fall, how i've missed you so.

oh love. what a silly game we play.

hello there. it's sunday night. end of the weekend. start of a new week. where i will be longing for the weekend once again. this sunday is kayaking with the thieunhi kids. hooray. right now, i am secret santa shopping. shh! it's a secret! i'm shopping. and i'm just kinda sitting here. i'm 'kinda hoping for some sort of freak miracle to happen. god knows i should've learned by now not to believe in those kind of miracles. but it never stops me from secretly wishing in the back of my brain. tsktsk jessica. when will you learn? i'm loving that the weather is getting. less hot. hopefully. i missed fall. my favorite season. the season when the leaves change. and people change. or can change. and it's the season when i can wear my sweaters and scarves. that's definitely a plus! oh my gosh you guys! you know that talking japanese watch i've been eyeing on fredflare.com? it's down to fifteen dollars! yay! now if it'll just go down a bit more so that the shipping price won't matter as much. how much is shipping anyways. i'm thinking, six dollars. not even. seven ninetyfive! darn, i guess i'll just have to wait a bit longer. i've never had a problem with waiting for sales. my mom taught me well! gasp, and the risky business sunglasses are down to two ninety nine. wowzers. we believe by good charlotte is a really good song. a lot of people shy away from good charlotte cause joel madden looks like a scary dude, which. i guess he really does. but their music is really thoughtful, at least i think so. we believe is a really good song cause the words are very. meaningful, especially in this time when a lot of us have lost hope. right? right. oh yeah, kelly's all better and she's going to be at school tomorrow, i'm glad. i was very worried! i remember one time when everyone at the table got sick one after another. it was an awful cycle cause once one person was cured another person got sick and the cured person got resick. our table is so small that's why. we breathe too much of each other's air. gross! but it's funnier now that i think about it. right now. i feel like i have a lot to say. but i don't know what it is exactly. i don't want to convince myself about something that could be nothing. right? right. i just want school to start. so i can distract myself over and over again. that's one of the plusses of school! yay. i can't wait for mock trial to start. i wanted to join freshman year but they didn't have it. so this year, i'm going to do my best and be all law and order status. yeahhh! come watch me yeah? it'll be super embarassing, but i think i'll have a lot of fun because i'm so into all that criminal stuff. yay mock trial! club rush is this week, yay keyclub. i don' t care if everyone joins kiwins, i think key club is the best place for me. and i'm sticking with that. i can't really blog about my secret santa because it's a secret. but. it's kinda hard shopping. i really want to get a good present. i'm going to have a hard time keeping the secret until christmas. but surprisingly, none of us have talked about secret santa much. i think all of us have been really stressed with school and life. we just kind of forgot about each other a little. i hope christmas is a good time for us all to rekindle our friendships. school is a hassle sometimes. and i feel like, even though we're all togehter. sometimes, it feels very. small talky. right? right, a little. fly boy by crown j makes me want to dance and say fly boy all day. yesssireeebob. next next week is hiep si training, and hiep's taking me out to eat for my birthday, like he does every year. yeahhh, it's going to be my birthday in about two weeks. will anyone remember? i wonder. i've learned not to have high expectations for my birthday anymore. i'm just glad i have my friends. even though it's my sixteenth birthday. and everyone expects something big for the sweet sixteen. honestly, i just feel like eating out with my family. and then with my close friends. i don't really feel the need to have some huge extravaganza. it doesn't feel that special. if you ask me. it just seems like a hassle. and very. not intimate. right? right. pop princess by the click five reminds me of full house. i think it's cause they also sang i think we're alone now and there was that one episode where joey sings that song. i loved that episode! man, those were the good ol' days. tomorrow's the big day, with the sky banner going down. i'm excited, for no reason. well, how can i not be excited? manggg.right now it is 702PM. and in the process of shopping for my secret santa, i've found a garbajillionmajigillian things that i would love to buy. geebus! light up the sky by yellowcard. man, paper walls was SUCH a good album. SUCH a goooood album. i absolutely loved it. i remember it 'cause john "got" it for me. i was absolutely thrilled when he gave it to me. i couldn't contain myself. when i got home i ran right to the cd player and popped it in and spent the rest of the night listening to it, it was a saturday. that's how clearly i remember it. thanks john! okay, i give up on secret santa shopping for now. i'm too busy looking through the new topshop portfolios. gosh, they're gorgeous. if only i could win the lottery. or it would start raining money. like in the pandora's box episode of big brother. that was so funny. sucker, that's what you get for being greedy! oh yeah, i'm getting my turquoise keyclub american apparel jacket soon! yay, i'll now match with a bajillion other kids at school. hoorah! i love it! oh man, fifteen dollar romper on topshop.com! if only shipping wasn't FIFTEEN MORE DOLLARS?! WHAT. darn you topshop. why must you be hqed in the UK?! *sigh* at least i have some far east movement to cheer me up. round and round is such a let's go dance song. right michael? right. oh yeah, this afternoon michael called me but i didn't know. and i picked up the phone. first think i hear is this sound: "MEEEEEYOWWWWW!" i really wanted to hang up. for realios. why must i be friends with such strange people?! well, that's life. i love them to bits. i guess...right? right! time for me to go sleep, because i'm so tired. right? RIGHT.

driving slow through the snow, jdn.

dear diary,

today i saw a boy. and i wondered if he noticed me, he took my breath away. dear diary, i can't get him off my mind, and it scares me 'cause i've never felt this way. no one in this world, knows me better than you do. so diary, i confide in you. dear diary, today i saw a boy. as he walked by i thought he smiled at me. and i wondered, does he know what's in my heart. i tried to smile but i could hardly breathe. should i tell him how i feel or would that scare him away. diary, tell me what to do. please tell me what to say. dear diary, one touch of his hand, now i can't wait to see that boy again. he smiled and i thought my heart could fly. diary, do you think we'll be more than friends. i've got a feeling we'll be so much more.

thank you britney spears :)

places.names.nouns.

sometimes, bombs fall quietly.
maybe it's chemistry.

saturday was a reallllly good day! (: went to my little twin cousins' third birthday party, i love emily and kaylee. and lily and logan. yeah! good food. good times. JUMPING HOUSE. who doesn't love jumping houses?! i love jumping houses. with slides! SLIDES. it was fun. and aunt hanh got these ceramic piggy banks and butterflies and elephants. and we got to PAINT THEM. which i know is such a kid thing to do.but i loved it! it was so fun. i painted a purle piggy bank with blue dots. yay me! :) so the party was fun. caught up with cousin michael who is oh so busy these day! :( and there was this weird girl there who all the kids thought had a crush on michael. and she kept asking me all these weird questions so i was like. uhhh, okay! i spent a lot of time playing with the kiddies. they're so adorable. *squeal* then went home around two. :( got ready for church. church was so hot. :( like, *sweatsweat* then after. went to sb carnival! with lany. and lyndon. and tom. at first it was like this. *awkward turtle* because lany kept running around EVERYWHERE. saying hi to people. so it's just me and lyndon and tom. *hands in pockets.* *looks around* *does awkward turtle movements* but after awhile i guess it was whatever cause we got to know each other. lany went on the zipper with lyndon and...that was funny. i would never ever ever ever go on the zippper. NEVER AGAIN. never. waiting there was awkward. thanks lany. :) just kidding, it was okay. (: hmmm, then we. roamed around. got food. and then i forget but lany disappeared for like five bajillion hours. and me and tom and lyndon are like where did she go?! and then i met carl[os] HAHAH, carlos. and david. who is too tall to be a junior. o_o carl os seems nice! :) and david, he is very....friendly! at first, i was kinda creeped out cause i just met him and he was like hugging me and using me as a pillow, but then i was just like, uh okay whatever :). he's very childish, like and adorable teddy bear. except...he's five thousand feet tall. o_o abnormal. then we roamed around again. oh yeah, ferris wheel. freaking SCARY. scary! SCARY. and lyndon pole danced on the pole in the middle of the ferriswheel seat carriage thing. haha. saw doug! but he didn't stay. :'( and then, oh yeah. we spent a lot of time curb sitting. wait, no that was just tom. and an asian lady almost sat on his face. HAHAHA! :) that was funny. a lot of people's butts were in his face cause he was sitting on the floor the whole time. suckahhh! and at one point carl went to the bathroom and lany and lyndon went to get tickets and i was throwing away tom's nasty cotton candy paper stick. AND THEN TOM AND DAVID TRIED TO RUN AWAY. *kick* :( jerks! and then we went on that stupid pharoah's boat. dragon thing. and carl made me and lany sit towards the END. SO WE ALMOST DIED. frigging lyndon. "YOU'RE GOING TO DIE" and then lany's hair got messed up and that was FUNNY. :) just kidding... :'( and thennnnnnnnn, we got in line for the zipper....for lany and lyndon and carl and david. cause me and tom refused to go on that stupid ride. so me and tom sat on the grass and looked through lany's bad for tampons and pads. and then we played hangman. and I DID NOT KNOW HE WAS DOING FIRST AND LAST NAME. so we had to_trinh. and i'm like WHO THE HECKS NAME IS TORTRINH. or TOITRINH. so i run over and ask lany. and it was TOM trinh. and i was like...oh. :( AND FESTIVAL IS A PLACE. wtf. :( and then, we talked about how to not let michelle steal my homework. my idea: ...no idea. his idea: give her your homework but right before she grabs it snatch it back and say "HA, SNATCHED BIYOTCH!" ... yeah, that sounds like something I WOULD DOO! i had to leave and ditch tom so he could wait by himself HA. but i had fun. but i'm sad cause i missed the part where carl's phone flew out on the zipper and hit lany on the face and she got a ginormous bump. *smiles at lany* BWAHAHAHAHHA. :) I LOVE YOU DEAREST. and now i'm in an amazing mood. but no keyclub today. :( tears foreverrrrrrrrrrrr! i was so excited. i finished calc homework. easy peezy. but apphysics is not FTW right now okayyy? :( i hate linear graphs motion things. tearsssssssssss. but yeah, i can't wait for monday. I HOPE KELLY'S BACKKKK. :( i kinda wanna go out and play today. but everyone's tired so i guess i'll just stay home. :( anyways. i'm in a good mood. :) omg, andrew ngo is the best friend i ever had. he's so smart! thanks for the help on the homework andrew. :) billie jean is a reallllllllllllly good song. probably my favorite mj song. nice. :) billllie jean is not my lovahhhh....and he is not my son! hahahhah! :) aww, andrew's so nice! gosh i love that kid. i'm glad he won over his brother for uniform manager. BWAHAHAH, stupid bryan! :) anyways, let's get serious. caue i'm seriously bored. ^-^ saosin is actually a good band. except for the every now and then screaming that scares me. but other than that. i'm good. :) but nothing beats the smoothishness of david choi. if you know what i'm sayingsaying. *sighhhh* i realized i haven't been reading postsecrets lately. i think it means i'm over. all of that business junk. sometimes, you just lose the feeling of missing someone. i guess that's good. well in this case, it is. you know? i know. :) i have this massive urge to blog. LIKE REALLY BLOG. SUPER BLOGGGG. AJKSDJFIOADF. :) HAHHHH, YES. I'M DONE WITH MY HOMEWORK. yeah boy yeah. oh right, gotta print out csf form. i'll get one for kelly too! :) where the heck is ms.rose's rhetoric sheet?! ARGHH. gosh. gotta get my transcript from office too. BOOO. :( tattoo; jordin sparks. GREAT song. i always spell tattoo. "tatoo". WHY JESSICA. WHY. oh yeah, TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY. TOMORROW, SEPTEMBER 28. 2009. AT 2PM IN SEATTLE! a large sky banner will fly by in seattle that says J, WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?! i hope he sees it! :) hahahhahahhaha. how cute. ^-^ so i'm about to print out my csf form. but i have to get xerox paper. and i'm too lazy so i'll do it tomorrow. HAHA. :) no love; simple plan. i love this song. it makes me sad. :( in a good way. there's only lies, there's only fears, there's only pain. there is no love here. so what will you do? GOOD QUESTION. :/ i am now taking a quiz that says WHAT DISNEY PRINCESS ARE YOU! :) i'm so excited! ^-^ and drumroll please. i am...dundundun... belle. AW, HOW BORING. :( i'm a boring princess. no fair. just because i don't like woodland creatures!? :( okay now i'm online shopping. for shoes on urbanoutfitters.com YES 20 PERCENT OFF SHOES. :) happyfaces. yay me. okay okay, i'm going to go now. i'll probably blog later! kisses and hugs and all that jazz! :) hm, and now i have a craving to go the swampmeet for some free churro's from david's mom. hoohah. too bad i can't! :(

find me, jdn.

slumbering hearts.

sometimes, we forget that we are not alone.
that we are surrounded by people...
who also forget.

one thing to say folks: thank god it's friday. today was the first assembly. booing freshmen never felt so good. it was so funnnny! (: this weekend is going to be packed. tomorrow morning is emily and kaylee's birthday party. night, sb carnival with lany. woohoo unlimited tickets! and then sunday is southcoastplaza with keyclub. whootwhoot. but i'm excited. this weekend is going to be good. very good. :) i went to the library today. i just finished reading some manga. special a! i love it when books literally make me laugh out loud. special a is so darn adorable. and now i'm started the 7th victim. you know me and my murder mysteries. i can't get enough. but i do have to complain about something at the library. why do people find the need to sit directly in front of a bookcase?! like, if you want to read. sure take a seat. but do you really need to move the seat directly in front of the bookcase so that you don't have to get off your lazy butt to get a book? i mean, hello I WANT TO CHECK OUT BOOKS TOO. move darnit! :( but other than that, the library trip was great. i haven't done a lot of fun reading in awhile. so i'm getting back on track with that. :) today i listened to all of fly to the sky's decennium album which everyone knows, is an album i can't get enough of. :) i miss them. :( anywhooos, kelly is sick. and she didn't come to school today. i hope she reads this! WE MISSED YOU KELLY, GET BETTER SOON. :( tears forever. i walked home alone! :( that was sad. hahaha! i saw turtle/em but i didn't wave. sorry em! *-* so a lot of people have been watching glee. honestly, something i would love to get into. but because everyone's into it. i'm kinda like...maybe i won't get into it until it dies down. hehe. :) i'm absolutely thrilled that it's the weekend. school barely started but i can tell everyone including myself is stressing out. to the max. :( home by michael buble is one of those classic old sounding songs that make me feel strange when i listen to it. especially when i'm on a trip or at camp and i listen to this song. i get those chills like. *whoa, i should call home*. you know? i like. :) anyways. i kinda wanna start the 7th victim, like...RIGHT NOW. so i'm going to cut this one. extremely short. but i promise i'll make up for it next time! maybe. no. yeah. perhaps. maybe! :)

i won't pick up the phone. jdn.

thoughts ringing in my mind.

to really know someone is to have loved and hated him in turn.

helllllooooo little friends. today is finally thursday, which i thought yesterday was. duh jessica, duh. today was VERY VERY GOOD. last night i watched the first episode of easy fortune happy life. it was SO SO SO GOOOOOD. and i cried buckets! i think me and mindy have a fear of watching last episodes. but i will don't worry! but anyways, easy fortune happy life. was really cute. the guy is cute. the girl is the girl from fated to love you. so cute. cute. :) *squeals* uhm what else. today my mommy made korean chap chae. which is glass noodles?! i think, direct translation. it was so yummmmmy, i love mom! and then beethoven virus is airing on my teevee channel now so, could this day get any better?! mannn, right now i'm finishing up aplang. sinners in the hands of an angry god. i feel kinda... blasphemy ish annotating this cause it talks about God being mean. and stuff. :( but it's for homework god, FORGIVE MEEEE. i'm listening to the winner takes it all from mamma mia. vocals by meryl streep. i love her singing this. but my favorite rendition is probably thanh bui's. his was just. very very moving. *heart* now listening to don't forget to remember me; carrie underwood. everytime i hear that song, i kind of think of when i'm gonna go to college. i really like this song it reminds me that kelly's thinking about going to school in georgia! i'm going to miss her if she does. :( gosh, this song is so good. *tears* o_o just heard a girl scream. again! WHOA, twice. weird. OH YEAH, last night i was watching whatever i was watching [WTF ANOTHER SCREAM, wait i think it's a high pitched whistle.] and then i heard really loud quacking! and so i get up and climb on top of my table. and there is DUCK a outside my window. DIRECTLY. outside my window. and i'm like. o_o o_o O_O O_O" it was so weird. it left after awhile. but i still was kinda scared. a duck. outside my window. freakkkkky! :( crawling back to you; backstreet boys. such a good boyband song. (: MAN, this sermon is so freaking long. if i was there for that guy to preach sinners in the hands of an angry god, i think i would be sleeping, it's like five billlion gajillion pages! :( lately i've been drawing a lot of circle things. for everything, i drew a tree. made of circles. a "horizon" made of circles. a whole page of...circles. IS IT A MESSAGE FROM THE ALIENS?! walking away. craig david. HE IS A REALLY GOOD SINGER. like, wowwwwwwwwwwww. i love smooth voices. *faints* i was gonna saw swoon, but that's such a...weird word. (: i think those tell a parent calls are so weird. it's like. super robo mannn! :( robots scare me like. the ones in mr.greek's class. those robots are scary. *scary* :( anyways, i think i might cut this blog short today. cause i have some secret planning to do! (: i might blog later, or tomorrow. it's almost the weekend you guys, push push push!

hate the sin, love the sinner?; jdn.

feels like a thursday.

soooo, hi there little friends! (: i seriously kept thinking today was thursday like the entire day. i keep thinking tomorrow's friday. maybe cause friday is assembly schedule? idunnno, anywhooo! today i do not have a lot of homework, actually, i am done with my homework! yay! i was going to caplock the i am done with my homework part. but i'm trying to cut back on the caplocking.i think i'll just bold! pshaw, yeah right! (: my family and i are at the moment watching queen seon deok on the teevee! it's funny cause we're all into it. it's so sad, cause the princess JUST DIED. what the heck man what the heck. so intense. but right when she died and her sister found out and was freaking out. me and my sister were cracking up cause she was screaming! it was so funny. i know. how mean. today since i have little homework, i might finish fated to love you. last night i ended on episode 20? and i think theirs 24 episodes?! so, whenever i finish a drama, or i get near it. i feel so sad. because i don't want it to end! so sometimes i just don't. HA. but this time i will. because i have to know! gahhh, fated to love you is so cute. so cute. (: i'm glad i watched it. it makes me happy. and when i watch it, i get so into it that i fall out of the bed! HA, so funny. today, since i had, again little homework. i was listening to music a lot. usually when i get music, i get it by the album rather than one song then one song. so sometimes i only listen to certain songs on an album.but now i'm trying to listen to all the songs on one albums 'cause sometimes i overlook really good songs. so today, i listened to all of ariel lin's errr, what's it called. her first and only album so far. i think it's called. here we go, blissful encounter. then i listened to loving you more and more, fahrenheit. and listened to all of vitas lu's 100 ways of living. then listened to all of jason reeves' album the magnificent adventures of heartache. which is such a good good good album. i lovedddd it! oh yeah! so queen seon deok episode just finished and it reminded me of what my dad said. cause we were at this part where deokman was supposed to get on the boat and leave before the evil people came. and they're just standing there! like all korean dramas. dramatic standing next to lake part. so the princess is standing there and the two guys and deokman. and the evil guy is hiding in the bushes getting ready to shoot the princess who he thinks is deokman. and my mom is like "wow, this is korean drama. just standing there, waiting TO DIE?!" and i'm like HAHAHHAHA. and then my dad goes. "yeah, stupid korean dramas. they're just standing there waiting to die! if this was vietnam, the communists would have shot them already!" and i was like, WOW DAD. WOWWWW. it was a funny moment. (: oh yeah, and just now a little before the episode ended my dad had to go outside to pick up a phone call and when he came back in, it was already over. and he's like "WHAT?! IT'S OVER ALREADY?!" GOSH, dad you're such a fanboy! speaking of dramas, so. i already mentioned i'm finishing up fated to love you. and whenever i get near finishing a drama, i tend to start a new one. so that by the time i finish one, i'll have one that i'm already into. i've been soul searching for one. i refuse to watch the horror drama at night because then i'd be so scared. i'd die or something. i've been trying to watch heading to the ground? idkkk man, his face is nice. but his expressions are so exaggerated. i gave up on taking care of my young lady. i might pick that up again. i do not know! but i saw this one japanese drama. called love game. like this mysterious lady lets random strangers play a love game for money. and they have to complete love related tasks. like "get your husband to divorce you in 72 hours." and then they get money for completing the mission. i'm like WHOA, THAT IS SO SCANDALOUS seriously, japanese people are so good at the scandalous things. but yeah, i might pick that up. or just find another cute drama to watch. so cute that i'll fall out of my bed cause i'ts so cute. :) this sunday is keyclub event! at southcoast plaza. uber excited, ew used uber AGAIN?! what the heckers! D: anyways, now that i reflect back on the last three days. this week started out not so great, but i think since it's the middle of the week. the week has started to look better. hopefully the next few days will be great! what with the first assembly coming up and the sb carnival and now keyclub! SELF REFLECTION YOU GUYS, how ap lang is that?! :) i'm happy i'm blogging again. i doubt anyone reads it. i think it's just fun to write for myself. i often have the thought of privating this blog, so maybe i could really write how i feel sometimes, but i'm really not the private blog person am i? (: i have been last.fming a lot lately. yeah me! (: now i'm singing, lalala. life is good when you're a little more optimistic. i have the urge to wear a skirt to school. or a dress, maybe soon! or when summer comes again. did you know IT'S FALLLLL?! since yesterday at 218 pm. haha, but it was SUPER HOT TODAY. what the heckkk, fall is supposed to be cold! :( in the morning there was a huge FOG, which means yeah it's gonna be hot, my dad taught me that! but the first three periods were cold. which means me freezing my butt off in nadeau's class cause his class is ALWAYS cold. then around lunch, it got EXTREMELY HOT. i was like, wow. wow. so hot. :( HEY, i think my soul searching has gone well! easy fortune happy life looks like a really cute taiwanese drama. i think taiwanese dramas are so much cuter, PLUSSSS. the girl from easy fortune happy life is the girl from FATED TO LOVE YOU! coinkydink? i think NOT. it's fate! (: i might watch it. we'll see how i like the first episode tonight, SEE HOW I'M PUTTING OFF WATCHING THE LAST EPISODES OF FATED TO LOVE YOU?! it's cause i don't want it to end. :( anyways, easy fortune happy life. the guy is pretty cute. from what i see the characters always grow on me as i watch. that's how i am. I GET EMOTIONAL SO EASILY i was gonna say touched. as in emotionally touched. but i could see how "i get touched so easily" could for sure go the wrong way with the people who read my blog. (NEIL! haha!) anyways, last.fming. sometimes REALLY old school boy bands have really good songs. like o-town. all or nothing. i think boyband music is so easy to sing to. i just don't like the super popish stuff. the ballady stuff is so fun to sing! i enjoy it very much thank you! okay, i think i really am gonna watch easy fortune happy life. THANK YOU SOUL SEARCHING. (: o-town. all or nothing. SERIOUSLY, CUTE SONG. words get to me so easily! :( plus they have such smooth voices. i know, so lame. so lame. but really, i don't want to condemn their music when some of it is enjoyable. i don't get people who bash on people who like certain types of music. like, i don't enjoy screamo. but i don't think i would go as far as say ew, screamo people suck. you know? i think all music is good. if you give it a chance. :) you know, i think the youtube app is so EFFICIENT. and the ability to watch veoh is soo gooooood. *happy face* okay, i'm singing again. hahahah! last night i watched four parts of the family outing episode with seungri AND kimhyunjoong (JIHOO SUNBAEEEE) it was SOSOSOSO FUNNY. i was cracking up very quietly as to not wake up my parently people i can't wait for the rest to be subbbbbed. (: it was so..FUNNNNNY. hahahahha! anyways,i think the 2pm fanclub flash mobs are SO COOOOOOL i wish i had the self confidence to do that. oh yeah so abstinence club apparently. the teachers would rather approve zombie defense club than abstinence club. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! i think the world is ridiculous. if you're scared of something, you have to face it. not run away from the issue. just because we bring up a controversial issue doesn't mean you need to put us down. we're bringing it up for goood reasons, to prevent kids from doing bad things. -_- it just makes me angry when some teachers always tell us to stand up for what we believe in but when we do, and it seems like something too issue-y. they put us away and try to hide us under the rug in hopes that the issue will be swept under the rug too. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?! i'm fighting to get this club passed. it better be passssed! :( huzzzzah! anyways. OMGGGG, i just remembered. today intro to business was EXTRA funny. i mean, FOR REALLLLLSSSSS. we were doing flashcards and the sophomore in front of me and kelly, michael? says something like "okay, i will present you LADIES with my lovely cards which are obviously more precise than hers." and me and kelly just CRACK UP. it was SO FUNNNNNY. he said it with such a straight face that it was impossible not to laugh. i like my seat! cause i sit next to kelly and then michael and keaton are in front of us facing us so we have a lot of fun in mrs. rumble's class. MY FAVORITE CLASS & TEACHER. for realsssssssss. no joke. (: apologize by onerepublic is a song that ALWAYS gives me chills. when i listen to the cello violin ish part it's like *shudder* because it's so BEAUTIFUL. i love that song. it reminds me of the jabbawockeez is that how you spell it? i forget, i was always a kaba modern shipper after watching their movie scenario comp. it was SO CUTE. (: geeks and girls. hahahah! perfect romantic comedy no? (: HEY, in 2PM fans in CALIFORNIA are planning a FLASH MOB THIS WEEKEND. but i can't go, OBVIOUSLY. but i will support. (: i think if me and neil were old enough we would go for sure FLASH MOBBBBB, come back leader jayyyy. :( hahah, i'm listening to the jonas brothers! wow, wow. but sos is such a catchy song. AGAIN, not condemning good songs! :) ok so the horror drama soul released an OST. and i'm so tempted to get it BUT I'M SCARED. cause the music is probably scary. TEARS. :( why am i such a scaredy cat? my mom makes fun of me cause i'm more scared of things than my sister. and also cause i'm clumy. cause everytime i scoop rice. rice always falls on the table. IT'S NOT MY FAULT. :( *tears forever* listening to poker face;lady gaga. sometimes i wish i had her self confidence. lady gaga is pretty amazing. (: OMG. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I FORGOT. ever since school started...i have not watched hell's kitchen! OMFGGG. :( that is sad jessica, sad. okay, putting it onto my playlist to watch later. WHAT EPISODE WAS I LAST ON?! omfg, i do not even know. my obsession with hell's kitchen is equal to vincent's obsession with house except i would not write a whole essay about hell's kitche. *cough vincent cough.* make me over; lifehouseis a good song. me gusta la cancion? is that the right word? i'm so fail at spanish without ms. franco. i miss her. :( you know, only recently did i realize the importance of a belt. it's really important! i like my belt that i stole from my mom's closet. it's all nice and braided looking, yay free things that you find in your mom's closet! woohoo. (: so on the last song no love; simple plan. their last released album was a really good album, i have to say honestly. as much as everyone dubs them so lame-o poseur rock band. i think they have legitimate song writing schools. not to mention, good vocal and melody. so. AGAIN, don't judge man. don't judge.

last words for the day: i hope tomorrow's better for you. keep that smile on, fighting. (:
-jdn.

& sometimes your own words are perfectly fine.

here i am, major blogging. i haven't blogged in awhile. A REAL BLOG. i mean. so, just to udate you guys. contrary to POPULAR BELIEF: i am fine. i am not mad at anyone (doug & neil! read this!). i am OKAY. yeah, so i'm FINE and GOOD. and happy. don't even shake your head at me i know what you're thinking, but i'm FINE. GOSHDARNIT KELLY. I'M FINE. OKAY?! DON'T LISTEN TO MRS. RUMBLEEEE. :) life has been good. got back into last.fm-ing. (: good stuff. joshua radin is an awesome singer. as is jason reeves. OH YEAH, listened to epik high's new album [E]. SO GOOD. so good. (: and i love the MV. it's so hilarious. uhmuhm. GOO HYE SUN'S NEW ALBUM. finally got around to listening to it. SO GOOD,beautiful piano melodies. i was listening to it while walking to my locker this morning. and it was hilarious because i felt like i was the heroine in a korean drama. walking to her locker. dramatically. haha! mmmm, what else? finally. started watching fated to love you. at first i was like ewww i'm not watching that she gets pregnant! BUT. OMFG, it's so goooooooooooooood. it's SUPER CUTE. i seriously find myself squealing while i watch it. or i like, smile to myself. and my mom is like WTF ARE YOU WATCHING!? D: it's so cute. at first i was like, ew, ethan ruin is kinda not cute and his eyebrows are weird. BUT, he really is cute! i think for some people, pictures don't do them justice. LIKE that one guy from let's watch a meteor shower, WHICH I HAVE NOT CAUGHT UP ON. maybe during winter break. i'll catch up on meteor shower AND soul. WHICH, btw, parkgeonil. in supernova. comeback. with t-ara. TTL, is such a good song. and spicy good rapping. did i just say spicy? ohmygoodness, lame. ness. (: oh yeah, i think i've given up on chictopia. i have neither the energy nor the time to keep checking that. *sadness*. i love my new AE shoes, they so comfyyyy. ^-^ I CANNOT BELIEVE I'M IN THE SAME SEAT FOR ORCHESTRA. seriously, i deserve an award for consistency. everyone agrees it is DESTINY for me to be harassed by the violas! D: which reminds me garrett's back! i missed him. he made sitting in a cruddy seat funnnn. (: which reminds me of DISNEYLAND. & funnel cake. :DDD i love funnel cake. i remember emily ate like two last year. fattie! :) oh yeahhhhh, wait no. i forgot what i was going to say. :'( so yeah, i'm super happy i blogged today. i super needed it. just to like, let everything out because i haven't superblogged in a bajillion years. errrm, music is really good therapy like, forrealios! (: OMGGGGG, I WATCHED WOLVERINE. daniel henney was so hot. spicy hot. mannn, agent zeroooo. *-* so deptrai. everytime he appeared i was like, *fans self*. but then he got into a heleecopter accident and then wolverine slashed his face off or something, UGH THANKS A LOT WOLVERINE! geebus. don't know anything! -_- but that movie was really good, i felt so bad for wolverine. i was like. OHMYGOODNESSS. poor guy! :'( he looked like a REAL sad puppy so i was like. *heart breaks* tears forever! ): october is going to be super busy for me. this weekend is the sb carnival! yay. and this saturday is also kaylee&emily's birthday, they're so CUTEEEE. baby twins. ^-^ jumping house! and then next sunday is nghia si and hiep si kayaking. I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED. i love kayaking. i'ts like. man, IN THE ZONE FACE. THEN! the next sunday after that is hiep si training. yay get my brown khanh. and the day after that is my BIRTHDAY. yay. me. (: errrrrrrrrrm, I'M SO TICKED ABOUT MY ITOUCH THOUGH. i updated to 3.1 and did not realize that it took away my jailbreak.and cydia is still working on the update for 3.1 SIGH, so i have to wait. *-* OH YEAH, i learned how to play mahjong on my itouch! it's so FUNNNN. (: i'm like chinese pro status not really but i won like five times! and i'm getting good at poker. whootwhoot! (: & i found out I COULD WATCH FATED TO LOVE YOU ON VEOH ON MY ITOUCH. which made me ubbber happy! i did NOT just say uber.ewww. my "P" key keep sticking, so i keep missing the letter p when i type happy. so it comes out HAY. wtf?! WTF IS I'M HAY! D: GOSH! oh yeah! i heard they're making a korean version of zettai kareshi/absoluteboyfriend. which basically means that ME AND DAVID PHAM WILL BE ALL OVER THAT. because we LOVEDDDD absolute boyfriend. i found it super weird that david was like SUPER in love with the robo guy the whole time we watched it. i was like, DUDE, are you gay?! you want me to buy you a naked male robot?! OR WHAT?! it was funnnnny. (: that was a good drama. *tears for robo guy* NIGHT, I REMEMBERED HIS NAME. i was like trying to figure it out this entire time while i was typing up david's lame crush on NIGHT and i was like WTF IS HIS NAME?! D: and then i rememebered. yay me. (: DUDE, apparentely. (spelling?!) you can now pay for lunch online. on a website called mylunchmoney.com HOW LAME IS THAT?! omfg, oh yeah. i'm gonna take my permit test soon i think, once i get my certificate. YAY MEEEEEEEEEEEE. ^-^ imagine me driving... *think bubble like in the cartoons.* *WATCH OUT EVERYONE SHORT ASIAN GIRL WITH GLASSES IN A CAR. DRIVING. OUT OF THE WAYYYY!* yeah....*fades back into scene where person is holding chin thinking and staring at the ceiling* good times. *-* OH YEAH I HAVE TO POST UP THIS VIDEO. FOR JAEBUMMMM. LEADER JAY. i miss you. ): korean hottest (2pm fanclub) did this like flash mob dance. at EXACTLY 2PM IN FRONT OF THE JYP BUILDING. and i found it absolutely adorable! i wish i could be there! on that note, i'm going to say goooodbyeeee. suppppport leader jayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. have a nice night! DO YOUR HOMEWORK! and get a good nights sleep. tomorrow will be a good day, i feel it. (:

"damn, agent zero is one sexy beast!" (michael), jdn.