm contemplating between getting it as a J! or go for the A! that i've been hoping for. i think people would ask who A! was. and then i'd have to explain about my obsession with we got married. then again... anyways, yeah. but i have to find the font that the A! teeshirts are done in if i'm going to make a cheap copy of it. :DDD i think they don't even sell anymore. those teeshirts probably sold limited time last year. and if they still do the shipping is probably crazy from a one person owner shop of some tiny store in korea. *tears* i found this old black denim skirt that i bought a long time ago. and probably wore once. because i wasn't ever a skirt girl. still trying to find someway to piece it together with the white tank. or maybe something else. I'M GOING TO TRY NEW THINGS THIS YEAR. and work super hard. heckyeahs! i can't believe we're graduating in like two years. or a year in a half or whatever. it's freaky. scary. nervewracking. exciting. all those things rolled into one little ball of nerves and excitement and what not. feels like i'm going to explode before i get to the finish line. oh yeah, saw this lace vest. on luphia. GORGEOUS. ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS. lace vest. i need it. LMAO, i would love to have it. *drools some more* staring at all these clothes makes me want to win the lottery. OR THAT 1000 AMERICAN EXPRESS GIFT CARD. *explosion of craziness* blogging about all my new obsessions with clothing brands and my dire want for these things is surprisingly fun fun fun. for me. probably not for you. i'm just having fun writing it all down rather than having it in my brain all like : "OMFG I WANT THAT SO BAD. HOLY MOTHER OF MY COMPUTER'S DAUGHTER. *DROOLS*" :D yeah, something like that. oh yeah. today JEANNIE'S DAD. WORE THE MOST COOLEST FEDORA EVER. i love it. i wanted to whip it off his almost bald head and wear it myself! but yeah, it was THAT cool. dire need to go to flea market and get one. IS THERE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FLEA MARKET AND SWAP MEET. omg. i need to find out! :o i've been slackingly using those words freely between each other. SHAME ON YOU JESSICA! you know, i still don't know what i think about peeptoe boots. okay i do. i think they're beyond weird. it's just. weird. having all this shoe material around your legs. and then right where your toe is. a little. slot thing. i mean for flats. or heels it looks okay cause your legs are exposed. but for boots. it's so. just randomly. cut out. i think i would never wear it. i think i would try it on and laugh at myself stupidly for trying it on. and then give it back to the saleslady and whisper in her ear, i think they're more your style. ;D hahaha! HA! FLEA MARKET=SWAP MEET. except the swap meet at golden west. does not have that much of a wide selection on vintage goods. *sigh* i will try my best! roarroarroar. half of my mind says give up on my subscriptions for youtube, I THINK I'LL DIE. GOSH, YOUTUBE FIX THE STUPID GLITCH. PISSING ME OFF. WHY ME. WHY ME. D: i think i fell in love with the knit vest i saw at tj maxx. i saw it a long time ago. but i just remembered it. hmmmm, tj maxx trip soon? ;D oh and today i saw this girl wearing these AWESOME boat ish shoes. like those crew boy shoes where it has shoe lace on the side. it was pretty awesome. the navy blue color was PERFECTION. i can't wait to get a new camera. i mean a new vintage camera. from a cereal box as douglas says. i think i'll finally find the courage to go up to people and ask for their pictures. MAYBEEEE. i wish i had it now! instead of having to memorize the shoes i saw or the dress i happened to pass by. you know what i'm saying saying? no you don't! D: i suddenly want to go to a masquerade ball. i'm semi sad that no dressing up for kathy's party. but then again, i like comfort around this time of year. i think christmas party will be SUPER DRESS UP. hahaha. jaaaaykayyy. MAYBE. i just suddenly had this weird epiphany. and i just feel like dressing up all the time. up the confidence level you guys. it's our junior year! go go go. i want a new bag. probably a woven bag. or maybe one of those tiny bags. that have the super long strap. i want one that's not uhm, what's the word. billowy? i want a hardcase one probably. like the one i saw on the topshop blog. that one was nice. maybe in blue. if i just happened to have a large pile of cash hiding somewhere. PFT. sometimes i wonder how awkward it is for fashion bloggers to take pictures in public. like fashion models. o_o and at first i was like WTF HOW DID THEY TAKE THAT THEMSELVES?! and then i realized. oh duh, someone else is. but how awkward is THAT. i mean, that's TOTALLY awkward. at least, that's how i see it. o_o anywhoooo. *whistles* the meteor shower theme song sung by the "h4" is to DIE FOR. i love it love it love it. it's just so. catchy. and cute. like uber cheesy cute in the chinese song cookie cut cute style. and wei chen. *dies* and their voices. *dies* and HAHA, ONE GUY'S AMERICAN NAME IS...HAM! that's so legit. RESPECTTT man! hahaha, ham. ham. hahaha. i think kelly's joke was like. hey. i'd like you to meat. ham. or something. IDKKK. i can't remember. but ham is sucha legit name. PFFFFFFFT. (: ahh, i need to get more exercise time in. gotta get a smaller waist. BLAHH, and more milk and vitamins. gotta get taller. ahhhh, HUZZAH JESSICA. YOU CAN DO IT. booobooobooo! (: self motivation is freaking HILARIOUS. (: right, gotta throw in a pair of neon bike shorts on my list of crap to buy. *sigh* ^-^ i've been blogging for awhile. barely feels like five minutes. times flies when you're having FUNFUNFUN. (: f is for FRIENDS! :D you know, the reason i want a film camera. only because people keep bugging me like JESSICA DIGITAL IS BETTER, is because i kinda like the feeling of. NOT knowing what kind of picture you just took. like not having the control to erase and delete. is somewhat refreshin you know what i mean? which means i continue my search for a very awesome but seemingly cheap vintage film camera. huzzah.i think i'm about done for the night. probably going to go upstairs and watch some teevee with dad and lizi. hoooooray, see you hooligans tomorrow.

if anything, don't forget the underwear: jdn.

100 ways of living.

right so the title of this blog is vitas lu's 08 album. which is probably the best chinese album i've ever heard. kicking davidchoi aside, this guy is my new musical soulmate. ;D his music. is like. i will listen to it. and just be happy. nothing could ruin my mood. OH WAIT MAYBE. METEOR SHOWER LINKS BEING TAKEN OFF. fail, i have to wait for the episodes to be subbed again, i'm going to go crazy. T-T today, went to keyclub park clean up. which equals walking all around mile square park talking and picking up trash when we see it. and buying ice cream. and mentoring my little tony on not dating cougars. :D that was fun. except i'm semi tired. sore. whatever. i had fun! (: last night i had a heart to heart wiht my favoritest senior kevintran. i love him to bits. we had a good conversation about potatos. and him making me perverted. cause he was like. "she gets me." and i was like "what. aroused?!" cause i thought he was gonna say something else. but he meant she understands me. so i was being a pervert. aroused is a funny word. (: listening to vitas lu makes me want to blog a lot. his funny bowl cut and nerdy clothes just make me laugh. and vitas is the most awesome name ever! :D and right now i'm having a heart to heart with KELLLLLY, gosh i miss her to bits! D: ermmmm, what elseessss. lala. i talked to you a few days go. i can't believe i'm starting to miss you. vietnam is far away. i can't wait for you to come back home. geeebus, cheesy. gross. cheese is for nachos! hahaha, this morning i had french toast sticks from carlsjk. i like those., they're yummmmmmmmy! i'm kinda annoyed with people who talk like they're in key club and and they talk big. but when it comes down to the dirty work, they don't do sh*t. and it makes me angry. all they do is join keyclub to go to the socials, and meet guys. when really, keyclub is about community service. but they're too prissy and girly to go pick up trash. it makes me angry. you don't have the right to say you're in keyclub when you don't do work. ANYWAYS, on happier note. talked to ryan yesteday. i'm glad dramafevers going good for him. he's going back to newyork next week. *tears* i was like YES RYAN, when i watched BOF i used dramafever! and he's like YOU BETTER. BIZNITCH! :DDDD oh yeah, i was listening to this chinese guy who won the chinese version of american idol. and he can do this like falsetoo voice. like a dolphin. when i heard it in a song, i thought it was an organ or a synthesizer. it was so HIGH PITCHED. i was like WTF?! but the song is so good. and even though the voice freaked me out. he has a nice normal singing voice. which i like. so i can't stop listening. it's good stuff. hahahhaha. oh yeah me and my sister watching bof is super funny. we make funny comments. especially when i pause it. and the guys face is like retarded. hahaha, it's hilarious. every monday tuesday wednesday lately has been dedicated to watch queen seon deok for me my sister and even... MY DAD! it's really good! and i can't wait for my loverrrrrrrrrr, yoo seung ho to appear. even though i do NOT dig the long hair look back then. he's still adorable. and he's turning 16 in two days. i love 93'ers. :D oh yeah yesterday at choir. i totally educated theresa on high school stuff. it's funny cause two years ago. huong was doing the same for me. i remember it. "DO NOT GET MS. ZINNER JESSICA!!!!" i said the same to theresa. man, how time flies. D: we're freaking graduating next year. omg, class of 2010 are graduating. probably my favorite class. after last years? maybe. same level. i'm going to miss kevin and fred. and jessica. and denise. and steph. and all those people. who i loveeeeeeeeeeee. T-T this is so sad. mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, ANYWAYS. i'm beat. gonna concentrate on talking to kelly. and singing along to vitas lu's lovelyyyyyyyyyyyyyy songs.

and he said. que pasa, jdn.